What's Bothering You?

I miss my booooyfriend 😭 He's on vacation.. and when he gets back, I'll be gone for MY vacation.. I won't see him until after the 13th... I just want to hold him.. T^T I'm so sad. :^(
Idk how people can go this long without seeing their partner, it tears ME apart 😭 I can't imagine how my long distance friends in relationships feel. I don't know if I can do this ;w;
I really hope you don't mind a reply, this is something that makes my heart ache every single day. I haven't seen my love since the beginning of March, and at this rate I won't see him again til early next year. honestly thinking about it makes me want to cry so bad, I miss him so much đŸ„Č💔
 
At this point, I'm starting to become more and more desensitized to content creators/creators of my favorite franchises getting exposed for being problematic. I can be scrolling on youtube on my recommendations and find some random call out post about some random content creators, and I'm like "oh, well. another creator just got exposed." Part of me does feel kinda bad for the fans of said creators and their works because of this ngl.

It's just the same crap, different toilet at this point. And the vast majority of these creators that I know of that are problematic tend to get exposed for really messed up things (ie: grooming, harassment, racism, doxxing, etc...). Hell, I'm not usually a huge fan of said creators, but I'm more of a fan of the stuff they create. And then there's this whole "separate the art from the artist" thing and whether or not people are allowed to like a problematic creator's work.

Whenever I find out about a creator of work whom I'm familiar with get exposed for problematic stuff, part of me feels like leaving the fandom because I don't want to be associated with the creator and the problematic things they've done, but I also wanna stay in the fandom because I'm really into the fandom, and it's one of my hyperfixations. Stuff like this is why I'm lowkey kinda scared of my favorite series' creators getting exposed. It's already bad enough that so many content creators are getting exposed this year. Who's gonna be on the "problematic creators exposed" list next? TheOdds1Out? Let Me Explain Studios? TheAMaazing? Wolfychu? Jaiden Animations?

All these "problematic creators getting exposed" thing is really starting to ruin some series for me ngl. ;-;
 
I wish I knew how to make friends easily, going through high school without any friends sucks and I hate it, but I don't know what to do because I don't know how to talk to or start conversations with people at all.
 
I don't think I'll have the time or motivation to forage for mushrooms. I just want my plushrooms. But if that requires being active, I don't think I can make it. I feel too busy for TBT, for my friends. And I miss talking to my partner more than anything. 💔

I struggle with talking to my classmates too because I cannot relate with them without feeling out of place. I feel you so hard on that, I send you my sympathies. đŸ«‚
 
My mother is home and out of the E.R but not doing well. She's in severe pain and throwing up.

I've tried to do what I could to make it easier. I had her TV and show ready for her. I also offered to bring food to her.

I've never actually seen her sick in my life. It's weird because I can almost feel her pain. I guess that's what love is though.

It's still very worrying.
 
we ordered one of my moms meds about a week ago . Of course with the storm it was delayed and that’s fine but we received it today and they sent the wrong one. I noticed right away as it had the wrong capsule amount. Also had a label on the bottle that said the right thing. The problem was that taking the label off revealed a something different. They sent melatonin instead of the medication we had ordered.
Customer service was of no help since we couldn’t even get through. So we have to try again tomorrow. How do you send someone the wrong medication.
 
I might get flack for this, but I really dislike when people try to push their religion onto you. I'm openly not religious at all and I've been hearing a lot about "the fear of God" and how praying helps. I don't owe anyone an explanation for my beliefs or lack of.

It feels like people in my family are trying to push their beliefs onto me when I want absolutely none of it. In fact, it's tainting my view on the people who do believe, or at least the people in my life. And here I am, stereotyping a whole group of people. I'll just shut up.
 
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As someone who is Christian myself, it's really, really annoying when people do this, especially when it's coming from family. I still stand by not pushing my beliefs onto others and only talking about it when asked. My family thankfully didn't push this onto me as I was growing up, but rather I chose it for myself. I think if they continued to do so I would have rejected it altogether, lmaoooo.

Anyway, I'm sorry this is happening to you. I hope you get some relief from it soon. 💚
 
I'm still feeling depressed. 7am and I can't go back to sleep and I have absolutely no desire to do anything.

and I don't think that any amount of medication can cure this depression either. it's entirely situational and there's nothing I can do about that. leaving the house for a little while changes nothing. talking to friends changes nothing. circumstances out of my control just make it worse. it's like I'm destined to live a life of misery.

I just want to sleep and not wake up honestly.
 
The port strikes. I'm lucky I have an unopened bag of prescription dog food for now, but the past 4 years I have had to deal with it being out of stock for months at a time everytime there was a shortage or some sort of inflation episode. Many other dogs dealt with having none because they got through what they had and the stock didn't come back on time. And it isn't like people are mass buying it. You can't it is prescription.The port strikes really bother me, as prescription dog food would probably be the least of the concerns people could have if the strike continues. Strikes are planned and I don't understand why they waited until hurricane season to do it. It could have been done in July. Maybe they were thinking about holiday merchandise pressure instead of a wider set of variables. And yeah, I also feel torn about things like this because it's just another group of people trying to have a living wage and trying to keep themselves from being replaced by robotics.
 
Someone hit my car that I’ve had for only a year and I exchanged information with them and it wasn’t bad or anything but the grill in the front is scuffed and the bumper is a little loose and I’m not even mad I’m just so sad LOL
 
I can't wait until the weather cools down and this stupid humidity goes away. it always makes me feel so sticky and gross and it makes everything feel wet. it's almost become a sensory issue for me. I might need to invest in a dehumidifier for my room.
 
I hate my deadname, but there's a lot that goes into a legal name change and I don't even know where to begin. I also read about how getting a name change in Quebec is notoriously difficult due to strict laws and high rejection rates, so that just further discourages me. I guess I'm stuck with this name.
 
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