Things have been moving very fast lately. I met with a person from another institution to discuss my hallucinations and whether or not they could point to being an effect from my autism or a sign of schizophrenia. I was immediately sent to the psychosis team they have, which basically tells me that it is schizophrenia. But even then I have to go through all this crap, the testing that might take weeks or months.
Apart from that, my uncle and his family have decided to come visit. My uncle is an ******* who thinks he's better than others, but will cut contact with people for years until he needs something. He hadn't spoken with my grandmother (his mom) for over two years before he contacted her again, and why? Because he wanted her to help him get a Dutch passport. Now he's thinking of moving here permanently and all the people around me are so happy about it that it seems they've all forgotten that he treated them like trash.
Alongside that there's some other problems like the smoking problem at home I mentioned earlier in the thread, some minor financial problems, being unable to get a job and people trying to discourage me from finding one, among other things. Some days I just don't want to get up, or just end it. It's all pointless to me because no matter which way I try to budge, people keep boxing me in.
Apart from that, my uncle and his family have decided to come visit. My uncle is an ******* who thinks he's better than others, but will cut contact with people for years until he needs something. He hadn't spoken with my grandmother (his mom) for over two years before he contacted her again, and why? Because he wanted her to help him get a Dutch passport. Now he's thinking of moving here permanently and all the people around me are so happy about it that it seems they've all forgotten that he treated them like trash.
Alongside that there's some other problems like the smoking problem at home I mentioned earlier in the thread, some minor financial problems, being unable to get a job and people trying to discourage me from finding one, among other things. Some days I just don't want to get up, or just end it. It's all pointless to me because no matter which way I try to budge, people keep boxing me in.
