What's Bothering You?

why cant I ever get gifs to work for my signature. I wish we could just drop them instead adding them via links.
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Work schedules got posted and I'm closing on Christmas Eve and opening on Boxing Day 😔 I got New Years Eve off but I literally don't care about that since I have no friends and I'm not going to any parties or anything... I would rather have more time at Christmas to see my family especially since I didn't get to spend Christmas with them last year due to covid.
 
Before 2.0, people were asking for exorbitant fees for Raymond, and people were willing to pay it. Now that the Amiibos are out, I can't even seem to give him away for free...

Also, I got a Root Canal today. The temporary crown fell off 10 minutes after the Dentist Office closed for the day... I'll have to go in first thing in the morning to get this fixed.
 
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It’s so cold in here 🥶 … not sure if the heat is working here or not. I doubt it’s from the vaccine though. I don’t think feeling cold is one of the side effects, or at least I don’t remember it being one… 🤔

Better check the thermostat.
 
I hate when my ear starts ringing, ugh.
Which makes it worst since I can only hear in one (yes, I'm half-deaf).
 
It’s so cold in here 🥶 … not sure if the heat is working here or not. I doubt it’s from the vaccine though. I don’t think feeling cold is one of the side effects, or at least I don’t remember it being one… 🤔

Better check the thermostat.
You can definitely get cold/shivers from it, iirc my mom got it.

If you have a radiator, turn off the thermostat(if you live in a house, if apartment doesn't really matter), get a radiator key (looks like wind-up stuff) and empty it/them of air/water, I had to do that several times before the kitchen one worked properly...
 
The fact that the weather has the gall to be under 40 F is criminal. Every part of my body is constantly frozen and it makes me grumpy.
 
i kind of miss posting on [redacted]? i haven't since march because all my "content" is oc stuff, and who cares about that, right? idk, i guess i just miss the interaction, even if it was only one other person.
 
i kind of miss posting on [redacted]? i haven't since march because all my "content" is oc stuff, and who cares about that, right? idk, i guess i just miss the interaction, even if it was only one other person.
If it helps, I care about OC stuff. :) I love seeing everyone's OCs - they all have their own story and personality, I just love it. I know that doesn't help with the missing interaction piece, but I hope you feel better about it soon. 💖
 
If it helps, I care about OC stuff. :) I love seeing everyone's OCs - they all have their own story and personality, I just love it. I know that doesn't help with the missing interaction piece, but I hope you feel better about it soon. 💖

i used to post some of it before, but since it got less traction than my fandom stuff, i guess i was put off. obviously i shouldn't care about likes etc., and i mostly don't nowadays, but the other problem is that most of my oc stuff is writing ajdkfkglg. which doesn't get as much... interest? as art or edits, especially since the platform i posted on is arguably designed for those things above all else. like, i could throw it up on ao3, but nobody's on there to read oc content lmao, and it's not the story that introduces the characters, it's all set before/after that rip. blergh, i'll probably get over it by the new year anyway. i think it's just because i've hit a creative block re: writing and editing.
 
i used to post some of it before, but since it got less traction than my fandom stuff, i guess i was put off. obviously i shouldn't care about likes etc., and i mostly don't nowadays, but the other problem is that most of my oc stuff is writing ajdkfkglg. which doesn't get as much... interest? as art or edits, especially since the platform i posted on is arguably designed for those things above all else. like, i could throw it up on ao3, but nobody's on there to read oc content lmao, and it's not the story that introduces the characters, it's all set before/after that rip. blergh, i'll probably get over it by the new year anyway. i think it's just because i've hit a creative block re: writing and editing.
Ahh, I see, that makes sense...writing OC stuff us definitely harder. I feel like unless it's being shared with friends, you almost have to start out with smaller chunks to get people interested. Random people may not be able to handle longer bits at a time until they get to know the style of writing and premise of the story, whereas friends already tend to know your writing style and are comfortable reading longer pieces, especially know you wrote them. I definitely know the feeling of writer's block! I was a writer/copy editor professionally and personally, until I had my son. If you ever need a sounding board, my DMs are always open! 💖
 
I keep letting myself get hurt over and over again for someone I care about romantically. And this time, I hurt my family for keeping the relationship a secret. I've been given advise to move on from this person multiple times. Though I just can't get myself to do it... I feel so weak. They're one of my best friends and someone I love and trust with my entire being. I feel awful for hurting my family. I never wanted to keep any of this a secret. I was just really afraid. I really wish I was just more independent at my age which is why I blame myself for a lot of these problems too. I don't know what to do... I really don't know what to do. I just wanted to enjoy the holidays and get past all this constant stress.
 
after telling my mom I've been feeling depressed for like a week and suddenly today I feel great and have lots of energy/motivation she said it may be possible that I have undiagnosed manic depression. I can honestly kinda believe it because she has it and her mom did as well. I also hate to believe this cause I already have like 15 other diagnosed mental health issues, though I supposed if I'm diagnosed then they can actually give me the correct medication.
 
