What's bothering you?

[IncendiaryPyro]

That's just how I feel, too. My father caught me some days ago and now he goes on my nerves all day. '
What's really pissing me of is that because of school and my father I can't do everything I want, there's not enough time.
Haa~ I still need to watch One Piece but there are around 400 episodes left and I can't find the time And I can't find Marshal, it's depressing. There were a few opportunities but I was unlucky -_- Oh and I forgot - my class teacher is killing me, that damn old hag.

I feel you. With school work and other stuff I need to do there hardly isn't enough time for me to do what I want unless I stay up all night. Hell, the past few nights I've stayed up late just to watch Netflix because I didn't have any time during the day. Gonna look forward to getting a job over the summer~.

 

[Alienfish]

school b/c idk how we are supposed to do the 2nd group works in just a few days fff

 

[Lee-chan]

There's a lot bothering me right now. I'm so stressed out in school, and so scared of not passing this year D:
I'm also very upset because of my German teacher, because a few months ago she told me that if I start doing my homework again I won't fail the subject and won't have to do some extra test in German. And I did so, I did every single homework since then and had to neglect other subjects for it >.> and today she told me that I should choose a date for having a test in German, if I don't want to fail the subject. I was like so shocked, since I thought I was finally done with exams (my last exam was last Thursday) but UGH now I have to worry about another test AGAIN .___. Seriously I feel like I wanna punch her .___. another thing that bothers me (which is far more worrying than school stuff) is that the war in my home country is still going and every day innocent people are dying, especially children :c it makes me wanna cry every time I think about it. My dad is having pains in his arm for about a month and I'm SO worried about him, since he has to take care of us, his 3 children without the help of anyone... except my mum who sometimes tries to help tho I visit my mum every weekend and she is seriously starting to get on my nerves >.> she always wants to make decisions for me and treats me like a little child, even though I'm 16 already and I don't want to be treated this way... Another thing is that I feel so discriminated and unwelcome here, even though I was BORN here. People still judge others based on appearance, nationality and religion.Which is getting on my nerves as well, because UGH WHY CAN'T PEOPLE JUST ACCEPT EACH OTHER. It's not that hard, believe me >.> and last thing is that I'm starting to get self conscious :c I feel ugly, fat and just... idk. Even though I know that I'm not considered "ugly" or "fat" by others but I guess that's what every teenage girl has to go through in some part of her life. But that's not a big deal, its not bothering me as much as the other things I listed. I really hope life gets better for me :c I'm always trying to be optimistic and all, and people don't usually realize how sad I actually am. But there's always the beautiful things in life, even if they're not many. I'll just keep trying to only see those beautiful things and maybe one day I'll be happy.

 

[CookingOkasan]

My computer charger blew up (literally blew up and caught my blanket on fire....) so once my battery dies I'm computerless.......

 

[Olive]

Rude people on flockdraw.

 

[Ashtot]

It's not Monday congrats everyone.

 

[Swiftstream]

PROCRASTINATION LIKE A BOSS :'(

 

[420blazeityoloswag4jesus]

My dad has anger management issues and its making me very sad.

 

[Warrior]

I grew up with the same situation, stay safe! While it's unfortunate, your best option is probably just to avoid whatever triggers his anger. Tip toeing around someone you live with isn't easy or fun, but it sure beats getting yelled at constantly.

 

[AbsoluteZer0]

Just two more A level papers left and then I can enjoy summer.

I definitely failed the one I did today, though, so I'm horribly depressed. Ugh.

 

[fallenchaoskitten]

Just gonna kinda quote something from my personal tumblr then add to it...

Spoiler: Somewhat rant about how my friends aren't my friends and I'm just a convenience for them

It is horrible to say, but in this day-n-age true friendship is dying. Now people do things, not just to do them, but in hopes of getting something in return. =/

Now that I am out on my own and newly married. I have come to realize I only have 6 TRUE friends. My cousin and his new wife, my aunt and her boyfriend, my grandma, and my husband.
They are the only people who ever just want to talk to talk, or hang out to hang out, or go out to eat and everyone actually does fight over who pays the bill instead of looking at each other like “are you gonna get that?”

