What's Bothering You?

I went on a date with someone I thought liked me. we met on an app talked for weeks, played online games.. Then met irl since he got tickets to the MHA movie, we got along really well, even talked about meeting again.. But I haven't heard from them since the date... which was three weeks ago.

Maybe love and happiness is out there. somewhere. Hopefully.. Or maybe Im just a bad date... Love has never really worked out for me...

I mean my worst exprence was my EX telling me that hìs deceased father wanted us to get back together.

Still would be nice to be in love, and not be played for a fool... 🙃💔🙃
 
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oral exam in a few minutes and i am about to throw up i am so anxious and scared and oh my god

i can do this. imiquimod and tretinoin for the viruses. permethrin for the parasites. cefalexin and cloxacillin for the bacteria. azoles for the fungi/yeast. rifampicin/dapsone/clofazimine for leprosy. god GOD
 
I really dislike people who does unasked for lecturing when people make a comment/opinion that is obviously not asking for lecture, like shove your woke stuff elsewhere. Especially when people actually enjoys something and they get the story of whatever content...like I can read that myself thank you.
 
My husband is in the ER for the 3rd time in less than 2 weeks. He spent 4 days in the hospital from December 4th until this Wednesday, December 8th. Now tonight he had to go back to the ER. Almost all of this is because he didn't get the treatment he should have received the first time he went to the ER on December 2nd. He's diabetic to the point he wears an insulin pump, has a history of severe cellulitis and went to the ER with an open wound pouring blood. That's all on top of the fact that the ankle in the leg with the wound is broken and he's been out of work for over a month while waiting for a surgery date. He wasn't given any antibiotics in the ER. He wasn't sent home with antibiotics. All they did was put some gel in the wound that was supposed to stop the bleeding and they sent him home. The gel didn't stop the bleeding at all. By December 4th he was showing signs of cellulitis and was rushed back to the ER. The ER staff that day were surprised that he hadn't been admitted the first time he was in there. Thankfully they admitted him then and he was on IV antibiotics for 4 days. Then they released him - still with an open wound although it's not bleeding but it's still leaking "fluids". They didn't set us up with any in home wound care and expected us to change the complicated dressing system for this wound. I'm disabled and can't change the dressing so our grown son tried yesterday but it didn't go smoothly. (Probably because he's had zero medical training.) My hubby had a doctor's appointment today so he asked that doctor to check the dressing and the doctor refused. He said for hubby to call the hospital because "they won't want just anyone digging around in there". Seriously? It's okay for our son to have to change the dressing but you - a doctor - won't even check it? Whatever. My hubby and our son are at the ER again to get this dressing checked and make sure the wound hasn't gotten worse.

I know ER's are overwhelmed with COVID on top of all the normal every day emergencies but the first ER team really didn't do much of anything to treat my husband. If they had we might not have had to go through everything else that happened since then.

Hopefully things will go smoothly from now until December 16th when he sees the foot surgeon and hopefully finally gets a surgery date to repair his broken ankle.
 
My husband is in the ER for the 3rd time in less than 2 weeks. He spent 4 days in the hospital from December 4th until this Wednesday, December 8th. Now tonight he had to go back to the ER. Almost all of this is because he didn't get the treatment he should have received the first time he went to the ER on December 2nd. He's diabetic to the point he wears an insulin pump, has a history of severe cellulitis and went to the ER with an open wound pouring blood. That's all on top of the fact that the ankle in the leg with the wound is broken and he's been out of work for over a month while waiting for a surgery date. He wasn't given any antibiotics in the ER. He wasn't sent home with antibiotics. All they did was put some gel in the wound that was supposed to stop the bleeding and they sent him home. The gel didn't stop the bleeding at all. By December 4th he was showing signs of cellulitis and was rushed back to the ER. The ER staff that day were surprised that he hadn't been admitted the first time he was in there. Thankfully they admitted him then and he was on IV antibiotics for 4 days. Then they released him - still with an open wound although it's not bleeding but it's still leaking "fluids". They didn't set us up with any in home wound care and expected us to change the complicated dressing system for this wound. I'm disabled and can't change the dressing so our grown son tried yesterday but it didn't go smoothly. (Probably because he's had zero medical training.) My hubby had a doctor's appointment today so he asked that doctor to check the dressing and the doctor refused. He said for hubby to call the hospital because "they won't want just anyone digging around in there". Seriously? It's okay for our son to have to change the dressing but you - a doctor - won't even check it? Whatever. My hubby and our son are at the ER again to get this dressing checked and make sure the wound hasn't gotten worse.

I know ER's are overwhelmed with COVID on top of all the normal every day emergencies but the first ER team really didn't do much of anything to treat my husband. If they had we might not have had to go through everything else that happened since then.

Hopefully things will go smoothly from now until December 16th when he sees the foot surgeon and hopefully finally gets a surgery date to repair his broken ankle.
I am so sorry you guys are going through this. I would ask for a Patient Care Advocate and ask for the Administrator-on-call. You should never be forced to leave hospital care unless you are okay with, understand, and are able to carry out the discharge instructions.
 
I just worked a 10 1/2 hour day on no sleep. I don’t feel human anymore, idk how I managed to drive myself home. I hate that I keep having anxiety that prevents me from sleeping.
 
thinking about how airports will just straight up kill birds as if they weren't in the sky before humanity and also don't have the natural ability to fly, unlike us. yeah, i get it, bird strikes can cause crashes and loss of human life, but if you want to force humanity into the air, that's the risk you take.
 
Been thinking a lot about my old friends from high school tbh! I haven’t seen the majority of them in five or more years, and I definitely grew apart from basically all of them as I’ve gotten older. Don’t get me wrong; I have such an amazing support system now and have so many life long friends in my current city, but sometimes I feel like I get in a bit of a thought loop thinking about what everyone is doing with their lives, how some people have unfollowed me on socials over the years, and just general curiosity I guess haha
 
why is this thunderstorm making my anxiety worse? usually rain soothes me. maybe bc I'm supposed to drive again today. idk but my anxiety is like awful right now, I wish it would stop.

I guess I don't have to leave for a few hours so maybe I can just lie here and try to calm down.
 
^personally I can't stand the lighting/thunder sounds of it so, feels.

Also i really hate when I press Local connection for trades on Sword instead of connecting to internet first sigh.
 
50 train staff are self-isolating due to the omicron variant of COVID-19, so our railway service is in shambles. I wasn't able to make the journey to see my girlfriend last night and few trains are running today. We were also relying on the trains to visit her parents in another city tomorrow afternoon, but looks like we might have to cancel that trip altogether. Heck under normal conditions I would have also delayed seeing her, but it is her birthday tomorrow and her flatmate is out of town, and I sure as hell am not letting her spend it alone.
 
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