What's Bothering You?

heard back from streamily and they have no clue why my emails did not go through. they did tell me that special instructions cannot be changed once the order is put through and it says in the faqs. Why couldn’t they put that in the form? And really still upset even though I got an answer now since I’ve been stressing out over this since i sent my first email.The print was limited and the last limited print they did ran out almost right away so not knowing how fast this one would run out i felt pressed for time. and i thought i knew what i wanted but honestly had no idea what kind of requests the vas would do so as the signings went on it just killed me thinking about my request. this print was supposed to be really special since it was a present for a special occasion but this whole mess was a nightmare and while i am grateful with it being signed, seriously really annoyed at myself and more so at streamily.

my mom wonders what i am so mad at about and said she thought it was over and done with. anxiety doesn’t work like that. i am so pissed right now and that did not help.

Bothered still by a bunch of other things


Depressed too about my personal situation. hopefully getting tested for something in november will help open the way up to improving my situation. Regretting so much of my life and decisions.
 
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Interview today went terribly and I don't even want to go to martial arts tonight anymore. I'm depressed and miserable af. I don't feel like doing anything. I'm just lying on my bed, existing.
 
heard back from streamily and they have no clue why my emails did not go through. they did tell me that special instructions cannot be changed once the order is put through and it says in the faqs. Why couldn’t they put that in the form? And really still upset even though I got an answer now since I’ve been stressing out over this since i sent my first email.The print was limited and the last limited print they did ran out almost right away so not knowing how fast this one would run out i felt pressed for time. and i thought i knew what i wanted but honestly had no idea what kind of requests the vas would do so as the signings went on it just killed me thinking about my request. this print was supposed to be really special since it was a present for a special occasion but this whole mess was a nightmare and while i am grateful with it being signed, seriously really annoyed at myself and more so at streamily.

my mom wonders what i am so mad at about and said she thought it was over and done with. anxiety doesn’t work like that. i am so pissed right now and that did not help.

Bothered still by a bunch of other things


Depressed too about my personal situation. hopefully getting tested for something in november will help open the way up to improving my situation. Regretting so much of my life and decisions.

so sorry for you! What you say about anxiety is so true. Some of the worst anxiety is when it is after the fact and you ‘know’ you should just stop worrying cause there is nothing else you can do, but you can’t 😣

sending you well wishes and hoping you feel better soon (but no pressure)

sorry your mom made things more frustrating.


as for me - worried about having to go on my first work trip since my baby was born, and frustrated because two coworkers were criticizing part of my job to one of my teammates, who is also someone I supervise and mentor. I know I can address their complaints and that I am doing my job, and my supervisor fully supports me, but it is so annoying that they can’t be adults (none of us are kids and these two women are in their 30s/ 40s) and instead have to indulge in this petty gossiping.

like going to work during a pandemic, etc. isn’t enough, why do that have to make it more unpleasant.
 
So for some reason one of my earbuds stopped working, it's wierd because one doesn't work, but the other works fine.
Also I'm done with my part time job but now I don't really know where to work now that I finished working a shift.
 
So for some reason one of my earbuds stopped working, it's wierd because one doesn't work, but the other works fine.
Ugh, that happened to me before as well. Were they wired earbuds or the wireless? If they’re wireless, they may just need recalibrated. I try to be careful with my wireless earbuds because they are some off brand ones I bought on a site.
 
Ugh, that happened to me before as well. Were they wired earbuds or the wireless? If they’re wireless, they may just need recalibrated. I try to be careful with my wireless earbuds because they are some off brand ones I bought on a site.
They are wired, and I'm not really sure how you'd fix them, so I'll probably just check my local Walmart or target and see if they have new ones
 
Interview today went terribly and I don't even want to go to martial arts tonight anymore. I'm depressed and miserable af. I don't feel like doing anything. I'm just lying on my bed, existing.

I slept for the rest of the day and now my day is wasted and ruined. There's no point in trying in anything anymore.
 
Honestly, I'm not really all that sure. I just feel worried and anxious about something, but there's nothing to be anxious and worried about. It sucks, but all I can do is just hope it'll go away tomorrow
 
I miss feeling strong emotions. While my medication does a great job at lessening my anxiety it also makes me feel nothing. I don’t get pleasure or fazed from anything. It’s nice not being depressed all the time, but I miss those highs. At this point I just post here out of habit. The only things that genuinely bother me anymore is this dilemma and my boredom. Otherwise I’m overwhelmingly neutral.
 
