What's Bothering You?

Someone I know seems to be in the begginings of a new relationship with someone, it looks like a very cute and genuine mutual affection and it makes me truly happy, I know that this person has been struggling for a while and I believe everybody deserves to be happy. But I can't help to feel a bit jealous, I decided this year that I also wanted to try to go out more and meet new people and hopefully start a romantic relationship, I'm very shy irl and it's a bit hard for me to get out of my shell, I've done progress, but it's still hard. I don't wish any ill towards this person, but I can't help but wonder when will it be me, it seems like it has been far too long since someone showed interest in me, I won't deny that I'm lonely sometimes, and I love my friends and we go out regularly and they make me happy, but I also want something different you know? A different kind of relationship. I feel like it'll eventually happen but it still makes me a bit sad thinking about it, at least for now...
 
i wish i could draw more but my back kills me every time due to bad posture. i use my laptop and drawing tablet on a table side tray so as you could imagine, i don’t have a lot of space. i could use my desk upstairs but i don’t have much space there either.
 
This is my first time being home alone at night in over a year. Over active imagination taking place.

Our cats are making lots of noise while playing though. (aha i sure hope it's the cats down there 😅).
 
I need to get this out, my boyfriend said he kinda wants to break up with me. I know it may not be a guarantee and we will talk later but I think I just need some help with how I should go about this.
I understand why he may be thinking of it but I’d not want to I mean it’s just a “kinda” right? I have a tendency to overthink but I just might need some help with like what to do.

Ok so an update: we are just friends, which definitely puts me at ease because staying friends is better than losing him altogether.
 
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I've been upset all day because of stuff my classmates have said to me. Honestly it wasn't anything overtly rude or hateful, but it bothers me how no one seems to have anything nice or decent to say, just in general.

A few days ago, I typed up a rant about my classmates and why I hate them. (Hate is a pretty strong word to use in this case, but they also haven't been very respectful to me. Like... Ever.) I was gonna post that, but I decided against it because it was lengthy and full of profanity.

Just find it crappy how a few people in your life can make your school/work life totally miserable. I can't wait till June when I graduate.
 
I swear I’m going to get fired one of these days because I was given the wrong instructions.
 
Damn, I thought I was done with this whole overthinking thing. I always think I'm irritating my managers and co-workers when I need help with something.
 
Damn, I thought I was done with this whole overthinking thing. I always think I'm irritating my managers and co-workers when I need help with something.
It's very possibly they're out of craps to give many things, and just want to get back home.

It could be how you frame things, maybe present your issue in a simple statement of fact. "Hey boss, there's only one roll paper towels left in the back."
 
I am at work, and just got a complaint/rant which I haven't dealt with in a long while.

We make, and grill sandwiches. These grills aren't your normal at home grills. So we wrap the sandwich in paper. There are times when the cheese melts so much that is causes problems with the paper; making them stick to the sandwich which is a pain or remove or sometimes some of the bread is taken with it.
Sure, maybe we need better paper. But then again it took my boss over a year to change the sink in the bathroom for a better one, and my other suggestions are ignored.

A customer comes in for a grilled ham and cheese. Because theres less ingrediants, that cheese is fond of ruining the sandwich. But this customer also wanted the cheese to be sure its melted.
Since her order is takeaway, with takeaways we don't remove the paper. That's their job.

I do the order, all is fine. But she comes back explaining their child can't eat it as the paper is connected to the bread and wants a refund.
I did express that it was slightly common and maybe I shouldn't have said it but they were like "oh you know!?"

And like kept tellig me never to use the paper on the sandwiches again. I tried telling them, we need the paper for the grill. And they were pleading with me not to use it again (I'm thinking thats mot yours or my choice.) And.kept saying, "do you like eating paper" over and over again.

I just felt really put of it, and woudve.tried explaining i just work here and such but there were customers behind them.
Like i understand youre annoyed but, now i really feel out of it and just hope work finishes quickly.
 
The day will come tomorrow to put our Roxie down 💔 I want to cry so badly, but just can't bring myself to it. She's truly been one of a kind with so much character. I've never seen a dog with as much personality as her. Even strangers (and her vet) have fallen in love with her. I can only cherish the many good memories of her at this stage. One of my most recent favourite memories of her was when I was getting her food ready and she was getting really sassy with me; she got impatient and picked up a leaf and shook it in her mouth to show her disapproval. I haven't seen her play like that in so long...maybe that's a sign that it really is her time to go. She's been unwell for a long time and I know she'll be happier and in less pain after tomorrow 💔🕊

Fly high Roxie, you're one of a kind and you'll be truly missed 💜
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I am at work, and just got a complaint/rant which I haven't dealt with in a long while.

We make, and grill sandwiches. These grills aren't your normal at home grills. So we wrap the sandwich in paper. There are times when the cheese melts so much that is causes problems with the paper; making them stick to the sandwich which is a pain or remove or sometimes some of the bread is taken with it.
Sure, maybe we need better paper. But then again it took my boss over a year to change the sink in the bathroom for a better one, and my other suggestions are ignored.

A customer comes in for a grilled ham and cheese. Because theres less ingrediants, that cheese is fond of ruining the sandwich. But this customer also wanted the cheese to be sure its melted.
Since her order is takeaway, with takeaways we don't remove the paper. That's their job.

I do the order, all is fine. But she comes back explaining their child can't eat it as the paper is connected to the bread and wants a refund.
I did express that it was slightly common and maybe I shouldn't have said it but they were like "oh you know!?"

And like kept tellig me never to use the paper on the sandwiches again. I tried telling them, we need the paper for the grill. And they were pleading with me not to use it again (I'm thinking thats mot yours or my choice.) And.kept saying, "do you like eating paper" over and over again.

I just felt really put of it, and woudve.tried explaining i just work here and such but there were customers behind them.
Like i understand youre annoyed but, now i really feel out of it and just hope work finishes quickly.
Just realised she didnt even give the full sandwich back
 
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