What's Bothering You?

i really don't like working 2nd shift with so few people and i especially hate being the one in charge on these shifts because customers are HORRIBLE
 
Saw a really nice pair of jeans but they were like 60 bucks+ so I'll see if I have money left after next salary since I need to get new eyeglasses too.
 
today was probably one of the worst and most awkward days i've ever had
my sister and her boyfriend visited to give me my birthday present early and her boyfriend was randomly giving my dad attitude, then my dad just started shouting at him and swearing so much
i'm a pretty nervous person and get uncomfortable when others are mad even if it's not at me so i freaked out and ran upstairs to hide away in my room

then the rest of the day was just so awkward, i don't get why everyone in my house has gotta be so angry all the time like please calm down, even if it's for one day 😑
sorry i'm always here but this is the only space i have to complain about things
 
this is gonna be such a long day ugh. I hate monitoring sites because there's nothing to do and I could be doing something else with my time 🙃
 
My dudes, I think I may have had a caffeine overdose. A couple hours ago I was trembling a bit - maybe all those tea packets plus that coffee was a bit too much. Anyways, right now I'm just dealing with a slight headache. I get headaches a lot, man. And I'm easily fatigued. Jesus.
 
I was blocked by the person I thought I loved and now I don’t know what to do. They said they needed space for a few days. Instead of respecting their boundaries I just kept messaging. That’s what I get for being clingy. Now that I’ve had a good, long cry I’ll try to work on that flaw.

edit: I don’t know if the block is permanent or not. There’s the possibility that they just wanted me to get the hint to quit messaging. That’s my best guess based on past behavior. They’re too nice to just cut someone out of their lives with no warning. I still care about this person immensely. I'm just sad about the situation.
 
Last edited:
I have to watch Cabaret for my theater class and I absolutely hate it lmao. I already wasn't a fan of musicals but this is really leaving a sour taste in my mouth.

also have a headache for like the 4th time in the last week, took excedrin but it's only getting worse :,,,,)
 
I've given up on making friends with people online because sometimes I feel like I'm either extremely annoying or I say something that I cringey or creepy once I think about it later. I'm not saying this because I really have a low self-esteem, but the people I want to befriend seem to not want me around. I guess I'm give up and I'm moving on.
 
i feel this. as someone who’s also clingy and becomes easily jealous, i know how awful it can be, especially when it leads to pain like this. hope you don’t mind that i’m replying to this, just wanted you to know that you’re not alone and that i hope things get better for you. 💜

i know i’m pretty much a stranger but from what i’ve seen, you’re super nice and anyone who doesn’t want to be friends with you is missing out. sorry to hit you with a cliche lol but fr, you honestly aren’t annoying at all and if you ever want to give online friends another shot, my pms are always open!
 
Last edited:
i’m trying to sleep but i keep having this irrational fear that someone’s gonna break into my house or something super bad?? like i’m having rly bad anxiety rn and i keep telling myself it’s unlikely to happen but the anxiety and paranoia won’t go away :( this has been happening for several nights now, idk how to deal with it or fix it
 
So. Much. To. Do.

I am drowning in work and things I need to get done soon. I am exhausted and could really do with a decent nap but there is not enough time for that. My anxiety is that much higher as a result. It's also difficult for me to get to the places I need to go with flooding everywhere around me at the moment, can't travel North or South to my family.
 
Back
Top