What's Bothering You?

[Locket]

Yeah, sure, I guess you are better than me, all because,

Yeah, you don't like my style.

Yeah, the teachers never ask me to draw for them, but they always ask you.

Yeah, I suck at sports, because of my knee and ankle joints and legiments.

Yeah, I can't focus, because I have headaches.

Yeah, I get headaches all the time.

Yeah, I'm into K-pop, not American pop.


You know what, I can't help those things. All you do is make me feel like pure ****. All you do is help me go lower and lower in life.
I can't help that I get headaches daily, I can't help how I draw, I can't help the fact that my knee and ankles are somehow screwed up, I can't help that the teachers never want me to draw for them.

But, you put me down.

You call my art crap because my heads are the size of my bodies.

You brag that the teachers say: "Oh will you draw for me?" then they hang it up.

You call me bad at sports, and think I'm lying.

You call me stupid because I ask questions because my headache makes it so I can't focus.

You always say: "you're lying" when I say: "I have a headache"

Please, please say something that isn't that "I'm better than you because..."

I've been close to crying all day.

 

[pawpatrolbab]

Does he like me? Is this just a game? How does he talk about me to other people? Why do my fears have to clog my throat when I'm alone at night, I want something of his to grasp to feel as though it's real. I've been played so many times I can't help but fear once I mess up the threats and beatings will begin. I am forming into something new, a version of me that is driven by fear, I finally have something healthy and loving in front of me, but I can't help but taint it with my ptsd thoughts.
What the **** is wrong with me, why do I have to mess everything up

 

[mintellect]

One week of vacation left...

I don't want to go back to school, I don't want to have responsibilities agaaaaaiinn...

 

[Xara]

im terrified about going back to school

 

[riummi]

i don't know why my arm is sore + quizzes tmrw

 

[ApolloJusticeAC]

i miss my friends so much.

everything is not the same with these "new" kids.

 

[riummi]

i'm scaring myself by reading all these symptoms =o=

 

[jiny]

ugh I want to change my schedule so bad but we aren't allowed to anymore. my parents called the school & asked, said no. :/

 

[Alolan_Apples]

I hate it when the site lags when I'm trying to make a post. I think my phone connection stinks.

 

[Xara]

its my time of the month and my anxiety is crippling me rn so sleep is going to be impossible

 

[Tracer]

When ur 3DS goes full satan mode and refuses to connect to your internet when you were about to trade EVEN THOUGH your laptop and everything else is working perfectly fine and ur just like

No but really I want to die

 

[Hopeless Opus]

i'm really stressed tf out lol

 

[visibleghost]

hgghhhgh i feel super bad anout how i look atm and it's really not helping with anything at all .

 

[Hopeless Opus]

i should probably just go back to sleep but i'm pissed because i slept from 5 pm to 1 am and i feel like ididn't sleep at all im so ****ing done

 

[Alienfish]

@Voiku I always had that with handhelds, both my 3ds and Vita were terribly bad at actually connecting... Yet our smartphones and my laptop work perfectly fine *snort*

also ugh i feel really terrible rn and idek what to do aah

 

[Fleshy]

i like him so so much but idk how to show it i feel like i wont be enough for him and im scared that he'll get bored of me, everyone does, i ruin my friendships/relationships with everyone im a bad person i just wish i was....better and stronger. im sorry if im bad

 

[Heyden]

procastination at its fiiiiiiiiiiiiinest

 

[Psydye]

Damn, wrong thread. XD

 

[piichinu]

Am I late for school or am I not late for school ; )

 

[thatawkwardkid]

Plot resetting. I just want to bang my head on something already.