What's Bothering You?

Could the stabbing pain in my previously broken leg please go away 🙏

I don't know when the pain will end...it's just constantly there. Not bad enough to take pain killers, but more of an annoyance. 6 months after a fracture and the pain should be gone...it's been over 6 months now and it's still there lol
 
I know I'm gonna be hungry when i get to work but I really can't eat anything rn (most often I can't eat within a few hours of waking up), and I don't have anything I can pack that doesn't require a microwave. I guess I'll have to leave some time during the day to get something to eat.


also highkey disappointed that the mcdonalds happy meals right now only come with pokemon cards and not little figurines/toys as well. last time I got a pokemon happy meal was in 2018 (I think) and it came with a popplio card as well as a Pikachu toy that lights up. this time around it's just a card. big missed opportunity to have toys based on Gen 8 pokemon 🙃
 
Stupid co-workers :rolleyes: Like okay you could have told me you were handling the e-mail inbox today, or our superior could have done. Also learn to spot junk e-mails and don't use our common e-mail for private things IF it now wasn't junk but it was 99% that plus you weren't even here on last Friday so.. uh lol.
 
I dunno if there is such a thing as "too much" when it comes to inclusion at workplaces, but sometimes I think my superiors/boss think I'm "normal" still when I've been open with my Asperger and stuff. And yeah I'm happy within my "tin can" life or whatever, they don't need to include me in literally everything if they don't have to. Instead I think they forgot how I function in their aim on doing that. Or I might be overthinking but it's kinda coming to a point where it is a bit too much now. Guess I could bring it up nicely whenever we have those "talks" with our boss n stuff.
 
my mom claiming she treats all of us (her three kids) the same when she blatantly doesn't. the other week, she takes my sister shopping when asked; same day, she belittles me when i ask if she can make me soup because i was horribly ill with the usual, "oh, you're 23, you can do it yourself". today, i dare to ask if she can pick me up some drink while she's out shopping (£5's worth) even though i can't afford it at the moment, because i've admittedly done a lot of depression spending lately. she says no, she's not made of money, which, fair enough if she wasn't always buying my brother extra food, free of charge, paying for his phone bill every month, letting him eat all the food he pleases when he stops over, and also letting him use this place as a hangout without ever paying a cent. (he's 19, and unlike me, he's had two paying jobs lately. he screwed up the first one by constantly taking days off whenever he felt like it and quit the latest one just because he didn't feel like doing it.) i don't mention the £172 she currently owes me, or the money she borrowed years ago that i eventually wrote off, but £5's worth of drink is a big no-no. okay.
 
My big boy Ekko (cat) who is very easily scared went outside and there is a firework that started and I can't find him anywhere.. I know he's scared to death from the noises, I didn't know about the firework. I hope he will come home fast, it's already late here...
 
Stupid CVS brand of waterproof adhesive tape won't stick to my skin. You had one job! Meanwhile my right sandal sticks to my foot like glue making it difficult to take off without hurting my toes.
 
every time I want to do a video recording I procrastinate until it gets too late and I get really tired. I'm telling myself I'll do it tomorrow but I prob won't do it then either. idk why I can't get myself to do anything I want to do.
 
It’s getting late, and I’m thinking I should have went to sleep just a bit earlier. I’m going to sleep now, though. Just had a few things to take care of.
 
My sleep schedule, possible bronchitis, autoimmune diseases that keep me from being being able to get out hardly during covid and and not being to a mall in years.
 
I’m tired and have a headache, but can’t take any medicine due to my antibiotics.
 
Despite my better self esteem, I’ve been feeling off tonight. I just feel ugly for no real reason. Sure I’ve been called that a lot in the past, but normally that specific insult stays in the back of my mind. I wish this thought would go away.
 
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