What's Bothering You?

Ugh thats so awful ): my teacher is good about questions when i dont get the talent / just trace kinda reply, like i learned a bunch about watercolor and theres no shame asking… but why would a teacher be like that other than exhaustion, asking questions and communication between teachers/students makes it so much better when it actually happens… well i found another art club, im still going to the same one regardless, because its five minutes away and i like being there and the start to networking im getting here but i do hope that other club is a bit different/more what i was wanting, or can point me again in the right direction. If im good enough i can get my art displayed in the foyer of this one place though, and i have a very ambitious idea but i think i have to tone it down to get in this term and leave that for when i feel i can do it lol.
I found out the hard way that they will hire anyone to be a teacher and they lack certain teaching skills. Which may explain why some may sound so disgruntled.
 
Reminds me how the teachers at my school used to be like this whenever I ask help they say "asking for help is a sign of weakness".
I've personally never heard a teacher say this (many of my teachers and profs actually encouraged asking for help since, ya know, school is a place to learn) but the ones who do say stuff like this should never be allowed to be a teacher, period.
 
I've personally never heard a teacher say this (many of my teachers and profs actually encouraged asking for help since, ya know, school is a place to learn) but the ones who do say stuff like this should never be allowed to be a teacher, period.
Lets just say the schools I went to were in Georgia, USA and I've dealt with some really mean teachers.
 
I've been stressed about my cat Caramel (my family and I suspect that one of our neighbors has her but I'm too anxious to ask for my cat back) and I tried telling my friends about it. My best friend said something along the lines of "well your cat is probably better off with your neighbor instead of in your household" and it just made me feel worse.

One of my friends also told me that their mom was talking about me, saying that I'm "not non-binary" and that I'm "just going through a phase", so that's great. :)
 
stayed home from school today because i said i was sick but in reality im perfectly fine. i just don’t want to go because im lonely and i was feeling particularly self loathing last night.

i already have three absences and my parents don’t like it when i miss school. they keep asking what’s wrong but i don’t know if i want to tell them.
 
Yesterday I was talking with a friend at lunch and he said, pretty much out of nowhere, “If I knew there wouldn’t be any consequences for it and I had 24 hours to live, I’d become a r@p!st.” He shrugged it off as just joking, but it’s still a messed up thing to say. And eight year old me knows not to trust boys his age who act like your friend and say things like that. And that situation had me thinking of the person from years ago. I have so much I want to say to him, most along the lines of “Why the **** would you do that, I was EIGHT.” And now it’s bringing back bad memories and I’m scared that someone similar might happen with this person because what if he wasn’t joking?

tl;dr: One of my friends said something messed up and now I’m scared because it brought back traumatic memories.
 
my nose is the driest thing ever D: luckily i had those salt rinse bags so i could use that but jeez

and why did they start putting those peas-in-a-pod things in the pokebowl.. yuck
 
yeah uhhh I would stay literally as far away from that person as possible 😐



]had a dream where my brother and I and a bunch of other ppl were being held hostage so we could be models for makeup/clothing lines and everytime he and I tried to escape they would come after us and capture and beat us up, at one point I think I was trying to run away and they like really severely hurt my arm and when they brought me back they just said whatever and wrapped it in a "fashionable" bandana cloth or smth. so yeah I've woken up with really bad anxiety and cold chills 🙃
 
I thought I was friends with someone like this and they turned out to be transphobic and probably a misogynist (not fully confirmed on that second one but they acted that way). If that guy also makes a lot of “ironic” jokes those are huge red flags. I’ve generally managed to avoid people like that, and honestly I like some irony, but saying that is messed up and I wouldn’t trust someone saying that ironically or otherwise unless it was in the context of looking for help/seeing a therapist etc.
 
literally had the worst day at work 😭 i asked to leave early bc honestly i did not want to deal with my coworkers anymore at that point. they suck!!!!!!!!!!!i left a note for my manager in the office if i can switch to day shift bc atleast in that shift the people actually do their job and dont flirt with the managers
 
I cant find neo the world ends with you physically on switch anywhere?? I've checked gamestop's website and its unavailable every place I search. I checked other sites also, same thing. the only place that has it is amazon but I'd rather pick it up somewhere. did this game get recalled or something???
 
Well I was gonna go to bed right after finishing some drawings for my art challenge, but something went wrong with Google Photos and I've been trying to fix it to no avail. Most of my drawings in the folder copied onto the 'Photos' tab, which I didn't want. I tried deleting it / putting it in the bin, but it would also delete those photos from the folder. I ended up putting all the drawings in archive, deleted them in my files (separate from Google Photos), and unarchiving them on Google Photos. But they're still on the 'photos' tab. I wanted to move the drawings back to the folder, but there was no option for that. All I could do was archive or move the pictures to an album.

I think this might've started when I accidentally backed up one of the drawings when I meant to tap on 'move to folder', but I don't see how it could affect the rest of the drawings in the folder? I checked my gallery in my drawing app to see if I can save the drawings again so I can redo the whole process, but I deleted most of them and I can't restore them. I am beyond frustrated and I feel like I've done too much to the point of no return or restoration.

The best I could probably do in this situation is download the drawings that I posted in my art gallery thread on TBT, but not only would the quality drop, but it would also take a lot of storage (something I don't have much anyways). I don't know what to do.

But even before all this happened, Google Photos was still screwing up. My drawings in the folder would be in the wrong order and the quality has dropped a bit after going on the 'storage saver' thing. From my knowledge, I don't think I did anything deliberate for this to happen, so I guess it might've been an automatic thing? I don't know.

I'm so mad at myself. I could've just moved those drawings to the archive and leave it there, so I could still have all of them on the folder. But I just made it much worse by trying to 'fix' it.

EDIT: I just found out that I can restore drawings in the art app I use. I was able to get most of them, except for the first four unfortunately. Ah well, it's better than nothing.
TL;DR - Google Photos sucks and I don't know how to fix my problem.
 
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i wanna get back into acnh but i’m too lazy lol it feels like a chore to play sometimes
 
I sometimes just can't even bring myself to be happy knowing deep down I am still going through alot of personal issues myself but I just have to tell myself "Stop being such a bady and take it like a man" that is when I worked myself hard to just make mom happy.
 
Yesterday I was talking with a friend at lunch and he said, pretty much out of nowhere, “If I knew there wouldn’t be any consequences for it and I had 24 hours to live, I’d become a r@p!st.” He shrugged it off as just joking, but it’s still a messed up thing to say. And eight year old me knows not to trust boys his age who act like your friend and say things like that. And that situation had me thinking of the person from years ago. I have so much I want to say to him, most along the lines of “Why the **** would you do that, I was EIGHT.” And now it’s bringing back bad memories and I’m scared that someone similar might happen with this person because what if he wasn’t joking?

tl;dr: One of my friends said something messed up and now I’m scared because it brought back traumatic memories.
As an asexual, I literally don't understand people like this 😐 like do some people out there think it raises your social status that you've slept with multiple and/or attractive people?? Are people really that horny?? I have so many questions 🤨
 
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