What's Bothering You?

[Croconaw]

I wasn’t feeling well yesterday. I think it was something I drank. Honestly, I know for a fact that was the reason because I had it before many years ago, and the same thing happened. I just know not to drink it anymore. I don’t know why I thought things changed. I’m feeling much, much better now though. I know I’ll be staying away from that particular drink.

Why is it that each time I'm on a team I lose? First in the tbtwc now this

The most important part of the event is having fun.

 

[TillyGoesMeow]

Well, I just learned that my family is essentially useless without my mom, doesn't understand me as a person, and I'm going to have to go on welfare to get my own apartment so I can get out of here.

I'm so sorry to hear this. Family can be a lot, and sometimes it is best to get your own place. I can only hope the process is easy for you and that everything goes well. You deserve to be surrounded with good people who love & understand you!

 

[ali.di.magix]

am I feeling fatigued because of the vaccine side effects, the fact we're in lockdown or is this my body being normal? Perhaps a combination of all three

 

[Neb]

I wish I could talk to strangers without making them visibly uncomfortable. I’m not actively trying to make others feel discomfort. It doesn’t bother me as much as it used to, but it gets old. All I’m doing is stimming and looking away when I’m overstimulated. For some of us on the autism spectrum it’s necessary in order to avoid anxiety attacks. I don’t even waste my time explaining it since I would be accused of making excuses. Trying to blend in doesn’t help either. Sometimes people will heckle me for “looking too gay” if I do that. Moving into a liberal city has helped with that, but I still don’t like strangers talking about my sexuality. I might be pansexual, but that isn’t their business. I’m just a person trying to live day by day.

 

[Dunquixote]

Spoiler

Depressed. My right side of the drawing looks like a mess.

Really unhappy about a couple of things too.

 

[Alienfish]

It got announced yesterday that it's been extended for a few days unfortunately hopefully it won't last too much longer than that. I feel even more isolated than usual now that I live so far away from my friends and family, so it kinda sucks. I know I shouldn't be complaining too much as NZ has been in an unbelievably good position with COVID for such a long time, screw the delta variant lmao. Thank you though!!

Yeah your PM seems a bit overly careful though, rip. Ah well hopefully it won't last too long, and yeah delta stinks poo poo indeed!

 

[ali.di.magix]

my poor super smash bros edition pro controller is on it's last legs. The battery barely lasts half an hour and both of the joysticks are drifting. I hope I can get it repaired (and not replaced as it's a special edition!) by Nintendo after lockdown ends history is really repeating itself as last year my PS4 broke while in lockdown lol

 

[jiny]

i just realized i did one of the camp events wrong and i dont think i can fix it until a mod tells me to correct it kinda embarrassed now

 

[DarkDesertFox]

Starting off Saturday in a pretty terrible mood and we're getting company on top of that.

 

[-Lumi-]

i just realized i did one of the camp events wrong and i dont think i can fix it until a mod tells me to correct it kinda embarrassed now

If you’re nervous you did it wrong you could always PM them just to double check! I know sometimes the staff will accidentally miss a post but it doesn’t necessarily mean it was wrong, it just got skipped by mistake

 

[jiny]

If you’re nervous you did it wrong you could always PM them just to double check! I know sometimes the staff will accidentally miss a post but it doesn’t necessarily mean it was wrong, it just got skipped by mistake

i thought i did but it got accepted!!! a wave of stress just left my body LOL

 

[spawnpoint]

I'm trying so hard to be a good boyfriend and do everything i can possibly do to help mine with his problems but he still seems so unhappy and stressed and i just don't know what to do, I don't know if I'm putting in too much effort or not enough but im trying so so hard man

 

[Snowesque]

Picked up food and almost got hit three times. THREE times. Drivers dude.

 

[-Blue-]

Someone I used to be somewhat close to died yesterday in a car accident. It's a shame I didn't keep in touch with them.

 

[Dunquixote]

Spoiler

never mind

 

[Beanz]

school is starting in 9 days and im not sure how im going to make friends, at least my brother is coming to the same school as me this year but he’s a grade below. i wish i could be online forever.

Spoiler: tw dementia/death

also im sort of scared my grandma has dementia. my mom said that she was going to talk to her doctor but im not sure she’s gonna do it since she says stuff but sometimes doesn’t do it. i don’t know what to do, i never thought that my grandma showed symptoms/possibly has dementia until my mom started talking to my dad about it in the car. i really don’t want this to get worse and i would be devastated if she died

 

[Midoriya]

Just feeling a bit sad and depressed again. It'll go away...

 

[Croconaw]

Ugh, well I’m planning to move to a new city in November. I don’t know anyone there, just booked an AirBNB for a month to look for a job, and then look for an apartment. I’m basically taking a leap of faith. When people ask for a reason, I don’t really have one… I’m just not happy where I’m currently at. I’m not happy. Sometimes we don’t need a reason, we just know… I’ve visited the city I’m moving to multiple times and I loved every moment, but I was always doubting myself. This time, I’m really serious about moving. But I’ll be a first time renter and I’m paying back manageable medical debt (I don’t have any late payments, and my credit is good) so of course I’m nervous, but I honestly think I’m not meant to be in my current city, which I can’t even call “home” at this point. Like, I cringe anytime I hear the word “home” here, and my mind is immediately drawn to my new city.

I currently reside in a northern state, but I’m using my savings to move. A month in the AirBNB is already paid for… I just need a bit of confidence. I can find a job quickly and then look for affordable apartments. I just hope I’ll be able to pull it off. And if you’ve been wanting to permanently leave a state for five years, it’s not a phase. Now to make it happen…

 

[Stella-Io]

Lately I've had like zero energy/motivation/will to do stuff I should be doing. I keep procrastinating till somethin is dang near due or suffers from my procrastination. I want to do somethin, but doin it feels like a chore, and there are more fun things to be doing rather than somethin that feels like a drag. The whole rewarding myself for doing it doesn't really work either.

 

[_Rainy_]

Ugh, well I’m planning to move to a new city in November. I don’t know anyone there, just booked an AirBNB for a month to look for a job, and then look for an apartment. I’m basically taking a leap of faith. When people ask for a reason, I don’t really have one… I’m just not happy where I’m currently at. I’m not happy. Sometimes we don’t need a reason, we just know… I’ve visited the city I’m moving to multiple times and I loved every moment, but I was always doubting myself. This time, I’m really serious about moving. But I’ll be a first time renter and I’m paying back manageable medical debt (I don’t have any late payments, and my credit is good) so of course I’m nervous, but I honestly think I’m not meant to be in my current city, which I can’t even call “home” at this point. Like, I cringe anytime I hear the word “home” here, and my mind is immediately drawn to my new city.

I currently reside in a northern state, but I’m using my savings to move. A month in the AirBNB is already paid for… I just need a bit of confidence. I can find a job quickly and then look for affordable apartments. I just hope I’ll be able to pull it off.

That’s incredibly brave and I wish you all the luck.