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My scales broke on Friday and since I need to be under 50kgs to get back into modelling I need to constantly weigh myself so I can note my weight loss to estimate the day I'll be at 50kbs based on trends (which I'm almost at) but because they are broken and I can't monitor my weight so I can't eat because that way i know I won't gain any weight so I don't lose any progress I've made but now I'm hungry because ive eaten virtually nothing over the past two days...

FML
 
Make friends, lose friends, lose those new friends.

Same as usual.
 
My scales broke on Friday and since I need to be under 50kgs to get back into modelling I need to constantly weigh myself so I can note my weight loss to estimate the day I'll be at 50kbs based on trends (which I'm almost at) but because they are broken and I can't monitor my weight so I can't eat because that way i know I won't gain any weight so I don't lose any progress I've made but now I'm hungry because ive eaten virtually nothing over the past two days...

FML

That doesn't sound healthy :/
 
I seemingly have no motivation to want to live nor any reason as to why I should, besides Mario Kart 8. I mean I have no friends, a family that's splitting up and breaking apart with two selfish parents, exams stressing me out, and my self-esteem is as low as ever. Yay... Just when I thought things were getting better, my mind works against me. I can't wait to move away. Far, far away.
 
Wanting to see someone but you know it's gonna be awkward because you haven't seen them properly for like two years.
 
ASPERGERS IS RUINING MY LIFE BLARG
one of my stupid 'friends' ( Lets call her X ) was being *****y yesterday
X planned a party for me at the end of the year even though I HATE parties and social situations
I'm considering just not going to school that day ;//;
I got really pissed at her because she wouldn't listen and yelled at her and now I hear she's been spreading rumors about me fml
I'm also questioning my attraction at the moment because I may be bi. I slipped this to X and now all of my friends are looking at me strangely
Literally school is just the same every day and the only exciting thing in my life is
Nothing
I wanna just jump in a hole and die hejbejebw
I HATE being different then everyone, not being able to hold a stable conversation
Loud noises cause me physical pain, and people look at me weird when I cover my ears at the intercom
My life has practically no meaning and sjgsjsgsjs I practically have in real friends because I'm drifting away from mine
I'm probably being a horrible friend to them to be honest but I just don't know what to do
My art and singing is making me feel even worse about myself
My art sucks and my singing is getting steadily worse because my voice is maturing
I'm so self conscious of my hair, glasses, and face
I'm afraid of not being wanted so much that I have panic attacks in school. I haven't told anybody yet though and I'm so scared

#RantOver
 
Pretty much all the things..
Work is super stressful right now and I keep being expected to do the work of three people.

I'm in the middle of trying to buy a car and my husband is just being meh.. Not getting any opinions either way from him. I just want to do things and get things over with and he is delaying going and talking through the final paperwork. I hate when I feel I have to be the only responsible one.
Everyone's giving me negative and neutral feelings so my anxiety is in play...
*feeling stressed*
 
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