What's Bothering You?

Just so, so exhausted... I have been getting some serious headaches lately. Not sure if it's the weather, poor lighting in my room, or a combination of work stress. Gosh I cannot wait until tomorrow. Last day and then I can enjoy a nice, long weekend. I need it more than anything right now. I just hope my parents can reschedule the fridges being delivered on Friday. It changes the whole mood when you have people coming over to install stuff.
 
Why does my mom never see through my point of view?

I've really tried to see through hers and why she's doing things but in the end I'm getting dragged like a ragdoll because of what she wants, and my opinion doesn't seem to matter.

If not eating, outright saying I've had no friends for 2 years, or avoiding her as much as possible isn't a sign there's something wrong with me, then what is?
 
i hope you finish your report soon, friend; i’m sure it’ll turn out great c’: 🧡

Thank you, friend. I ended up sleeping after all and finished it not too long ago. I’m still nervous about it, but I think it will be fine.
 
My mom wants me to work on my christmas list soon and i was going to start yesterday and then today, but yesterday i got “busy” and by the time i was free, I was tired and now I’m kinda tired even though i didn’t do anything. not exactly looking forward to christmas since my dad and I are still not talking (and even if we were) and i hate how we have been going to my sister’s for christmas instead of staying home like we used to. plus i can’t use my money to get anyone presents since i have no money or a job, so I’m kinda starting to get depressed again even though I am not consciously thinking how embarrassing I am or bad daughter. :/. Been more concerned about some things that happened to some online friends.
 
My mom wants me to work on my christmas list soon and i was going to start yesterday and then today, but yesterday i got “busy” and by the time i was free, I was tired and now I’m kinda tired even though i didn’t do anything. not exactly looking forward to christmas since my dad and I are still not talking (and even if we were) and i hate how we have been going to my sister’s for christmas instead of staying home like we used to. plus i can’t use my money to get anyone presents since i have no money or a job, so I’m kinda starting to get depressed again even though I am not consciously thinking how embarrassing I am or bad daughter. :/. Been more concerned about some things that happened to some online friends.

😕 i’m sorry that you’re having a tough time. i completely understand; christmas can be a rough time of year, especially with family issues + finance issues and you’re not alone in feeling this way; christmas hasn’t been super joyous for my family in quite some time, too, but it’s not our faults. we’re both doing the best we can and if you need to talk, i’m all ears🧡. i hope your online friends are okay, too :’)
 
😕 i’m sorry that you’re having a tough time. i completely understand; christmas can be a rough time of year, especially with family issues + finance issues and you’re not alone in feeling this way; christmas hasn’t been super joyous for my family in quite some time, too, but it’s not our faults. we’re both doing the best we can and if you need to talk, i’m all ears🧡. i hope your online friends are okay, too :’)

Thanks so much for this and your concern @xara 😊❤️; seriously you are too kind. I am doing a bit better now thanks to @Reneezombie. I’m having fun at Harv’s studio now. :) And thank you; I hope this Christmas will be happier for you and I’m all ears for you too 😊.
 
got ahold of that hr/economy office finally, apparently those are the ones sending out the papers i need..... like how did i not get told that earlier

also sell me star glow wand, offering all tbt to my name
 
got ahold of that hr/economy office finally, apparently those are the ones sending out the papers i need..... like how did i not get told that earlier

also sell me star glow wand, offering all tbt to my name

If I ever win a star wand, that’s the first thing I’m gonna do. But I’ll ask for less.

Anyway, I can tell that the Democrats really want to pack the court, and that’s bothering me. Trying to overthrow the constitution in favor of your side is nothing but evil.
 
relationship going sideways? yea thats my doing bc im a total piece of ****
also the tension headache i keep getting every day because of this module,,, who planned this and why
 
i feel like my cramps have been getting worse every month, they never used to be this bad >< i woke up feeling nauseous and cold in the middle of the night so i bundled up and now i’m sweating
 
just found out that I was supposed to be doing extra curricular sketches for my art class this whole time and I didn't even know. apparently it's in the syllabus but even though I have read the syllabus somehow I missed that. so this weekend I have to go get my sketchbook at the art hall and spend an entire day just half-assing sketches for each week of class so that I don't fail the class.

I'm honest to god wondering if I should tell all my professors next semester about my mental disorders and how I need important instructions explicitly and verbally noted to be. I'm so tired if constantly doing bad in school because the system seems to be rigged against people with mental health disorders. it's bull****.
 
just found out that I was supposed to be doing extra curricular sketches for my art class this whole time and I didn't even know. apparently it's in the syllabus but even though I have read the syllabus somehow I missed that. so this weekend I have to go get my sketchbook at the art hall and spend an entire day just half-assing sketches for each week of class so that I don't fail the class.

I'm honest to god wondering if I should tell all my professors next semester about my mental disorders and how I need important instructions explicitly and verbally noted to be. I'm so tired if constantly doing bad in school because the system seems to be rigged against people with mental health disorders. it's bull****.
You absolutely should make them aware. Most colleges and universities are more than happy to provide extra support for those who need it, provided that they are informed about it. Your teachers cannot help you if you do not explicitly tell them!
 
just found out that I was supposed to be doing extra curricular sketches for my art class this whole time and I didn't even know. apparently it's in the syllabus but even though I have read the syllabus somehow I missed that. so this weekend I have to go get my sketchbook at the art hall and spend an entire day just half-assing sketches for each week of class so that I don't fail the class.

I'm honest to god wondering if I should tell all my professors next semester about my mental disorders and how I need important instructions explicitly and verbally noted to be. I'm so tired if constantly doing bad in school because the system seems to be rigged against people with mental health disorders. it's bull****.

i would definitely tell them! it might seem a bit scary but your professors won’t be able to help you if you don’t tell them what’s up. making them aware will help them understand how to teach you better and what accommodations might be needed.

you’re definitely not alone in feeling like this; i have my own fair share of mental disorders and school definitely doesn’t help matters but you’re trying your best and that’s something to be proud of.

whatever you decide to do, i hope things get better for you, soon c’: 💙
 
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