So I sat in my Ute and cried at work for the first time since starting this job. I’m surprised I haven’t broke down like this sooner tbh as I'm usually a nervous wreck. I was frustrated and stressed and just needed to let it out. Thank God no one was really around otherwise I'm p sure all my male coworkers may think I'm a typical overly emotional women (for context my division at work is 100% men who have probably never worked with a women before lol). This project has had everything possibly go wrong, and I have made some mistakes that have costed us as well. I guess I know what not to do for next time. I haven't been eating or sleeping properly which makes me feel even worse.

I really wanted to do well on this job to try to prove myself but it's just not going to happen :(
 
Although I'm beyond happy that my dad is finally home safe, I feel awful tonight
Even though we've already had the funeral, it just *really* hit me when dad got home that mom won't be coming home

I've literally been crying for hours, but at the same time, I feel better than when I was feeling nothing, because that made me feel like I didn't care about her even though it was just my brain protecting me from trauma

tl;dr: I really miss my mom and feel awful tonight
 
So for some reason one of my earbuds stopped working, it's wierd because one doesn't work, but the other works fine.
Way too common with wired ones, that's always the first thing that happens if they break (unless, like the cord go into pieces). You just have to get new ones, idk how many pairs I've had throughout the years because of that :/ As a side note, I hate how they more or less only sell those in-ear wired ones these days rather than those "old school" a la wired iphone "shell" ones that just fits perfectly on your ear, lol.
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Also i should probably use the name change thing I bought ages ago, lol.
 
Racing thoughts. I should be sleeping but the email from streamily still is bugging me. Like why say unfortunately the print was signed when they cannot change special requests once the order is put in? And if they could, well it was because they never got the email that i sent not long after placing the order. People make mistakes with their instructions or rush when it is a limited so they don’t miss chance to purchase the print, so I wish they would give us one exception for order; I say once since i know they would get an overabundant amount of request changes. I replied saying i did not understand why they said something i knew since i watched the signing and the unfortunately when the instructions couldn’t be changed and I didn’t appreciate it. I tried to be respectful about it though; I also suggested maybe they add the rule about not being able the change the special instructions above the line in the form since if it is a limited print, the print could sometimes sell out fast so checking back on the faq page could cost you the chance to buy the print. also who would think to check there when they think they won’t make any mistakes?
 
idk how many of my fellow autistic ppl can relate but I hate hate hate when someone refers to a person with Aspergers as "aspies." I know they're all well-intentioned but jfc it just irritates me so much. I don't think it's cute or makes anything better for people who actually are autistic. it's just weird and annoying.

as a matter of fact I'm starting to get annoyed when people say I have aspergers instead of just saying I'm autistic, as if they're two different things. saying that someone has aspergers has been used so many times to deny them the help that they need because many people assume that we're all just super smart and dont have the same problems as other autistic people (which is a total lie). I get so tired of my mom telling people I have aspergers, like no I'm autistic just say that. it's almost like saying someone is autistic is equated to them bring stupid (which is also why I get so p'ed off when someone uses it as an insult).
 
idk how many of my fellow autistic ppl can relate but I hate hate hate when someone refers to a person with Aspergers as "aspies." I know they're all well-intentioned but jfc it just irritates me so much. I don't think it's cute or makes anything better for people who actually are autistic. it's just weird and annoying.

as a matter of fact I'm starting to get annoyed when people say I have aspergers instead of just saying I'm autistic, as if they're two different things. saying that someone has aspergers has been used so many times to deny them the help that they need because many people assume that we're all just super smart and dont have the same problems as other autistic people (which is a total lie). I get so tired of my mom telling people I have aspergers, like no I'm autistic just say that. it's almost like saying someone is autistic is equated to them bring stupid (which is also why I get so p'ed off when someone uses it as an insult).
Tbh I prefer people separating autism and asperger cause they are not really the same thing, and a lot of people have autism stereotype judgemental mindset if you say "autism spectrum syndrome" stuff or likewise. And people need to learn how high-functioning asperger people work.

Annnyway on topic idc if people say aspie or not, couldn't care less. As long as they separate it I suppose.
 
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