What's Bothering You?

I'm crying so much right now, one of my uncles is literally on the brink of death. He's currently in a hospital that'll take an hour of driving to get to, so I'm scared that I won't be able to see him before he dies. It's a very similar situation as my late grandfather, and I don't want to experience the passing of another family member so soon...
 
Ugh if I hear one more robocall I am going to smash up my phone (not really going to do that), seriously these robocalls are so annoying. No matter how times I block them and use anything to stop them they still keep finding a way to call my number
 
You don’t even know why I texted her. And she’s been online since then multiple times.
Okay no need to be rude, I was just trying to tell you the reason why they could not be responding but if thats the case of her not responding and her being online she's probably "Ghosting" you. Trust me I had multiple friends who did that to me despite them being online and me messaging them several times and I never gotten a response. So I am not trying to be dismissive because I understand where you are coming from.
 
Okay no need to be rude, I was just trying to tell you the reason why they could not be responding but if thats the case of her not responding and her being online she's probably "Ghosting" you. Trust me I had multiple friends who did that to me despite them being online and me messaging them several times and I never gotten a response. So I am not trying to be dismissive because I understand where you are coming from.
Sorry, I didn’t mean to be rude. Thanks!
 
i need to sign up for my company health insurance and 401k but ive never done it before and its really overwhelming to decide everything. im horrible at making choices and there are so many choices T^T i gotta get it done in the next 2 days or else the system will pick default options for me ahhh
 
I want to branch out and start playing different games (specifically Pokemon, Kirby, and Metroid) but I just can't come of out of my comfort zone of Zelda, Animal Crossing, and Mario. :,)
 
I'm crying so much right now, one of my uncles is literally on the brink of death. He's currently in a hospital that'll take an hour of driving to get to, so I'm scared that I won't be able to see him before he dies. It's a very similar situation as my late grandfather, and I don't want to experience the passing of another family member so soon...
my heart is hurting so much for you, I can't imagine how you must be feeling right now. if I could see you in person I would just give you a big ol hug 😔

I want to branch out and start playing different games (specifically Pokemon, Kirby, and Metroid) but I just can't come of out of my comfort zone of Zelda, Animal Crossing, and Mario. :,)
also regarding this, I've personally never played Metroid and I've only played a little bit of Kirby, but Pokemon is really great. my favorite one is actually Omega Ruby on the 3DS, if you want a good starter Pokemon game I would def recommend it.

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I started dealing w acid reflux again today, except today was slightly different than usual. it hasn't totally gone away. I've been having pains off and on literally all day. guess it's time to talk to the doctor real soon!

edit: I have an appt for tomorrow at 3pm so we'll see what he says then.
 
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I had a panic attack today. It's difficult to explain to my mom that my panic attack wasn't because my dad took away my phone after a fight but because of stress building up over these past weeks. That was definitely the last straw but anxiety and mental health problems are irrational and no I'm not panicking because my phone was taken away for an hour mom stop blaming it on screens pls

Luckily we talked it out and I think it's difficult for my parents to understand my problems but they're at least trying to understand that I'm not overreacting I actually just need to see a doctor. Sometimes I feel like they think I'm just being moody and immature but its so much more than that omfg.
 
Hey hope your alright, Im pretty hard on myself when I mess up so I know how you feel a little bit.
I know that several people on the forums know how swag you are and I hope you can see that cause you really are :) some of the best advice i've ever been given is to forgive yourself over mistakes the way you would forgive your best friend. sure your friend would mess up a little but you get to see how awesome and cool they are every single day. nothing changes that.
 
i cant find any reason to love myself.
i dont have friends, the most i have in pro's is kindess, kinda? loyalty, i had which stabbed me in the back with a garbage friend.
i cant be myself, i just cant do this for much longer.
i've been hated just for being me, cause im trans fem.
i know most people dont read these stupid long vent posts.
i needed to let this all out.
have a good day, night afternoon.
boys, girls, and all 72 other genders!

ty for reading.
 
I was about to chill and listen to music, but my headphones weren't plugged in fully. My music blasted at full volume across my house. I'm now fearing for my life that my father, who has to wake up at 3:30 am for his new job, is going to bust my door down any second. 💀💀
 
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