What's Bothering You?

really hope the doctor gets back w me about my bloodwork soon, i really need to know why i feel so tired and lethargic. I can't even get out of bed this morning. I'm supposed to go to my internship today but I'm not particularly comfortable driving for 35 minutes when I'm feeling this tired.
 
I texted a friend, and she doesn’t reply. It’s important and it’s been a couple hours now.
2 days later I decided to text her again. She forgot about me. I don’t know if I am happy or sad. At least it was not that she didn’t want to text me. But it seems that I am also not really important to her.
 
Man I love my new rabbit Leo but he is such an ass. I can't blame him though cause it's spring and he still has his love spuds. He sprayed me this morning with pee and keeps trying to bite my toes/ankles. He will even chase we when I run away from him trying to bite me. He doesn't do this to my partner though so this little bunny is trying to boss me around and it's working. Time to get you neutered son.
 
2 days later I decided to text her again. She forgot about me. I don’t know if I am happy or sad. At least it was not that she didn’t want to text me. But it seems that I am also not really important to her.
Wow....she forgot about you. That reminds me of one of my ex-friends who didn't remember who I was and I remember feeling angry and sad at the time. Let me just say you don't need a friend like her. I know there are messed up people out there, but you just need to be around the right people. I wish I would've realized this sooner, because I was around the wrong people during my childhood.

Just so you know I understand where you are coming from because my friends did the same garbage to me and its not a good feeling.
 
my throat feels weird and i cant really breathe properly
if this ends up being covid, im gonna jump off my freaking BALCONY
 
my throat feels weird and i cant really breathe properly
if this ends up being covid, im gonna jump off my freaking BALCONY
You should get a Covid Test just to be sure. I tested negative for Covid (thank god) when I was in the hospital getting treated for really high blood sugar.
 

One last thing, there are some girls at my school who are very annoying, but people like them anyways because they're cute/pretty/hot. I find this reality disheartening, but alas there is nothing I could do about it.
There’s going to come a time when you realize looks don’t matter as much as people think they do.
 
Wow....she forgot about you. That reminds me of one of my ex-friends who didn't remember who I was and I remember feeling angry and sad at the time. Let me just say you don't need a friend like her. I know there are messed up people out there, but you just need to be around the right people. I wish I would've realized this sooner, because I was around the wrong people during my childhood.

Just so you know I understand where you are coming from because my friends did the same garbage to me and its not a good feeling.
Thank you, you really are a nice person. :)
 
I really don't know how else to say this, but my uncle died today... The cancer took over and stopped his heart. I cannot believe the sheer amount of bad luck, having two family members die in a week. My uncle meant a lot to me, and now he's gone. I can't stop crying now, he died at 51 years old too...
 
What do you do when you have life burnout?

I'm tired alot, my knees hurt more, sometimes other body parts like my back or legs, I have no energy and nearly no motivation to do anythin, whether is be stuff I should be doing or fun stuff. Work gets on my nerves so damn often for multiple problems, I get home and do nothing.

I'm thinking of taking another 'vacation' which is really just me requesting time off of work and doing nothing. Just staying home and doing all the stuff I feel like is piling up and organize stuff. Worked last time in January, but I took time off for my bday. I can't just keep takin time off everytime I feel like this.
 
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