What's Bothering You?

I hate not being able to walk on my foot. Unless I’m working I just rest it at home. It’s draining to be honest… Movement would help with my dumpiness, but I would feel like I’m stepping on glass if I did. Guess I have to wait until I can see that foot doctor.
 
There's a couple left on ebay, region 1 and 2. No season set.
It's good that I don't have the funds for it, nor a DVD player + TV. Because that is insanely tempting.

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When there's tech trouble as I try to order dinner online. /firstworldprobz
 
It's good that I don't have the funds for it, nor a DVD player + TV. Because that is insanely tempting.

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When there's tech trouble as I try to order dinner online. /firstworldprobz
There are some episodes on youtube, but it might be oddly cropped or sped up to avoid copyright.
 
I highly doubt the customs worth is that much but I want my stuff so coughing my dough up for them I suppose. Also kinda dislike they use DPD for it, I mean sure they are faster it seems but I hate home deliveries and the fact they seem to take a lot more than worth, weird.
 
Did not know my appointment is this early in the morning and I stayed up too late. At least i can go back to bed when I get home. :)

the smell of fish flies outside was awful. it is raining too and it smelled worse than normal.

Walked in the house and my dad is going to the bathroom with the door open. 🤢
 
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I tried so hard to lose weight and then when I went to my doctor my weight was higher than expected. Even though they told me that my blood results were getting better they still are disappointed by my weight and I was told to "do better"

I tried so hard these days and I thought I was on the right track losing weight by relying on the weight scale at home, but apparently the weight scale they have is more accurate than at the one at home. I don't know what to think anymore.

At home I was weight 319.6 and when I went by the doctors office I was weighing 338.8 because I had so much heavy stuff on me when I was wearing clothes the Doctor thought I was gaining back weight. He brought up how I was losing weight last time and now telling me how I gained weight.

I tried to show him from the Weight watch app how I have been improving, but he still told me that I need to "do better" and that was the part that really crushed me. I mean I've been eating healthy and exercising every single day and I still struggled to lose weight. The only issue was that my Pharmacy didn't give me the medication Phentermine that helps contain the weight. I asked time and time again for refills, but they didn't do it. So I had no other choice but to go by the Doctor to get it. I wasn't taking it for like 2 weeks and I tried so damn hard to get it but I never got it.

Right now I am feeling so depressed and defeated. These past few weeks have been hard on me and now this is just getting too much. Its like I did one thing right and now its the weight that has crushed me.
 
It sounds like your doctor was a little too harsh with you but try not to let this demotivate you. Keep at it. I hope you start to see more progress soon.

Also on the subject of doctors, I made an appointment for Tuesday that can't come fast enough. I've been trying to get back into working out more regularly but it's aggravating chronic leg pain. In turn that pain has been preventing me from sleeping at night and that fatigue then makes the pain worse. It's an endless cycle.
 
Bit worried they got my apartment number as my first/last name on the label, but the post code and my name is on there, so shrugs. Hopefully they'll get it.
 
I somehow managed to hurt my shoulder the other day and it’s the worst. I made a doctors appointment but hopefully it feels better before then 😔
 
im upset bc i decided to call w my friends to cheer me up from my breakup, including my best friend but when we were calling she barely talked because she was too busy talking w her discord friends. like if u weren’t gonna talk in the first place why answer??? then she left the call and said it was bc her phone died but she didn’t bother to answer the call again and then stayed w her discord friends instead. i rarely talk to my best friend on the phone and the fact she couldn’t atleast give me an hour of her time to talk to me but instead talks to her discord friends that she talks to like everyday???? i tried calling her out on it but i don’t even think she acknowledged it and she just said she felt awkward being in the call. she wasn’t even trying to talk to us in the first place??? idk it made me really upset especially since i literally got broken up with 2 hours before the call and she couldn’t even bother to talk to me atleast, she didn’t even have to talk to the other friends (which she already knows either way it’s not like i brought her into a call w complete strangers) she still could’ve tried talking to me. and even when i told her abt the breakup she wasn’t even much help :/
 
