What's Bothering You?

[tessa grace]

i'm pretty sure i have food poisoning. i've gotten practically no sleep and i'm really dehydrated from all the pain im in and strong symptoms

 

[daringred_]

love being victim blamed.

last night my brother had a go at my mom over text, decided he was no longer going to pay her rent, and never apologized. today, my mom and co. went out shopping, and he conveniently waltzes into our house with his girlfriend right after. i hear him going through our food again because that's all he ever comes up here for and call downstairs, "Do you really think you should be here after the way you spoke to mom?" and he tells me to frick off (but the not censored way lol) and calls me a bunch of other cuss words, so i point out how he doesn't even pay rent anymore despite already being given a discounted rate and he's like "Yeah because I don't fricking live here" "Then why are you in our house?" Cue more gross name calling and swearing and him calling my sister and loudly demanding they all come home. Then he left before they even showed up? I genuinely felt scared being in the house with him, which isn't the first time, and wanted to burst into tears.

Anyway, mom and co. do show up a few minutes later. I explain what happened and finally cry and they basically tell me I should've just kept my mouth shut and tried to compare me to him when I a) have always paid rent and constantly lend them money I never get back and b) apologize within hours if I do call them a Super bad word, and it's only happened once in the last several years lmao. My mom was like oh if you had done this it would be no different which is a total lie and I hate that she refuses to admit how differently she treats us to him and, regardless, I would never waltz into my siblings' home violently insulting them and making them feel unsafe.

I just- Genuinely, i wish he'd never been born. Idc if that sounds mean, it's true.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

adhd episode 5: the executive dysfunction strikes back!!

I want to take a shower and eat something but instead I'm just lying here on my bed doing nothing :,,,,,)
also hesitant to shower bc as usual it's cold in this room and I don't want to freeze lol

okay it onyl took like an hour and a half but I finally took a shower lolllll
but I still haven't eaten and taken my meds, responsibility is hard

 

[ZeldaCrossing64]

I'm fricking grounded for the whole weekend, because my brother was being a total A-hole and I snapped at him. Thanks a lot, dad. I was actually looking forward to the weekend, and you ruin it. And if you're wondering how I'm typing this, I'm just a rebel.
At least I'm not mad at my step-mom, but that's probably gonna change. Tomorrow is Mother's Day, I wouldn't want to be mad at her on such a day.

 

[Alienfish]

This dumb person in a discord server, basically pointing out everyone in public where/if they post wrong rather than telling it nicely and/or properly writing it out in rules/faq. Or at least send us in a DM, I think most people do wrong especially when it's not written out and just acting like a dumb parent is not the way you do... sorry just needed to get that out because they are really stupid even though the others there are nice.

(related to a pogo server i'm in btw so nothing tbt or other related)

Okay I don't know what's wrong with this person but obviously they didn't get why I posted wrong, I did not ask for raid help I just wondered if someone did randomly which I don't mind I was just curious. They should just add certain stuff to their FAQ properly and not hide it a news post.

 

[_Rainy_]

i want to curl up with a blanket and sleep.

 

[Xara]

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[VanitasFan26]

I just spent so much money on buying healthy food and now I am starting to get broke. Not only that but I have to re-apply for Food Stamps because the system thought I was making "too much" money when I don't have a job.

 

[Soigne]

24 hours without power im having so much fun

 

[xSuperMario64x]

I wanted to do dishes today but honestly I'm not comfortable doing any kind of cleaning while my dad is home
kinda sucks though bc he doesn't go back to work til Monday. idk maybe I can wash some of them in my bathroom so I don't have to leave the room.

 

[Xara]

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[oak]

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I promise no one thinks you're unimportant here on tbt. You definitely matter to a lot of people I'm sure! Plus you're like one of the main characters if this website was a tv show.

 

[~Kilza~]

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[-Blue-]

@xara I agree with Oak. I know that I enjoy reading your posts whenever I hop by here. There are definitely members here who aren't that active, but that's not the case with you. You engage with the community here and are well known. Your posts are always interesting, funny, and or heartwarming. At least I think so! You're a great person and there are many here who would agree with that.

I feel like I've gotten to know you a bit better since I've become more active and I enjoy your presence/company on these forums. Now if you feel you need to recharge yourself and back away from the site/social media, we all understand, but you will be missed.

 

[azurill]

@xara I have definitely enjoyed reading your posts. You would be missed but sometimes you do need to take some time to recharge. You need to do what is best for you. I have felt the same at times and a little break sometimes helps. Agree with @TheDuke55 you are a great person.

 

[Midoriya]

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I agree with everyone else. You are really important to me and I would be sad if you left (though that decision is entirely up to you). So many of my TBT friends from the past have already left, and losing you would be hard. I've really enjoyed our time spent talking and playing NH together and I feel like I have a connection with you too. not to mention you're a super cool and friendly person. You're super kind to everyone as well. I think that goes without saying though.

 

[_Rainy_]

@xara if you quit then I wont be able to finish

Spoiler: this 🥺

 

[Alienfish]

Alright I don't know what is going on here but @/ xara I really wish you'd stay

 

[Shellzilla_515]

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Xara, you are definitely important here. Reading your posts is honestly a treat because you try to find the positives in life despite the struggles you're going through. To me, you're becoming one of the TBT icons around here for all the things you've done for the community and for spreading good vibes all around. However, I totally understand if you need to take a break from the forums for whatever reason that may be. It's okay to feel down. We're all human and experience different emotions at different times. Life is not perfect. Things do get tough every once in a while and in some cases, spiral out of our control. What I'm saying is that a lot of people will miss you. Whenever I think of TBT, I think of you and many others that have contributed to the community. Don't forget the kindness you've spread to others, xara. We'll be sure to remember it for a long time!

Sincerely,

Your fellow Poliwag member, Shellzilla_515.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

@xara ilysm bro I'll really miss you if you leave