What's Bothering You?

I feel so damn depressed. It feels like all of my friends are just acquaintance. I feel gender dysphoria. I wish so many things that are important to me just weren’t

A friend who lied to me about who they were is still on my mind, honest to god trauma
 
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Going to add to the heat discussion because I'm getting sick of it too. As much as I love western Oregon, the weather is disappointing at times. I love the rain, but we have it 8 months a year and the only sunny weather we get is excessively humid. Those sunny days where I don't feel like I'm melting are rare. The heat gets so bad that I have to close all of the blinds and blast the AC all day. It turns my apartment into an cave and I hate it. Now I'm craving comfy rain and mild temperatures. At least that'll come back in early October.
 
I have the sudden urge to get a job in my hometown and just move back home. I’m feeling depressed about the thought that I’m back in my flat again, maybe it’s a sign I should move out. The only thing about applying for new jobs means I would have to ask my boss to be a reference and I don’t really want him to know that im looking elsewhere. Not that I’d think he’d give a **** about me leaving anyway, I don’t feel very valued from him.
 
I just want to say about the heat discussion- you guys think 105f is hot? Down here in summer it’s 120f on most days- yes it’s unbearable,

but that isn’t to diminish the problem, down here, it’s dangerously cold inside houses. I mentioned it in a post here before. It isn’t horribly cold outside, it is a colder year than usual- the real problem is how poorly houses are made to deal with cold here

… i feel too vindictive lately and hate myself more than usual for it
 
my grandma is so annoying, she’s in my business all the time, she cares too much about what other people are doing instead of herself. she has a full on melt down if my mother says anything she disagrees with, and refuses to see from other people’s perspective. she’s basically like an adult toddler, and to expand on that we eat the plainest **** ever just because she doesn’t like anything else. if it actually tastes good she’ll have a hissy fit, i wish she realized that she actually has a problem.
Same with mine ngl
 
Today has just been rubbish. The bus was late and then when it showed up the driver ignored me despite my attempts to grab his attention. I then had to fork out £20 for a taxi once again and then once I got to work there just wasn't much to do as we've been quieter than usual thanks to the cost of living constantly on the rise. Also this summer weather is driving me nuts, it feels like Groundhog Day with it always being sunny and warm, give me some cloud and rain please Mother Nature! 😫
 
am i the only one who likes heat lol..

also goddamn flies, both small ones you breathe in and also those regular ones flying in the middle of the room like please just **** off lol
 
I’m thankful for the heat, lol. It’s only bad when it’s humid, but not the oven heat in Arizona, that’s perfect. Any heat is better than snow, though. I can live without that white stuff.

I woke up early today and I’m not even tired, but it’s still early.

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ONCE AGAIN FP&L SUCKS! MY NEIHBOURS SUCK!

The power is out again thanks to them not maintaining THEIR trees, and it's not like they can be reported for it, my mom has already tried.
 
ONCE AGAIN FP&L SUCKS! MY NEIHBOURS SUCK!

The power is out again thanks to them not maintaining THEIR trees, and it's not like they can be reported for it, my mom has already tried.

FINALLY after calling the tree trimmers and replacing the part, the thing is fixed & the power is back on, about 4 hours later.

The food is prob rotted thou and I have to redo my laundry. Not to mention I made pizza today with the intention of saving the leftovers for lunch tomorrow, but since the power went out I couldn't save it. Now I STILL have no lunch for tomorrow at work.
 
love how I work 4 hours for one day and run a few errands, and it basically destroys my ability to think and function properly. wondering if I should just go to bed early tonight lol.

also feeling hungry but since I had fast food for lunch I feel really guilty abt the idea of eating anything else today :,,,,,,)
 
wondering if what I ate earlier is what's making me feel so bleh. I was fine earlier and now I basically have a migraine and I feel sick. I'm usually wide awake at this time but I've actually dozed off without even taking my night meds. hopefully I feel better tomorrow.
 
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