im tired of being people's second choice. im tired of never being enough for anyone; its all about what i do wrong, never about what i do right. im tired of constantly thinking about my *** of a ex-best friend. im tired of thinking about her. im tired of having anxiety. im tired of feeling the days pass by as the start of school comes closer and closer. i don't wanna see her. i don't even wanna be around her, im just so done with her and her lies and all the drama and all the problems and all the heartache i just can't stand her right now. im tired of feeling like this. im tired of being so easily jealous. im tired of everything. i just wanna be a whole new person. i wanna change everything about me. i know who i want to be, but i just can't be her. not yet.
im just so tired of everything. and yeah, im edgy; what's your point?