Everything bothers me, it bothers me that I'm not getting paid as much as I need this week, it bothers me that everyone is shouting at me and it bothers me that I only have my dog to cuddle..
oh my god so this girl asked to sign my yearbook and I signed hers "youre a pretty cool person. stay rad. -[my gross name euch]"
and SHE ****ing signed mine
she wrote "[name ech], you are quite the artist! dont ever lose that ok? it will take you far. im SO glad I met you. youre the sweetest, most pretty, smart and artistic people I have ever met! have a wonderful summer."
AND SHE GAVE ME HER ****ING NUMBER
so I feel bad for signing so simple right? but the MAIN THING bothering me is that ive literally said 5 words to this girl all year
what the ****
Extreme internal conflicts....every time I wanna enjoy things to the most I feel as if it's somehow contradicting w/ things I've read on spirituality, and as I am trying to be a more 'spiritual' person(or at least, less selfish) this is very irritating! Doesn't help that I have Asperger's either...and have a bit of a drug problem! BAAAAGH!!!
The fact I barely get any general respect on these forums to begin with and I have no idea what I'm doing to deserve it.
Is it because I don't spam my droopy mug in the picture thread or that I don't post snarky pervy comments to other users or something along those lines???
Or is it just because I'm Uggo Supremeo? (probably that???)
Absolutely nothing at the moment, because it's a one week holiday starting today. Swizzle! I'm dreading my exams when I go back to school though, so I guess that counts.