What's Bothering You?

[Reginald Fairfield]

Plenty of good modern artists in the genre! Synthpop/darkwave/etc makes up the bulk of what I listen to.

Haven't heard of darkwave until now.

Post automatically merged: Aug 6, 2020

Spoiler

Feeling pretty disillusioned with my life lately. I still only have the same job I had since May and I don’t even enjoy it that much. I can’t drive. I‘ve never had an SO and I’m 23, probably for good reasons. I want to get a second job with more hours so I can move out, but the places I want to work at won’t hire me and the jobs I don’t care for are looking for people. It’s almost as if nothing has changed in my life since I graduated from university, the only change being I’m no longer in school and I have a part time job at the moment. I’m sick of this virus and just pretty sick with my life lately and that it doesn’t seem to change at all. Probably because I’m next to worthless as a human being. Always being in the shadows of friends I’ve made and then having past friends both IRL and online take advantage of my loyalty and use me. I’m sick of being used and I won’t tolerate it anymore. I want to be somebody.

Take your meds.

 

[Clock]

.

 

[Alienfish]

One of my co-workers quitting tomorrow Gonna miss him.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

I have to go back home tomorrow evening and I just really don't want to

 

[Midoriya]

Take your meds.

Don’t know how “taking my meds” is magically going to solve all my life problems, but hey, thanks anyway.

 

[Neb]

I accidentally sat on my glasses and now I have to wait a few weeks to get replacements.

 

[frogslime]

What if I'm not overthinking things and people at school actually hate me

 

[Cutesy]

Depression is awful. I feel like I am wasting my life away

 

[Dwayne Johnson]

life feels ****ty sometimes

 

[Ananas Dragon]

life feels ****ty sometimes

I was just thinking this

 

[Clock]

.

 

[Ananas Dragon]

I keep falling into a daydreaming rabbit hole

my life is just getting stressful and it's gotten to where I'd rather live in a fantasy world than real life

I don't like doing anything anymore and I want to curl up and go to sleep all the time

 

[sigh]

one of my tumblr posts has over 40 thousand notes and it's annoying to check my notifs and see that same post... again .. and again

 

[frogslime]

one of my tumblr posts has over 40 thousand notes and it's annoying to check my notifs and see that same post... again .. and again

o what post

 

[sigh]

o what post

it's an animal crossing post ! specifically a letter marina sent me when i had her on my island and i edited a bit and it just gained a bunch of notes out of nowhere

 

[DarkDesertFox]

It's annoying how I'll be nice at work and help with stuff outside the scope of my job, but then the people will keep coming back about stuff I have no idea about. It's not super bad, but one guy just over complicates the hell out of things and I dread his emails. Also some of my coworkers not doing their work. I'll admit, I have been playing my Switch frequently since we're working at home, but I ALWAYS make sure to do my work first.

one of my tumblr posts has over 40 thousand notes and it's annoying to check my notifs and see that same post... again .. and again

I wonder if that's why so many of those popular posts have deleted accounts... probably tired of seeing the notification.

 

[xSuperMario64x]

Don’t know how “taking my meds” is magically going to solve all my life problems, but hey, thanks anyway.

(yeah that was slightly uncalled for)
If only there was a medicine that could make everything easier. I think we all need it


I have to go home today. I really don't want to. this week just flew by, it was a great time even tho I was the only one visiting. just thinking about going home is making me tear up.

 

[Chris]

Acid reflux is the worst. Been almost 10hrs of discomfort and meds just aren't helping.

 

[Alienfish]

Lmao, I love how twitter/facebook image urls are considering tracking cookies. Good game giving away yourselves.

 

[oak]

Spoiler

Well my friend called me saying he was suicidal so I drove an hour to go pick him up and bring him to the hopsital. I'm actually relieved he reached out this time cause last time he climbed up the side of a bridge to jump off and some old lady walking her dog talked to him until he came down. I wasn't allowed to go into the hospital with him cause of covid so I hope he doesn't try and bail. He's already been texting me talking about walking out ffffff- I don't know what to do if he leaves cause he has attempted to take his life so many times since we became friends a decade ago and he looks to me for answers. I clearly have no answers to anything ever so I feel hopeless and idk how to fix the situation.

Also I drove home afterwards and now I'm all weird and detached from myself. Then my landlord showed up unannounced to drop off rental increase paperwork and I'm like dang, why today world. He could have showed up any day but today. At least the rental increase won't go into effect until December.