What's Bothering You?

Some friends of mine keep saying we need to meet in person again, and I know they mean it. But nobody actually tries to find/set a time when we are going to meet. They always wait until I ask.
 
Still feeling sick, and yet my parents are still making me go to school. I had so much trouble sleeping last night because I keep getting distracted (I decided to clean my room at 11 PM lol), and you know how hard it is to sleep when you keep sniffling and swallowing snot every 10 seconds? Don't ask me how I managed to sleep at all. It's almost 7:40 AM, which means I only have about 10-15 mins before the bus comes, and the only thing I did was wake up, use the bathroom, and eat breakfast. :(
 
I feel really bad bc every time my friend asks if she can come over to hang out my instinct just tells me "no, I'm not in the mood right now." it's because she has a baby who is currently about 3.5 months old, and she's absolutely precious but I just cannot handle the stress of infants/children (hence why I plan on never having a kid unless it's a furbaby) so every time I think abt them coming over I just get really stressed out. especially because last time they came her baby wasn't feeling well so she wouldn't stop crying and my friend ended up having a bout of post-partum depression, which made me feel bad again because I have no idea how to help people in situations I can't put myself into (ie. having a crying baby to care for).

idk, I hate to turn her down but I've been dealing with a ton of other things and being around a baby all day is the last thing I think I can handle rn. 😞
 
I feel really bad bc every time my friend asks if she can come over to hang out my instinct just tells me "no, I'm not in the mood right now." it's because she has a baby who is currently about 3.5 months old, and she's absolutely precious but I just cannot handle the stress of infants/children (hence why I plan on never having a kid unless it's a furbaby) so every time I think abt them coming over I just get really stressed out. especially because last time they came her baby wasn't feeling well so she wouldn't stop crying and my friend ended up having a bout of post-partum depression, which made me feel bad again because I have no idea how to help people in situations I can't put myself into (ie. having a crying baby to care for).

idk, I hate to turn her down but I've been dealing with a ton of other things and being around a baby all day is the last thing I think I can handle rn. 😞
Could you maybe talk to her about that? Or wouldn’t she understand?
 
Could you maybe talk to her about that? Or wouldn’t she understand?
I possibly could but I'm kinda afraid to bc she was always one of those kids who would get upset when she didn't get her way. I understand that she prob isn't like that anymore now that she's an adult, but the last time I truly spent any quality time with her was when I was in HS so I'm not entirely sure. I'm afraid she would get mad if I said no (she's also quite passive just like my mom), especially because this isn't the first time I've turned her down. I just really enjoy my peace and quiet.
 
after nearly a month of no power in my bathroom apparently the vendors are booked for weeks.... well maybe hire anybody bc i am legally supposed to have power... im close to just reporting to the city but with everything else going on i really dont want to deal with anything more .-.
 
Second hand/charity stores raising the prices of totally random stuff just because second hand is "trendy" and "cool" and to attract like Chanel-girls or something. Like sure they gotta adapt to inflaton and to get stuff for their services, but I don't think they should raise it for like totally random manga few people read or sell used bad condition H&M shirts for 10 bucks each.

I mean it's not that they're a vintage store selling cool 70s suits or stuff lol
 
Me and my brother tested positive for covid... I honestly have no idea how it happened, and I blame no one but myself because I wasn't being careful enough. And I thought it was just a really bad cold... Also I just hit my head on the wall, not like my head was hurting already or anything. 😣
 
Bro, what is it going to take for me to get a decent and reasonable sleep schedule going? I swear.... 😞

Update on this. I almost missed a meeting and when I got up it felt like someone had taken a sledgehammer and smashed my head with it. I can't function like this. Maybe some people can, but not me. I'm going to skip martial arts tomorrow and take it easy for the next 4-5 days.
 
I have an online friend who sends me these "repost and you'll have good luck for the rest of your life" kind of things, and it drives me crazy.
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The phone keeps ringing and it's the same person every time, my dad's best friend. I don't wanna be rude, but stop calling each other so much. I hate having to hear the phone ring every single day. Maybe just text each other? :cautious:
 
worried about making the wrong move here. feeling stuck in my home town vs risking things to move to new york w a friend i don't know i Just Do Not Know.
 
worried about making the wrong move here. feeling stuck in my home town vs risking things to move to new york w a friend i don't know i Just Do Not Know.
I’d take the risk personally. If you’re feeling stuck, it’s best to try something else. I moved around a lot and feel like nothing’s right in my birthplace.
 
Another set of 3-magnitude earthquakes. They were pretty close by too. That would be six in total for the past 3 days. I’m starting to worry if these are foreshocks to a bigger earthquake.
 
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A friend of mine is not feeling good today, and she didn’t tell me what’s wrong (she did tell me one thing, but I don’t believe that alone would make her feel bad).
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Me and my brother tested positive for covid... I honestly have no idea how it happened, and I blame no one but myself because I wasn't being careful enough. And I thought it was just a really bad cold... Also I just hit my head on the wall, not like my head was hurting already or anything. 😣
Get well soon!
 
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