What's Bothering You?

[Flaming_Oceans]

I've been out of a relationship for around 2 years now, and since then, I've had a crush but nothing really happened from it. I think I like someone again and part of me really doesn't want to. I can't tell if it's actually a crush or if I'm just interested in them as a person. My mind's just been wandering to that and all of the possibilities.

 

[Croconaw]

I've been out of a relationship for around 2 years now, and since then, I've had a crush but nothing really happened from it. I think I like someone again and part of me really doesn't want to. I can't tell if it's actually a crush or if I'm just interested in them as a person. My mind's just been wandering to that and all of the possibilities.

You have to be careful that you’re not in love with the idea of being in love. We often go looking for love because we crave the love and affection, regardless of how we feel about the person. Crushes are a difficult thing and definitely very confusing…

 

[Alienfish]

So glad this week is over. Very happy to have gotten my #2 rona jab yesterday and my dress is on its way hopefully, and spent some good skribbl.io evening but ugh work's been really draining and I'm soooo happy one of the superiors is coming back tomorrow. She's literally the sweetest old lady ever and having her away is like, man where did everything go.

 

[Violet Witch]

I've got to go back to work tomorrow after having the last two weeks off and and as much I'm looking forward to going back I'm also dreading how much hasn't been done in my absence. All because my incompetent supervisor allowed far too many people to have August off at the last minute. So tomorrow is going to be fun to say the least.

 

[Midoriya]

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[Midoriya]

Just feeling a bit sad and depressed again. It'll go away...

Nope, it's been a full 12 hours since this post and I'm still feeling sad, depressed, and incredibly useless.

 

[Flaming_Oceans]

You have to be careful that you’re not in love with the idea of being in love. We often go looking for love because we crave the love and affection, regardless of how we feel about the person. Crushes are a difficult thing and definitely very confusing…

That's what makes me nervous about it all...

 

[-Blue-]

@ItzNotNatzDuh
I'm sorry that your family is going through that right now. It's really a hard thing, I know as my great grandmother went through it and my grandmother is going through it right now.

 

[tomatospooks666]

for whatever reason the world hath decreed that i am not allowed to have friends, specifically friends that actually care about me and make me feel heard. w/e, didn't even want friends or human companionship anyway, hahaha.

 

[Dunquixote]

Spoiler

not happy about a couple of things still. My counseling was canceled for this week but i still can’t talk about some things since the questions just make me angrier and talking about anything honestly doesn’t help at all. Idk what to do.

my mom startled me when I was waking up on my own. i wish she’d let me wake up on my own instead of coming in. sometimes makes me panic because she startles me so bad since i have white noise machine on and can’t hear her.

I added one more character on my drawing last night to fill up some empty space but now I am starting to regret it.

 

[TheSillyPuppy]

That feeling when you erase pencil marks too aggressively and end up smudging the pencil crayon...

 

[Dunquixote]

Spoiler

My mom just caught my gray cat sucking on the light switch in the bathroom when they gave her her iv treatment. I think she isn’t feeling well since she is back to hiding in a closet but my mom thinks she is being senile since she has never done this before. i don’t buy that…

 

[Beanz]

never mind

 

[Midoriya]

Back to feeling depressed and sad. Today just isn't a good day.

 

[Dunquixote]

Spoiler

I am feeling a bit better now. I am just upset how wonky my mood gets. i wish my brain would let me make peace and move on from regrets, bad memories, embarrassing moments, everything negative

 

[DinosaurDumpster]

the skin around my eyes are so dry red and flaky and it wont go away :/

 

[King koopa]

I don't feel like I'm a good team member

 

[Dunquixote]

I don't feel like I'm a good team member

Aw Koopa :/. I’m sorry you feel that way. I am not on your team but seeing your cheer posts that you didn’t have to make and seeing your other posts, I can tell you are putting extra effort into the event which I am sure your team appreciates . You are always a pleasure to chat to and I have seen a lot of others say the same thing . Feel free to dm me if you want to vent some more. I honestly felt the same way last event since i didn’t have any of the games except for animal crossing.

 

[King koopa]

Aw Koopa :/. I’m sorry you feel that way. I am not on your team but seeing your cheer posts that you didn’t have to make and seeing your other posts, I can tell you are putting extra effort into the event which I am sure your team appreciates . You are always a pleasure to chat to and I have seen a lot of others say the same thing . Feel free to dm me if you want to vent some more. I honestly felt the same way last event since i didn’t have any of the games except for animal crossing.

Yeah, I'm sure they appreciate it too, it's just that it makes me sad and mad that everyone else is doing great but we're far behind. It doesn't help that we have inactive people, which will make it even harder for us to catch up. There really isn't anything that can be done, as I don't want to move to a different cabin, as the buzzy Bees will call me a traitor, and that will be worse for my mental heath. So I guess I'm just going to have to lose then

 

[Dunquixote]

Yeah, I'm sure they appreciate it too, it's just that it makes me sad and mad that everyone else is doing great but we're far behind. It doesn't help that we have inactive people, which will make it even harder for us to catch up. There really isn't anything that can be done, as I don't want to move to a different cabin, as the buzzy Bees will call me a traitor, and that will be worse for my mental heath. So I guess I'm just going to have to lose then

I don’t see anyone on the Buzzy Bees calling you that even if you could change cabins. I honestly don’t think anyone on the team would call anyone that. The active members that I know are super kind and awesome and I have never seen them insult anyone. I am sure you aren’t the only one frustrated. If you give up though and stop trying, I think that wouldn’t make anyone happy including yourself. Maybe try to take a break and do something else before working on your next entry.