What's Bothering You?

I have a bit of a reddit addiction.

I refuse to post or comment on that site anymore. And though there are some very interesting and non-toxic comments on there, deep down it stings because I got mass downvoted for saying the opinion that I don’t like emojis and explaining myself thoroughly. No politics, no religion (topics that get super controversial and heated), just a random opinion. I could understand a couple downvotes for people disagreeing with my opinion, but I was mass downvoted more than I’d ever seen someone downvoted on that subreddit, and it genuinely makes me think that they hate me and wish me unwell.

I agree with this a lot.

Reddit can be a really fun place to browse.

However I won't post there because I hate that you can be attacked and hidden simply for posting an alternative opinion.

It's a hive mind. You have to agree with the general flow of thought or walk on ice.
 
I HATE FIREFOX UPDATES!!! 😫 doesn't help that it makes google not stop loading for a while,🥺 but....

well... i know it hasn't happened for a good while, but....
i blame it for the computer folders /stuffs(in this case, documents) in it slowing down/not responding! 😫😖😣

i mean, it's seeming to be fine now,😌 but still😣 i really, really hate it.... 😖 i would probably(?) be so much better off & happier if there weren't any firefox updates... but 🤷‍♀️
 
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i hate panicking whenever firefox freezes! 😖 😣 🥺 😫
i didn't even do anything!~ 🥺 😫

please just behave yourself so that i don't have to panic! 😖😖😣😫


edit at 4:17 pm: i restarted the internet router a little while ago... it seems to have helped alot ^^
so now i think firefox is happy 🩷 💕so, so am i🤗... but still!!! 😫 🥺 😣 😖
 
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After work today, I had to go to a job fair that my UC coach put me on, and I knew it wasnt gonna enlighten me with anything at all, but the fact that I was asked to bring CVs with me, and I printed four, to find out I didn't even need them is fustrating.
A waste of complete time, and I didn't get time to go home to relax beforehand, as I printed stuff out at the library, tried to find a shop that would let me put money on my bus pass with my card, as the first was only accepting cash, and my coworker was a lil late to let me go on time.

I knew hardly none of the stuff was of interest to me, and I certainly don't wanna go into more hospitality, but the fact that under the entertainment & events, they had a casino looking for employers??!
The bus was so hot coming back, I had to get off and walk the rest of the way, and in more secluded areas because I didnt wanna hear no sounds or people or anything.
 
Anxious because I have one dog that keeps either hiding under tables or walking circles around me as I try to walk, which is a good way to trip.. Another dog that insists on laying on me. Another dog that decided to sit in their kennel today (door open) and only one dog doing her normal thing. I don't know if allergies are bothering them, the air pressure system, or something else.
There are a couple of other unrelated concerns I have that I'm not gonna get into. But yeah, it's an off day even though I feel pretty good. I can't even go do stuff I planned because one of my dogs freaks out if I get up and walk around.
 
Just woke up and had a dream of some stuff related to the past that I don’t want to think about. My depression today isn’t any better either.

Still haven’t something in the mail.

Also, minor, I made two posts in my island journal - one last night and another today and didn’t earn tbt. I have more to post but I’d hate to make another post and not get any tbt; I’m making the posts more for fun but the extra tbt is nice since I have a hard time earning it in general and there hasn’t been a lot of places I want to post in lately.

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So a while back, I mentioned something that was emotionally stressing myself, and that thing has always been in the back of my mind whenever my head is in a worse place.
Slightly some good news is that I did find an organisation that is trying to help fight back called Feline Guardians, and I did sign a few petitions because I just feel like there was nothing I could do to help. My mind just swirling through all the bad things, and that doesn't help physcially and it mentally and emotionally effects me so much where I am almost having panic attacks.
Just wish this sort of stuff never happened in the first place. Poor animals have enough to deal with, and humans just cause so much pain.
As much as the petitions did make me feel a bit better, I needed to vent, and I needed to cry once I got home. My own cats coming over to comfort me. So drained now.
 
My older cat died yesterday. She had some medical issues beginning around Christmas. Ultimately, the vet said they couldn't do any more for her. We gave her favorite food to her (last meal kind of thing, except it was about a week of last meals). We made sure she was warm and comfortable and on her last day she just fell asleep and didn't wake up.

She was the best kind of grumpy cat. We adopted her in 2005 as a feral, but it didn't take long for her to turn into a lap cat. She made it to 20 years old.

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Taffy 2005-2025
 
I’m not feeling good; also depressed. I was thinking of reaching out to someone but it made me feel worse as I was typing it. My head still feels funny today; I took allergy medicine but still feel a bit stuffy. Also kinda freaked out still from the last two nights from the bugs and spiders.

I really want things to go back to normal.

Just found out I have a niece’s recital to go to tomorrow too. That is honestly going to make me feel even worse; i’m so stressed.

no comments or replies please.
 
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