What's Bothering You?

just a minor bother, but I had a dream where I was in high school again (a big high school, much bigger than the one I went to) and I saw a bunch of my old friends again and I was hugging them for such a long time, and my dear was also there in high school with me and we got to spend time together and hug each other for so long. and then I wake up alone. it's just a bittersweet feeling. 🥲
 
xSuperMario64x said:
just a minor bother, but I had a dream where I was in high school again (a big high school, much bigger than the one I went to) and I saw a bunch of my old friends again and I was hugging them for such a long time, and my dear was also there in high school with me and we got to spend time together and hug each other for so long. and then I wake up alone. it's just a bittersweet feeling. 🥲
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I have dreams like this a lot myself, except it's nothing but drama and misery for me
 
Seriously, this GP has phoned me again and more conflicting information! I was told before to stop my 2 arthritis medications, now, she said it was only 1, I was to stop! I seriously wish she would keep her nose out and just let Rhuematology deal with any problems. I've spoken to about 5 different people over the past 2 weeks and everyone has given me different 'advice'. She asked me yesterday who my nurse was, I told her. Today she said it couldn't be as she's on annual leave! She didn't ask who I spoke to last week, so obviously it was someone different! Now I've got to go for weekly bloods. I've never experienced this conflicting information before with bloods and meds. I am so fed up of this. 😔
 
Just when I've been feeling depressed again... I suddenly get a call that my therapist is retiring and now I have to find a new one. He was the only one I felt I could speak to unluck the other ones I saw. Now I REALLY don't have anyone to speak to. I'm just so overwhelmed with negative thoughts right now and I can't shake them off.
 
I'm already pretty worried about next winter even though it's several months away. Something is wrong and my cats keep making messes everywhere and the couch I was forced to sleep on in the winter (because of insulation problems in the house) needs to be washed. If this doesn't change (cats haven't stopped yet), I will be dealing with that along with everything else that stresses me out during winter. I cannot stand living here.
 
I don't know why I picked up yet another gacha game (Wuthering Waves). I have to be F2P for the moment as I have no stable income, or any income at all. It's very disheartening to grind for days for something, only to not get it. I had been up for about 20 hours grinding for Jiyan because I had lost my 50/50 at max pity to Calcharo; which was already frustrating within itself. I am extremely used to spending my money to get what I want in these types of games. I finally got Jiyan, but what stinks is I have to grind all this currency to ATTEMPT to achieve his weapon, or just wait until UL 45 to get the 5* weapon selector. I'm about 9 levels behind, so it's like UGHH. I'm just frustrated and having AN extremely low energy and high pain day. I want to lay in bed but I'm running out of time to get Jiyan's weapon lol :") I'll get there eventually I hope. I just want to complain about it for now.
 
Suguri said:
I finally got my dream collectible! But then I accidentally discarded the collectibles in my previous lineup instead of deactivating them T^T
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Maybe you can make a post in the "contact the staff board" and explain what happened and perhaps the staff might be able to help you? I don't know if they are guaranteed to be able to help you though, it's just a simple suggestion.
 
-Mars- said:
Maybe you can make a post in the "contact the staff board" and explain what happened and perhaps the staff might be able to help you? I don't know if they are guaranteed to be able to help you though, it's just a simple suggestion.
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Yeah, I’ve heard of them being able to fix that before. @Suguri I’d make a CTS thread as soon as possible, never hurts to try.
 
-Mars- said:
Maybe you can make a post in the "contact the staff board" and explain what happened and perhaps the staff might be able to help you? I don't know if they are guaranteed to be able to help you though, it's just a simple suggestion.
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Foreverfox said:
Yeah, I’ve heard of them being able to fix that before. @Suguri I’d make a CTS thread as soon as possible, never hurts to try.
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I just made a thread there, I hope it goes well!
 
I had a good day; right now I feel like my depression is starting to come back and also am feeling a bit crabby and. frustrated for no reason. I’m trying my best to push away the negative thoughts and thoughts about my best friend, and trying not avoid seeing something that has been triggering me a little lately. But it’s really hard with racing thoughts 😔. I’m honestly feeling kinda lonely even though I have people that I’ve been talking to more. I really miss my best friend and telling him the good and bad :/
 
I didn't get fired today; hear me out.
If I was fired, I would've mentioned it in the 'why are you happen today.' (the only disapointment would be that I would be out of a job, and no money.)

So, this morning, I was at work, and one of my coworkers mentioned how my boss wants me to return the keys today. I was like welp. But like my boss came in near 8 ish, but never once said anything to me. So, here I am trying to get on with stuff. She stays up stairs. And when the said coworker comes in, I do make sure, that she indeed message my coworker saying she wants 'me out' and wants the keys, but it didn't happen today??

Like, I was waiting for ages for her to come down, and instead of telling me, when she did eventually come out. She just sat me down, (I ain't explaining everything because wtf nothing much was said that I can explain) and said there will be new changes and a new rota and she will let me know. And then told me to go an hour early then we agreed on.

Where do I keep finding these awful bosses DX
 
minor bother again; I guess I wasn't kidding when I set my Discord status to "sleepy moon loaf", I'm always so sleepy 😭

I mean tbf I've been dealing with a lot lately, and now I have a new complication surfacing with my mum (in that she's def not fully healed but wants to come home anyway, and legally they can't stop her), so I'm just exhausted. even been feeling overstimulated this morning and lying here in silence. I have the day off from work so maybe I'll go get an iced coffee and take a nap for a while. gotta live up to my title hehe. 💙🌙
 
I'm frustrated about a lot of things at the moment: Bad start to my morning (tired and cranky, family wouldn't stop talking to me), my weird exam schedule (4 days of exams in a row and only two next week?!), and my inability to do my schoolwork. I haven't been able to get much work done, and the deadlines are a lot closer than I anticipated. I'm sick of being tired and annoyed and overstimulated all the time, I just want some peace and solitude for one goddamn second.

Also had a dream last night where one of my teachers deadnamed me. I don't know why I felt so much like crap even well after I woke up. :/
 
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