Everyone else… all those “close” friends…
They only call if they have a problem they want me to solve. ((even tho they never will listen to my advice))
They only visit if they happen to have a delayed appointment for something in town and it would be a waste for them to go home then come back down here. So “visit” me in the meantime ((and will get pissed if I say I’m busy))
They only want me to visit if they want me to watch their kids or bring them something.
All I am… is a convenience to them. Not a friend.

True friendship maybe dying… But you shouldn’t drop your standards. Not for those people.
Nice, honest people are out here…
They are harder to find out in the world, but they can be found.
… but sometimes it’s easy to find those nice people behind a screen… it’s just harder to tell if they’re honest. =/

I was talking to my husband about this Saturday... and even told him I am considering just deleting my facebook account and changing me phone number to just completely remove myself from all those people.
He told me not to do all that. And I don't have to delete my FB just because of their drama.
I should still keep it since his family likes to post things on there sometimes... and he didn't say this but I know he was meaning you know my mom did die recently and you know everyone will be all making drama and bothering me in my time of morning if you just do something crazy like that.

And it's bad enough that I have been having medical problems... and all those "close" friends really down play it... like really *****? I can go into detail but I won't mess with it... But it's not like mental medical problems where I am like lashing out even... like physical medical problems and hospital trips and what not...

ANYWAYS

Well yesterday one of those "close friends" messaged me asking me saying exact words "Hey missy. How are things? I havent heard from u in awhile" ... I was really happy. I was thinking "Maybe I was wrong? Maybe they do actually care able me?" ... so I told her... Told her how ryan ((husband)) got a promotion, still looking for a job, and that my health issues were getting worse. She asked if it was my stomach ((long insane story with that)) and I said that it was the same but my chronic migraines are getting so bad that I had 5 in 8 days.
She literally did like one message saying that sucked. Not even asking if I am on new meds and if they are working or if they are still coming on that often or anything along those lines.
Then immediately started talking about how she is moving in August about how her boyfriend isn't giving her enough attention and what she should do about it... Like 5 text messages about it... and then wanted to call and talk to me about it.
...
So really all she wanted to do was message me to tell me she is moving in a couple months and to try and have me fix her problem with her boyfriend... She didn't really care how I was... Just another convenience...

 

[sugargalaxy]

I constantly think about what's gonna happen in the future. What's bothering me even more is that I keep thinking about if what I would like to happen in future will happen or not. Kinda feeling lost right now. ;-;

 

[puppy]

i had an art field trip today and this kid wouldnt leave me alone i wanted him to get away from me so badly but he sat next to me on the bus and followed me around the whole trip...

like, hes the type of person that makes those god awful perverted jokes that i cant stand. i dont even mind the occasional one at the perfect moment but get that weak-ass **** away from me. i will actually stare at you with a completely straight face or pretend like i didn't catch it.

and worst of all he kEPt TOUCHIGN mE. i feel uncomfortable with even most of my closer friends touching me. he kept putting his elbow on my shoulder and i immediately moved away every time.

i think i had said maybe 8 sentences ever to this guy before the trip and i dont recall them being all that friendly

 

[Jawile]

ugh i hate ancient greece and we have a test tomorrow i'm gonna fail it so baaad

 

[420blazeityoloswag4jesus]

I grew up with the same situation, stay safe! While it's unfortunate, your best option is probably just to avoid whatever triggers his anger. Tip toeing around someone you live with isn't easy or fun, but it sure beats getting yelled at constantly.

Ty for the advice bby ;-;

 

[LovelySweetDream]

I'm going to have to stand in front of my class and talk to everyone about paranormal phenomenon...this is making me a nervous wreck.

 

[MissGemmaRogers]

Miss my fiance :<
(Long distance relationship)

 

[IncendiaryPyro]

My entire right leg has been absolutely sore all night, making it hard to be able to relax. This sucks.

 

[Jake]

i want to get stabbed

 

[Kaireevee]

The fact I have a split shift which starts at 9, finishes at 3 then starts again at 6 and on til all the kitchen is clean which could be 12am...I'm too ill for this -.-