What's Bothering You?

^staff pls give us a sad react, im so sorry about all that 😢

I'm so tired and irritated cause I know that school is starting again soon and I'm just so tired of school. I'm tired of it. it's pretty disappointing that the school system here can alienate so many students and caters only to those who apparently enjoy being tortured to death with schoolwork. I've gone through so many semesters of bs and I know im getting close to the end but I wish it could've already been all over.
 
God, this is infuriating. I've been trying to reach the church lately to request assistance for a family member of mine, who has schizophrenic tendencies. Everyone views her as a pious and super religious and helpful person, but man oh man they don't even ****ing know or just ignore it. Literally, this person kneels on a rock and has said that demons hit and throw her against the wall. I've messaged the church through their website, gave them my ****ing email and phone number, repeatedly called them several times. I've just now called them and recorded a message asking assistance. Why is my family so ****ing dense about mental health like its REAL
 
(yeah that was slightly uncalled for)
If only there was a medicine that could make everything easier. I think we all need it 😔

Yeah, I realize now that I probably overreacted quite a bit. I feel really bad about it and it has been one of the things on my mind today. Whenever I end up saying or doing something that‘s out of character for me it just makes me feel awful afterwards. I think I misinterpreted it as well. Ugh. I apologize for that. 😔
 
my mom: "you have no street smarts"

Also my mom: *never let me go outside and just hang out with friends, kept me stuck inside p much my entire childhood. luckily never found out about the times I was able to sneak out with a friend and go to a park without her knowing*
 
I was eating a popsicle and it was too cold. Popsicle got stuck to my face took some skin with it ouch 😞
 
I need to go to the dentist... but haven't formally been in 3 years (yikes I know) 😬 My back teeth have been hurting lately after I eat cold/sweet foods. It might just be sensitivity but I'm afraid of what they'll say about it.
 
I need to go to the dentist... but haven't formally been in 3 years (yikes I know) 😬My back teeth have been hurting lately after I eat cold/sweet foods. It might just be sensitivity but I'm afraid of what they'll say about it.
Same, I was supposed to go last year but they never called back when I couldn't book a time I could go and they changed it so I had to tell them I had to go at a later. I should probably call them but considering the expenses and what they're gonna I think I'm alright lol
 
i'm just fed up with so many things right now. i have the incredible urge to message the people who sent me into a mental spiral over the summer, and let them have a piece of my mind about how awful they are, but what's the point? they couldn't have cared less if i was dead. in fact, i'm starting to honestly think they all plotted together in hopes to get me to a point of mental instability where i'd never be able to recover. no one has ever made it so clear that they wanted to destroy me before, but these people who lied to me about caring about me, loving me, and gaslighted me repeatedly... wow. to think, i would have done anything for them, and this is the thanks i get.
Damn :( My advice would be that you just stop care about them and focus on the healing and therapy that you might need. Such people are definitely not worth wasting anything down to braincells on.
 
i'm just fed up with so many things right now. i have the incredible urge to message the people who sent me into a mental spiral over the summer, and let them have a piece of my mind about how awful they are, but what's the point? they couldn't have cared less if i was dead. in fact, i'm starting to honestly think they all plotted together in hopes to get me to a point of mental instability where i'd never be able to recover. no one has ever made it so clear that they wanted to destroy me before, but these people who lied to me about caring about me, loving me, and gaslighted me repeatedly... wow. to think, i would have done anything for them, and this is the thanks i get.
Manipulation and cruel behavior are the absolute worst. I am so sorry to hear that you've been dealing with this kind of behavior for so long. You are SO strong. I wouldn't spend anymore time on them. Try to focus on moving forward and finding things (and people) that will bring you feelings of comfort. Reach out anytime! ❤
 
Uh...
Something that's bothering me is...
well...
can't really sleep. I've been having nightmares about things...
 
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