What's Bothering You?

First Kill is such a special series to me, as someone who grew up with Vampire Diaries and Teen Wolf. I love seeing the same type of cheesy production those first seasons had alongside a queer love story as the focus. Shadowhunters was also great with that, but First Kill is just sweeter.
 
I feel like Canda's getting worse by the day. First it was the residential schools (by the way, 2000+ Indigenous children found dead), then the whole Bill 96 thing in Québec, and Canada losing its "Peaceful Country" status because of protests/riots and anti-government stuff. Yeah, I don't wanna call myself a proud Canadian anymore. 💔
 
Lowkey my pogo friend, they promised some shinies if we ever turned lucky x2 again.. like bruh that aint gonna happen if we havent yet but sure keep em all to yourself -roll eyes-
 
I can't even get my work done because there's been nonstop noise today from people working here. Can't even get downstairs to eat breakfast, and it's past noon now. WTF. Why did they think today was a good day for this?!?
 
tried to record a video for my youtube channel and I learned the hard way that I'm having one of my off days (aka a day where I don't have much energy or capacity to make funny/interesting commentary) so ig I'll have to wait til later or tomorrow to record a video :/

lowkey feel like taking a nap, I kinda just don't feel that great rn. maybe I'll watch a movie and work on my cross-stitch like I've been wanting to do.
 
Long rant incoming

My mom yelled at my sister for somethin my dad told my mom that I told my dad. Lovely.

Today at work I was *this* close to going in the bathroom and crying and punching a paper towel roll. Very first dog of the day tried to bite me, second dog was a pain in the *** to dry off, then another dog had a seizure and the first ****in person my second boss yelled AT ME EVEN THOU IT WASNT MY FAULT. Everything just kept stacking, one coworker can't even put a dog in a crate or walk a dog up front, my name is always the one to be called on when someone needs somethin, I am so ****in SICK AND TIRED of the one who has to do everythin yet anythin that doesn't get done is somehow my fault. I'm the one that gets singled out for laundry not being done, or the floor being wet, or some other ********. I was on the verge of stress crying multiple times, THEN this one dog apparently still had shampoo in her fur so she had to get re-rinsed and dried and I don't have enough ****in help in the back so I'm stuck drying off multiple dogs. For some reason her skin was ultra sensitive and kept gettin red. THEN second boss says she's SOMEHOW still covered in shampoo even after gettin rinsed so she ****in bathed her and guess who had to dry her off AGAIN FOR THE ****IN SECOND TIME. AND! Her skin was still ultra sensitive! So she's gettin more red! Meanwhile I'm still alone in the back, I should have been done by now, but I have to help the finisher finish two dogs cause she was with a dog that requires alot of time and the dog is difficult. So then I had to do, I still haven't cleaned up any **** and it's like 4'oclock, I began my day at 7. Which, my boss didn't want my to clean my station cause GOD FORBID I'm not right on top of the bather when she's done with a dog, so my station has dirty walls, along with all the other stations that aren't mine but I still have to clean cause no one cleans **** in the back. It felt like almost every single dog today was difficult to dry off.

Not to mention we're short staffed in the back.

I just wanted to go home, but now that I am home I'm still ****ed. I want to punch somethin still.

Also to top it off my mom wants to be a petty *****. My point still stands.

TL;DR Stress from work is piling on me, I have a mouth but don't use it. Nothing will change anyway.
 
idk what tf is going on with the culture of young ppl treating LGBT+ folk like "cute smol beans uwu" but it honestly kinda creeps me out and I'm glad I don't associate with it at all.
Oh I almost misread this, do you mean youngsters outside of the LGBT+ community treat people in the LGBT+ Community(anyone in it of all ages) like this?
 
Okay so they won't give me money back, but instead re-send and cover the costs. I suppose it's one solution but kinda irks me they didn't bother to tell they won't just give people money back, especially if it is their policy on longer time-lost and/or vintage stuff. Yeah not ordering expensive/heavier things from them, for sure.

Also can someone remove that stupid swirly eyes emoji from the O _ o command :/
I feel you on the last part, I hate it when I just want to put a regular emoticon, but it creates an emoji/smiley 😀 (This goes for in general, not just this website).

It would be awesome if there was an easy way to say whether you want an emoticon, an emoji/smiley XDDD
 
I feel you on the last part, I hate it when I just want to put a regular emoticon, but it creates an emoji/smiley 😀 (This goes for in general, not just this website).

It would be awesome if there was an easy way to say whether you want an emoticon, an emoji/smiley XDDD
Yeah, I like the text smileys not turning into emojis, lol.

Also, it looks like I have to sleep with the air conditioner on again.
 
I feel you on the last part, I hate it when I just want to put a regular emoticon, but it creates an emoji/smiley 😀 (This goes for in general, not just this website).

It would be awesome if there was an easy way to say whether you want an emoticon, an emoji/smiley XDDD
Yeah, I wish there was an option to turn it off like on Discord and stuff.

also that : o is this :o emoji bothers me too like wtf
 
So after I wrote in this thread the other day that friend has messaged me this morning after two months of silence to tell me how wonderful her life is at the moment and that she missed me etc. I haven't replied back yet because to be honest I'm both angry and heartbroken at how she's treated me as nothing more than an after thought in her life since getting herself a boyfriend. What's even more insane is this situation is so juvenile yet we're both in our thirties. I just wish she had included me in her life a little more in the last two years (since being with her boyfriend) because I know I wouldn't be feeling like this and I would be championing her without question.

Urgh I just wish I had some more genuine friends in my life who didn't treat me like garbage and loved me for who I am and was genuinely excited to talk to me more often whether thats in person or online. Adulthood sucks. 😥
 
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