What's Bothering You?

Fridays are pure evil in the workplace. I just burned my arm real bad using the oven because I was so frustrated I wasn't paying attention to how close I was leaning against it, and now....mmm the sweet sizzling smell of burning flesh 🔥 I gotta get it treated ASAP.

Hopefully it's not too bad that it'll leave a permanent mark. Wouldn't be the first and last time I get burned...

As a kid I accidentally knocked over a pan filled with hot cooking oil because I was carelessly running around the kitchen. Some of it splashed onto the left side of my face and burned my cheek, neck and chest so badly I was scarred. If people look closely at the side of my face now you can still make out the burn marks, but throughout the years the markings have somewhat healed as new skin grew over it.

I was extremely fortunate that the oil missed my entire face otherwise I'd be over here looking like Leatherface ☠️
 
Don't want to attend this stupid thing on monday -_-

Also again don't really want to waste on a phone but lowkey have to ugh.
 
I feel so invisible at school unless I do something stupid or embarrassing, which is exactly what I did multiple times today, and without even trying! And it has nothing to do with what I said, because I hardly talked all day, even when my brother started a conversation with me on the bus.
And of course, he just had to gloat that he's so much better 'cause he's way ahead of his classmates for schoolwork and that he's a genius at math. I want to be happy for my brother's incredible intelligence because he has so many great potential (he wants to be a lawyer when he grows up!), but I feel that my jealousy takes over and makes me mad at him instead.
 
Hate when family members do certain things that affect you/buy you unnecessary things without asking you first 🙃🙃🙃 so ANNOYING
I know how you feel, I’m not trying to sound ungrateful, but I remember multiple times my mom (back before my parents separated) would buy me pants when I don’t like to wear pants .——.

. . .

I have a lot on my mind. 🙃🙃🙃

And not this weekend, my next weekend, we are having another family gathering. The one we had back in I believe February was for no reason, but at least this one is because of my uncle’s birthday on the fifth, and Mother’s Day.

I thought this pandemic would give me a break from family gatherings (at least the pointless ones, like the one back in February), but nope 😀
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Another thing, I do wish my family would understand that I like to be brought up to speed on these things, I hate for things to happen unexpectedly, especially people coming over, even if it’s just family .——.
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Literally both my parents decide to go into the living room (aka where I was) while I was watching Poofesure, a YouTuber who curses a lot, constantly makes sex jokes, and is generally very crude. Talk about awkward. 😃
Poofessor, hm? I see you are a man of culture. ^^
 
I accidentally locked my mom out since i’ve made it a habit to lock the door every time i go put something in the garage and i just heard my dad say in an extremely aggravated tone, “YOU LOCKED THE DOOR?!” overreact much? i want away from him. i’m sick of this and his temper scares me :/ his untreated anxiety and him lashing out because of it makes mine ten times worse. my mom always says get used to it or he is never going to change or listen; true, but you don’t care he makes me more sick and makes me not want to leave my room ever? i couldn’t go to disney world because i knew how he’d be and i was right according to my mom. he had a lot of fits there.

sick of cliques. i messaged mods on the discord server to see if there is anything thay can be done to make everyone welcome and comfortable or if it’d be better for someone that is not in the cliques like me to leave. i love the server but i bugs me seeing how responses to me or even reactions to my posts are different from others who say something similar. I wish it didn’t bother me but i have been struggling this feeling in high school and with friends and the group i used to hange out with. i thought i was done with cliques when i left high school :/.
 
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My flatmate has COVID and I really don't want to get it off her as I've already had enough time off work lately 😔
 
my school had an outdoor event today and i got sunburnt and now im tired. also my grandma is in the hospital, we had to take her because she said that her legs were extremely painful and i think she was having stomach issues too. ik i complain about her a lot but i miss her lol, my dog is going crazy bc she’s not here and he’s obsessed with her.
 

To be honest, I left for the same reason and took a three year hiatus from 2015-2018, from the time I was 18 until I was 21. I wanted to grow more mature and refined, and I did.

There's absolutely nothing wrong with you from my perspective though, and you also seem a lot more mature than others of your age I've seen. I didn't even realize you are the age you are, I thought you were like, at least 19 or 20, LMAO.

If you do decide to leave for awhile we support your decision, but if you ever want to come back we'll welcome you back with open arms. I hope you feel better soon. 💚
 
@BrokenSanity If you must take a break, do it because its whats best for you, but don't do it because you feel it's whats best for everyone else. If you do decide to do it, I want you to know that from my perspective, I don't feel that you are a burden and I'll miss seeing you around. I also sometimes feel the same way about myself on here so it is understandable. like I said previously though, do whats best for you.
 
I hate cleaning up the kitchen, not just because of chores but also because of my brother. It's usually when we argue the most, mainly because I'm chastising him about something or he's just getting on my nerves.
I don't understand my dad. He hears us arguing and tells us to shut up and says that I should just ignore my brother. Lo and behold, my brother is trying to annoy me, so I ignore him. Then my dad tells me to stop ignoring him and answer his stupid question. WHAT THE ****?! PICK A SIDE, OLD MAN!
 
@BrokenSanity you do what you need to do bro but i h2g will really miss seeing you around here 😔😔

if it makes you feel better, I have at least 2 other friends who are also 15 and idm at all. in fact I was mistaken for being 15, though thats primarily bc of my appearance but I also like basically the same stuff I liked when I was 15 (heck I like the same stuff I liked when I was 12). I'm just slightly wiser and more mature now.
but yeah enough abt me, you do what you think you need to do. whenever you return I'll very likely still be here, ive been active for like almost 6 years and I don't intend to leave anytime soon :)

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ive been feeling bleh all day, ive had a sinus headache since like noon (nothing has taken it away, stupid Ohio weather) and now I have an upset stomach too. I would already be in bed but I just ate not too long ago and I always wait at least half and hour after i eat before I go to bed. idk maybe I need some water or smth.
 
I really just don't want my easter background to expire
Same, I wish they'd let us buy permanent ones already. Maybe see which ones are most popular and make them permanent or let us vote? Just want some colour to this man.

Also i really need to RSVP to my cousin today, I guess I can go to her wedding in July but I think I have to skip her daughter's christening in May cause it's gonna be very stressful here next month and I just don't like travelling for that thing right now.
 
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