im upset bc i decided to call w my friends to cheer me up from my breakup, including my best friend but when we were calling she barely talked because she was too busy talking w her discord friends. like if u weren’t gonna talk in the first place why answer??? then she left the call and said it was bc her phone died but she didn’t bother to answer the call again and then stayed w her discord friends instead. i rarely talk to my best friend on the phone and the fact she couldn’t atleast give me an hour of her time to talk to me but instead talks to her discord friends that she talks to like everyday???? i tried calling her out on it but i don’t even think she acknowledged it and she just said she felt awkward being in the call. she wasn’t even trying to talk to us in the first place??? idk it made me really upset especially since i literally got broken up with 2 hours before the call and she couldn’t even bother to talk to me atleast, she didn’t even have to talk to the other friends (which she already knows either way it’s not like i brought her into a call w complete strangers) she still could’ve tried talking to me. and even when i told her abt the breakup she wasn’t even much help :/
Yeah... that's not a friend. She should have acknowledged the fact that you broke up with your boyfriend instead of hanging out with her discord friends and completely ignoring you. I'm sorry that happened and if you need me, my pms are open 💙
 
im upset bc i decided to call w my friends to cheer me up from my breakup, including my best friend but when we were calling she barely talked because she was too busy talking w her discord friends. like if u weren’t gonna talk in the first place why answer??? then she left the call and said it was bc her phone died but she didn’t bother to answer the call again and then stayed w her discord friends instead. i rarely talk to my best friend on the phone and the fact she couldn’t atleast give me an hour of her time to talk to me but instead talks to her discord friends that she talks to like everyday???? i tried calling her out on it but i don’t even think she acknowledged it and she just said she felt awkward being in the call. she wasn’t even trying to talk to us in the first place??? idk it made me really upset especially since i literally got broken up with 2 hours before the call and she couldn’t even bother to talk to me atleast, she didn’t even have to talk to the other friends (which she already knows either way it’s not like i brought her into a call w complete strangers) she still could’ve tried talking to me. and even when i told her abt the breakup she wasn’t even much help :/

I agree with Koopa. You don’t deserve to be treated in such a rude way. I’m really sorry you’re going through this. :( If you ever want to talk please know my dms are always open and I’d love to chat sometime. 💜
 
im upset bc i decided to call w my friends to cheer me up from my breakup, including my best friend but when we were calling she barely talked because she was too busy talking w her discord friends. like if u weren’t gonna talk in the first place why answer??? then she left the call and said it was bc her phone died but she didn’t bother to answer the call again and then stayed w her discord friends instead. i rarely talk to my best friend on the phone and the fact she couldn’t atleast give me an hour of her time to talk to me but instead talks to her discord friends that she talks to like everyday???? i tried calling her out on it but i don’t even think she acknowledged it and she just said she felt awkward being in the call. she wasn’t even trying to talk to us in the first place??? idk it made me really upset especially since i literally got broken up with 2 hours before the call and she couldn’t even bother to talk to me atleast, she didn’t even have to talk to the other friends (which she already knows either way it’s not like i brought her into a call w complete strangers) she still could’ve tried talking to me. and even when i told her abt the breakup she wasn’t even much help :/

I’m really sorry to hear both your break up and that you were treated like this :(. I also agree with Koopa and Toska and feel you deserve to be treated much better than this and that isn’t something friends do. If you want to vent some more about this, my dms too are open. Just wanted to tell you that you are a good person and friend from what I’ve seen and don’t doubt yourself (i know you didn’t say it but when treated like crap i know it makes you— or at least me question myself even if I didn’t do anything wrong) just because a friend treated you so poorly. Hang in there. If you need anything, feel free to dm me.
 
embarrassed about a post i made and a bit taken back.

I wish my mom let me sleep longer; so crabby…
 
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