What's Bothering You?

[axaniao]

My mom just insulted me, and the thing that's keeping me from self hurt, and threatened to take away my privileges for some things.

I have no freedom anymore and I fear I'm dangerously close to self hurt to cope.

I dug my nails into my arm, a second longer and they would've bled...

That's.... Not reassuring

It hurts.

this. im so ****ing worried

 

[Seastar]

Worried about something...

 

[Alienfish]

(snipped so i can read/answer properly)

Do you have anyone or anything hotline you can call/chat with? I'd suggest go on that and try to stay safe, your mom sounds insane. Hope you can talk to someone and get help.

 

[Ananas Dragon]

Do you have anyone or anything hotline you can call/chat with? I'd suggest go on that and try to stay safe, your mom sounds insane. Hope you can talk to someone and get help.

Yeah, nope, I've gotta just try to survive :')

 

[Alienfish]

Yeah, nope, I've gotta just try to survive :')

I'd try looking into a chat/hotline if I were you though if you available to do that, they can often help a lot. Also, yeah stay away from your mom and don't let her get to you.

 

[DinosaurDumpster]

I can't eat food properly because my mouth hurts like crazy on both sides since all of my baby teeth (that i somehow still have) decided to fall out at the same time.

 

[Ananas Dragon]

why in the everloving **** is my mom forcing me to wear a dress that has my thighs and legs exposed

 

[HailRaven]

I'm not looking forward to the colder weather approaching.

The sun will set sooner and everything will be grey. ( not good for the mood)

If it could just be sunny fall days with all the colorful leaves intact on their branches indefinitely ...I'd be a happier gal.

The snow has arrived, The leaves have fallen, my garden has died and the pumpkin I left outside has frost damage. I'm a bad pumpkin mom

 

[Valzed]

My family loves Halloween. We love giving out candy and making kids happy. Unfortunately, we can't give out candy this year due to COVID. I'm immunocompromised and we live in an apartment. To hand out candy we'd have to keep opening the door to our apartment & opening the door repeatedly to strangers is too big a risk for me. Plus my mom will be here & she's in her 60s so she's at risk as well. I'm in my late 40s & this is the first time in my life we can't really celebrate Halloween. On top of that I feel guilty because I feel like my hubby, son & mom might have been able to hand out candy if it weren't for me. I feel like I'm ruining their Halloween.

 

[Dawnpiplup]

Yeah, nope, I've gotta just try to survive :')

Like what sheilaa said. I don't know if you're able to have the house to yourself at times (like when your mother's working or so), if you do, ring up some hotlines. I remember calling them plenty of times back then. Sometimes it helps. My mother can make me feel like **** too, so I know where you're coming from. It's tough now, but I believe you'll make it through. <3

 

[Clock]

So many things I regret in life, one of them was saying goodbye to one of my relatives before they passed away

 

[Midoriya]

Bothered by a lot right now. This year really sucks.

 

[Dawnpiplup]

I've got tons of schoolwork that I should be working on right now.

... But I'm just dancing to David Lee Roth's version of "Just A Gigolo." So yeah, that's my life right now.

 

[Reginald Fairfield]

So many things I regret in life, one of them was saying goodbye to one of my relatives before they passed away

You regret saying goodbye? I was there for Grandma in hospice despite the company.

 

[Clock]

You regret saying goodbye? I was there for Grandma in hospice despite the company.

Well they didn't let me go to the hospital because of social distancing and they limited the amount of visitors to go in the patient rooms, so I couldn't visit unfortunately.

 

[Reginald Fairfield]

Well they didn't let me go to the hospital because of social distancing and they limited the amount of visitors to go in the patient rooms, so I couldn't visit unfortunately.

That would do it.

 

[Katzenjammer]

This migraine is very persistent.

 

[Lightspring]

I want to die... I was literally about to turn in my essay but for some reason, my account said that my login expired and now I’m sitting here locked out of my account with a late essay

 

[Dawnpiplup]

I want to die... I was literally about to turn in my essay but for some reason, my account said that my login expired and now I’m sitting here locked out of my account with a late essay

Any chance you could email the professor of something? I'm sure they would be somewhat understanding.

 

[Tianna]

I keep making a whole bunch of non-existent problems in my head and having anxiety about it and then I just have a mental breakdown. It’s so stupid.