What's Bothering You?

when I left for work today I noticed a wasp on my windshield. I remember thinking that I didn't want to swat it away because I didn't want it to sting me. I got in my car and immediately forgot about until I got to the entrance to the highway, and it was still there. I'm not sure how it was somehow stuck to my windshield, but I could clearly see that it was still alive. I remember thinking that this wasp was about to have a really bad time. It stayed there the entire time until I parked my car. I think it lived though, because even though I immediately forgot about it due to being preoccupied. It was no longer there when i left that day. now I'm just sitting here half asleep thinking about it and how my carelessness seriously messed up it's day.
 
bruh this lecture. this could've been an email. it's such a mess and im not learning anything useful for the long-term. legit feels like a waste of time. i wish i were doing other requirements.

anyway after this lecture im taking a big nap because this lecture drained me and stressed me out since 3 am.
 
the shooting in uvalde is really bothering me... i can't stop thinking "what if there is going to be a shooting at my school?" thank god it's summer right now though
i guess some people like guns more than kids

Yeah, it still massively bothers me too, especially because it happened in my own state. I wish I could have been in the area to stop it using my 15+ years of martial arts.

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Just depressed and tired of all the pain in the world.
 
I think today is the last day of regular school before exams. I don't wanna go 'cause it's one of those "free/social days" where we don't do any work and we just hang out. My dad always makes me go even when I don't wanna. My best (and only) friend has been absent for the past week and probably will be today as well, who am I gonna hang out with? Stuff like this makes me feel so alone at school and is the reason why I don't wanna go. But of course, because I'm such a procrastinator I'm only going to finish my Art project and ask questions about the exams. If I did those things earlier, I wouldn't have to go today.

Also got coffee in my hair and woke up thinking it was 3:15 AM (when it was actually 6:25 AM). How did I misread my clock so badly?!
 
I just watched a YouTube video of someone playing a game I might buy (WarioWare: Smooth Moves), and he screamed through the entire video. People screaming make me go crazy, especially if it’s just because of a stupid game. I liked the game, though.
 
Better throw Elon Musk out in another convertible then. I've not been having a lot of luck with carrier packages either. One person on Etsy has had my order sent as slip created, carrier awaiting item for about 4 weeks and they keep giving me excuses. It sucks, but I'm probably going to have to put a case in. Hopefully you get your package soon!
Yeah, thing is they need to have the package fully returned from the courier if they'll be able to give me a refund, 100% it's lost and not turning up in Sweden, so I hope they can with their fulfilment center or stuff. But yeah knocks on wood DPD is really ****ty these days.
 
My crush got a little mad/had a problem with me a few nights ago… and honestly, I’m extremely impressed by how she handled it. She just came to me with what she heard and calmly explained. No swearing, accusations, or anything. And she’s 19, so this is like highly mature of her to have this good of communication at that age.

I was honestly surprised more than anything because when she’s angry, man she’s ****ing angry. She showed me a video of her beating up someone for insulting her. I’m surprised she remained calm with me. And she still trusts me. It’s like she’s a different person around me? Like more calm and collected. Normally, she’s always stressed or something is bothering her.
 
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So 2 night ago my moms dog got inside our house and her cat and him got into it... Our cat ran outside right after though and was missing for a whole a day and just came back to us late last night. He was fine at first but this morning he's acting very lethargic and seems scared : '( I don't see any injuries on him so i'm not sure what the problem is and we really cant afford a vet atm. We have some calming spray for cats so i'm gonna use that on him now, I just hope he's okay 😔
 
Been sick for two days now 😢🤕 got a sore throat, body is burning up, terrible headache, and when I cough it amplifies the pounding sensation in the front of my head. I rarely get sick. It's annoying when it happens...

I'm feeling so sleepy, but can't get comfortable in bed...
 
Been sick for two days now 😢🤕 got a sore throat, body is burning up, terrible headache, and when I cough it amplifies the pounding sensation in the front of my head. I rarely get sick. It's annoying when it happens...

I'm feeling so sleepy, but can't get comfortable in bed...
Did you get a Covid Test because those symptoms you're mentioning is concerning.
 
I've been feeling anxious all week and haven't been able to get myself to turn a game on. I need to... but the other thing is just that I am so tired.
 
My legs have been hurting for about a week now. Sometines when I stand they shake. Idk what my problem is, I haven't done anythin new or super strenuous. Next time I go out shopping I'll get some shoe inserts to see if that helps even thou the problem isn't my feet but? I got no other clue. Can I stop having body pains in my early 20s💀
 
Been sick for two days now 😢🤕 got a sore throat, body is burning up, terrible headache, and when I cough it amplifies the pounding sensation in the front of my head. I rarely get sick. It's annoying when it happens...

I'm feeling so sleepy, but can't get comfortable in bed...
hope you feel better soon love <33


idk why but I get the feeling that my art skills are regressing again. I'm losing faith in my ability again which sucks because I was doing so well for so long. if I keep feeling this way I may need to talk with my doctor, starting to believe the prozac just said "peace bro" and yeeted away lol.
 
Literally everything is pissing me off, especially my family. I wanna play Wii Sports Resort, but I know that it'll make me even more mad and I might break my Wii Remote. Guess I'll watch Poofesure as an alternative, I wouldn't want to waste my money on something I broke because I got mad at a game. :/

Edit: I just got prank-called by my own family. I'm so stupid and gullible and humiliated. But they shouldn't joke about bomb threats, and they shouldn't be laughing at me. I feel like absolute **** right now.
 
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I'm in a weird state where I want to dedicate the time to making my town in wild world perfect (aka planting enough trees/flowers in each acre), but I also have like zero patience for it right now lol. I kinda want to draw too but I don't even think I have the patience for that.

also I really need to stop gaslighting myself constantly, my inner voice keeps telling me that I'm lazy and that I could've accomplished so much more in my life if I wasn't. I feel really stupid. idk where my life is going, I'm honestly just trying to get by as I struggle w lots of personal issues. people never give me enough credit for the bs I deal with every day. I'm exhausted. I wish I could just relax and play wild world with no worries. I don't want to worry about anything else today.
 
I've been waiting literally 5 days for A1C results and this Doctor has yet to call me back about it. I swear if I don't hear from before the end of the week I might have to switch doctors. This is getting ridiculous.
 
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