What's Bothering You?

I cried a bit just now. I think just hearing from my mom and grandma that they don't think I can be a doctor is just... the tip of the iceberg.

I’m sorry you’re feeling down, Dawn. And that your family is treating you this way. If you need to talk or anything, my VMs/DMs are open. Hope you feel better soon. 💚

Also, driving and loving driving is an amazing accomplishment, even though it may not seem like it. I still can’t even drive, lol.
 
Just people’s stupidity bothering me again. I’m at the point where I notice when it happens, but can’t do much about it.

Also, the left side of my chest has had sharp pains from time to time over the past couple weeks and I’m not quite sure why... thinking I’m going to get blood work done as well as a flu shot asap.
 
Why do I always beat myself up for being single? Having a relationship wouldn’t fix my issues and I don’t even know if I have the emotional maturity to be in one.
 
I have to work tomorrow. Well, at least we have a Mario promotion at my job, I can try the new milkshake and eat the new ice-cream creation... but, work has honestly become super overwhelming for me. Last Sunday, I worked all alone because no one else could be with me, we're having an employee shortage and not everyone is gonna have the same availability. But I was all by myself and we were so busy. I ended up having a panic attack IN FRONT of the customers. I hate that that happened. Tomorrow though, someone will be with me, so I'm a bit relieved... I just hope I don't freak out like the last time... ;w;
 
I cried a bit just now. I think just hearing from my mom and grandma that they don't think I can be a doctor is just... the tip of the iceberg.
That is so wrong and I'm so sorry they said that about you. I firmly believe you can do whatever you set as a goal and although family thinks they know us so well, that isn't always the case. Especially when they spew this sort of negativity. <3
 
Just people’s stupidity bothering me again. I’m at the point where I notice when it happens, but can’t do much about it.

Also, the left side of my chest has had sharp pains from time to time over the past couple weeks and I’m not quite sure why... thinking I’m going to get blood work done as well as a flu shot asap.

I hope you’ll be okay :(. That doesn’t sound good (obviously). I’m really sorry that you’ve been going through a hard time a lot lately. I really hope your week at the very least gets better and you get your physical health treated.
 
I hope you’ll be okay :(. That doesn’t sound good (obviously). I’m really sorry that you’ve been going through a hard time a lot lately. I really hope your week at the very least gets better and you get your physical health treated.

Thank you so much. At the moment I’m feeling a bit down and am still mad at myself, but I’ll get over it. I really appreciate all the kind words you’ve sent my way. You’re really kind.
 
Thank you so much. At the moment I’m feeling a bit down and am still mad at myself, but I’ll get over it. I really appreciate all the kind words you’ve sent my way. You’re really kind.

I’m happy to listen :) and I really mean what I say. And thanks :); I think you seriously are really kind as well. ^.^
 
I over did it on homework today and I think I broke my brain I wish I could sleep but I’m wide awake now. Also I’ve lost a lot of weight this year because of stress and anxiety. And I hate the way I look right now. I don’t recognize myself anymore and I hate that 😔 I also hate that people complement me on it like it’s something I should be proud of.
 
I cried a bit just now. I think just hearing from my mom and grandma that they don't think I can be a doctor is just... the tip of the iceberg.
Wow wtf who said you're gonna be that or did I miss anything? Man, I'm sorry and just try to ignore it and be whatever you want to <3 Be it performing arts, a shrink or whatever but don't let them get to you (and try to work on that too!)
 
Just people’s stupidity bothering me again. I’m at the point where I notice when it happens, but can’t do much about it.

Also, the left side of my chest has had sharp pains from time to time over the past couple weeks and I’m not quite sure why... thinking I’m going to get blood work done as well as a flu shot asap.

im sorry to hear this, riley; i hope you’ll be okay. i’m always around if you need someone to talk or vent to 🧡
 
Finished an exam today and I feel like a ****show
I feel like I did so poorly compared to everyone else & I know I could've done better but idk im so ****ing dumb
 
I won the super prize pack with the fair. It was delivered wednesday, but I had to pay to recieve the package... as much as the items in the package are worth.. 😑

So I spent hours of work and did a lot of events for nothing because instead of winning the prize pack I just kinda bought the items... with money I could spent in much more better ways (like groceries) during a pandemic with less income. So to be honest I'm not even happy with the "prizes" now. ☹
Yeah, sadly that's how it is unless it's under a certain worth and/or marked as a gift for a certain value. I'm sorry to hear you feel that way, but honestly see it as a thing to enjoy in this horrible pandemic and don't let it get to you in a bad way. I order a lot of stuff online (mainly tie-dye things and specific JE j-pop stuff) and sometimes I have to pay a lot because of the worth or they mislabel stuff.

I live in Sweden and they have really bad rates so I know your feel. What staff could do if allowed next time is try to label it a private gift or something depending on how your customs work, or ask them to send it as a letter or something that could pass as cheaper. Be happy the shipping was free, at least.
 
hey newspaper teacher, can you let me change this font without saying “you need to discuss it with each staff member” like yes i GET THAT but it’s font let me change it

i did change some other things but they were so small like-
 
Just a little advice: Don't break your toe because people won't see it as "severe" enough for much medical attention, causing it to never fully heal.

I guess I don't know how much better it would have been if I wasn't forced to walk on it for a month, but I imagine at least a bit.
 
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