I want to go blackjacking on runescape but my laptop is super ****ty and laggy and I might die... I have a desktop but bf is currently using it so I have to wait until he finishes his raid in order to play my game. ;-;
Orientation starts tomorrow & lasts through Tues. and I'm so beyond nervous it's to the point where I feel sick and I'm starting to shake. I don't wanna be surrounded by strangers while I'm all alone gaaaaaaaAH
I'm going to a meeting tomorrow because the speech and debate team wants to make me the LD captain this year but I'm only a sophomore and I don't even think I'm that good :< everybody always expects a lot from me on the team but the truth is I feel like everything I've managed to achieve has been luck and if I'm put in a position of authority then everybody will know I'm a scam. I don't like responsibility but I can't say no.