What's Bothering You?

Not a good day today. Slept through my alarms and was late for work 😔 I hate to leave a bad impression and I feel like its going to result in me being scheduled less mornings now. I would much rather do mornings though, when I work in the evenings I dont get to see my partner at all.
 
My 3 daily crafting villagers, Kapp'n bottle, beach bottle, amiibo camper request, HHP bottle, and HHP Chef DIYs were all repeats... Every DIY besides the chef recipe were also common pre-2.0 DIYs...

It is a weekend, so I would have had plenty of time to host recipes, too...
 
i have a sore right in the back of my mouth and it hurts everytime i yawn or talk😩
 
I'm ****ed at my mom, sometimes she's so stupid. Like, I thought I was stupid, but in this situation even I have more common sense then she did.

If your child tells you there is a 'crazy drunk lady somewhere outside' and that they are waiting inside their place of work rather than the café across the street, wouldn't you think to pick up your child INFRONT OF THEIR PLACE OF WORK so they didn't have to walk father and avoid possible danger?

Well apparently not, to my mom atleast. I literally said in my text that there is a crazy drunk women outside and she decides to still have me walk all the way down the plaza and across the street to pick me up in my usual spot. At the end of the plaza there is a restruaunt with a BAR that I have to walk past to go to my usual spot. What if that drunk person wasn't alone and had friends there who were also drunk? What if they saw me come out of work and decided to gang up on me? But no, instead of just pulling up infront of my job she decides to pick me up across the street. So ****in stupid.

Then when I get in the car I start telling her how what she did wasn't safe for me and she tells me she gets it cause she wants me to stop telling her it. Like, REALLY. Are you that dumb and that stubborn to not pull up infront of my job so I can avoid possible danger? She's so ****in lucky I hold my tongue so much around her cause I could have went on and on about any horrible stuff that could have happened.
 
i feel lonely and bored constantly. i'm 28 and i still find it impossible to make friends or talk to anyone. i feel like i always say the wrong thing or do that wrong thing even when i'm trying so hard not to. it feels like nothing i do can ever be right and that's just how it'll always be. no matter how much i try to talk to people or how much i try to relate with someone or at least be there for someone it's never enough. i'm always going to be the outsider. it's just getting more hard to deal with lately.
 

Hey, just wanted to say I’m sorry that you’re going through this. I’ve been there (and am still kind of there). I wouldn’t mind talking to you more as a friend though. Usually the only times I’ve lost friends were from the other person leaving me. It’s never the other way around, so I doubt you could say anything to upset me. If you want to talk, let me know. (y)
 
The fact that I'm a failure. I'm on disability for Asperger's and I just feel ****ty about it. I feel like maybe I could've done more w/ my life. I hate feeling like a leech. God, kill me, PLEASE!
 
The fact that I'm a failure. I'm on disability for Asperger's and I just feel ****ty about it. I feel like maybe I could've done more w/ my life. I hate feeling like a leech. God, kill me, PLEASE!
you're not a failure. you're doing your best and if your best isn't good enough for someone then they can **** off.


I'm feeling overly lethargic today. I didn't even have the energy or motivation to let my dog out this morning, I had to have my dad do it. the only thing I've been able to do is play HHP while lying in bed in my dark room. my mom is actually worried about me, she's asked multiple times if I need to go to the ER. idk what I need at this point, I'm just so stressed out about everything I think my body is collapsing under all the stress and anxiety.

I have to go to my internship again tomorrow and it's killing me bc I really love working with them but that 70 mile round trip causes me an insane amount of stress. it would be different if I lived in that city but I don't. idk what to do. this is a great opportunity for me and the fact that I get tired/stressed easily is ruining it.

I just want to cry.
 
The fact that I'm a failure. I'm on disability for Asperger's and I just feel ****ty about it. I feel like maybe I could've done more w/ my life. I hate feeling like a leech. God, kill me, PLEASE!
If I could only be allowed on that and don't feel the constant pressure to have a job, tbh be glad it's able to get, here it's lowkey impossible for those conditions :/

But yeah you are definitely not a failure!
 
I barely even slept last night. Didn't get to sleep until late, woke up every hour of the night. My sleeping habits have been so bad lately. I used to go to sleep early and sleep solidly for 8+ hours. Now I can barely get 6 hours of sleep. I used to be able to function on low amounts of sleep, but not anymore. There's nothing obvious on my mind right now that could be causing it. I just don't know what to do to get a good night's sleep anymore.
 
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