I keep letting myself get hurt over and over again for someone I care about romantically. And this time, I hurt my family for keeping the relationship a secret. I've been given advise to move on from this person multiple times. Though I just can't get myself to do it... I feel so weak. They're one of my best friends and someone I love and trust with my entire being. I feel awful for hurting my family. I never wanted to keep any of this a secret. I was just really afraid. I really wish I was just more independent at my age which is why I blame myself for a lot of these problems too. I don't know what to do... I really don't know what to do. I just wanted to enjoy the holidays and get past all this constant stress.
tbh i know how u feel . i was the same exact way as u for abt 2 years, and it especially got worse near the end of the relationship, the relationship was doing me so much worse than good and he was my"best friend" too, until he ended up breaking up with me then i realized how ****ty he actually is and i got over it completely, tho it took a few months bc i was rlly emotionally attached to him. im not gonna say "u should break up with them / leave them rn😡" bc i know its rlly not that easy, it took 2 years of avoiding red flags and him breaking up with me himself to realize how ****ed up it was. but what i do know is that things will heal themselves in time . thats all i wanted 2 say
 
Do you ever work long hours at your job then when you finally get home and have a little bit of time to eat, you try to do so but phyically can't?

This has happened to me twice now, that I can remember atleast. My memory sucks. But anyway today I worked like 10 hours at work today, and I finally got home late and started eating dinner. And. Omg. It was like I had to force myself to eat. Which I did a terrible effort of cause I only ate like 4 bites, 2 of which were bread, not even actual food. I felt like if I tried to eat more I would eventually throw up later, but I also know I should eat something cause I haven't had food in hours and I will wake up tomorrow morning
s t a r v I n g.
But I didn't. I think this time my problem was I chugged too much MTN Dew at once and made my stomach hurt. Along with not eating for hours and working alot. I don't even like soda but sometimes I crave a certain somethin that soda fulfills.
 
It all happened when I made a sensitive topic thread a few weeks ago which has been deleted. I was talking about a sensitive topic but then it backfired because I said some things that triggered people and I tried to defend myself but that also backfired. Long story short. People took what I said out of context and used it against me.

This was worse than the time I made that "Nookazon Moderators Rant" thread a long time ago. To make matters worse I was told "Your experience does not apply to real issues" and I had to defend myself saying that "You didn't need to remind me" and then it just erupted into met getting attacked.

I am done just done with everything. Here's the thing about me and I am pretty I might've said this in the past but this is what this website has done to me. My mental health hasn't been well and I am still not feeling better and just because I am posting this doesn't mean I will return because I've had enough being treated like this. I just feel like I wanted to delete my account but apparently I have too many things posted so I cannot delete it. This just feels being locked in a prison. when I cannot delete my account when there is SO MANY other websites that allow this and they remove everything just fine, but I know this is a fan made website where it doesn't have enough power to do this so maybe thats why it would be so much hard work to delete everything. I've already had a hard week and getting attacked for voicing my opinion on certain things and then I be called "rude" or just feeling like everything I say on this website doesn't matter anymore.

Truth be told I was always had to "FORCE" myself to be positive all the time, then I find myself getting emotions all bottled up and it always damages my mental health and it makes me not want to post anymore threads. Thats the reason why I stopped posting threads because whenever I criticized Animal Crossing or talk anything else I always get "Oh you're just overacting" and "Oh I find what you're saying rude" then I worry I would be reported to the mods and then they would give me warning points as if I was doing something wrong.

Look its been a hard 2 weeks for me, my life is total crap right now since things are not getting better irl and I am already feeling like this is just not the place for me. I know in the past I've talked about this that I would come back whenever I want, but I just feel like it won't change anything. I know I am supposed to forgive myself but right now I am suffered too much. This is just the type of thing that is just going to ruin me if I keep coming back. So if anyone was wondering where I've been for the past 2 weeks now you guys know. Just want to get this out there.
 
It all happened when I made a sensitive topic thread a few weeks ago which has been deleted. I was talking about a sensitive topic but then it backfired because I said some things that triggered people and I tried to defend myself but that also backfired. Long story short. People took what I said out of context and used it against me.

This was worse than the time I made that "Nookazon Moderators Rant" thread a long time ago. To make matters worse I was told "Your experience does not apply to real issues" and I had to defend myself saying that "You didn't need to remind me" and then it just erupted into met getting attacked.

I am done just done with everything. Here's the thing about me and I am pretty I might've said this in the past but this is what this website has done to me. My mental health hasn't been well and I am still not feeling better and just because I am posting this doesn't mean I will return because I've had enough being treated like this. I just feel like I wanted to delete my account but apparently I have too many things posted so I cannot delete it. This just feels being locked in a prison. when I cannot delete my account when there is SO MANY other websites that allow this and they remove everything just fine, but I know this is a fan made website where it doesn't have enough power to do this so maybe thats why it would be so much hard work to delete everything. I've already had a hard week and getting attacked for voicing my opinion on certain things and then I be called "rude" or just feeling like everything I say on this website doesn't matter anymore.

Truth be told I was always had to "FORCE" myself to be positive all the time, then I find myself getting emotions all bottled up and it always damages my mental health and it makes me not want to post anymore threads. Thats the reason why I stopped posting threads because whenever I criticized Animal Crossing or talk anything else I always get "Oh you're just overacting" and "Oh I find what you're saying rude" then I worry I would be reported to the mods and then they would give me warning points as if I was doing something wrong.

Look its been a hard 2 weeks for me, my life is total crap right now since things are not getting better irl and I am already feeling like this is just not the place for me. I know in the past I've talked about this that I would come back whenever I want, but I just feel like it won't change anything. I know I am supposed to forgive myself but right now I am suffered too much. This is just the type of thing that is just going to ruin me if I keep coming back. So if anyone was wondering where I've been for the past 2 weeks now you guys know. Just want to get this out there.
I didn't even see that.
 
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