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Before I changed it :P but thanks lol

I always change it to different cherry blossom gifs
 
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My weight and how I look compared to other people.
After losing all that weight last summer, I guess I thought I'd finally feel better about myself.
Gaining it all back because of medication is such a fail. Hooray.

Also, I have to go to my school to talk to the VA for screwing up my records again. Getting a bill sent to the house for almost 1000 bucks didn't exactly go over great with my parents.
 
My weight and how I look compared to other people.
After losing all that weight last summer, I guess I thought I'd finally feel better about myself.
Gaining it all back because of medication is such a fail. Hooray.

Also, I have to go to my school to talk to the VA for screwing up my records again. Getting a bill sent to the house for almost 1000 bucks didn't exactly go over great with my parents.

oh stop it, you're beautiful :c

My birth control makes me gain weight -.- like... perfect...
 
Not sure honestly.. I had it injected at the doctor's office. Not sure if the pill would make me gain weight? But I haven't notice me getting fat or something.. only my thighs are slightly larger. I feel like it's water weight, but I'm just eating healthy from now on.

It is hard to ignore things like that sometimes but just remember you're beautiful :D
 
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The past few weeks I've been trying to be more active so I can lose weight. I had a great 2 weeks, did lots of gardening with my mum and taking our dog for walks every second day. As we're coming into winter, the weathers getting colder and wetter.. I had a bad week of feeling down etc and she didn't want to garden or walk while it's cold/wet..

Last night I said I wanted to go for a walk tomorrow, (I refuse to walk alone in my area, I'm paranoid) Then she had the nerve to say "going for a walk once in a blue moon won't help you" and it hurt, because I was already feeling crappy about not walking and my weight.

Ugh but yeah, that's what's bothering me right now :c
 
The past few weeks I've been trying to be more active so I can lose weight. I had a great 2 weeks, did lots of gardening with my mum and taking our dog for walks every second day. As we're coming into winter, the weathers getting colder and wetter.. I had a bad week of feeling down etc and she didn't want to garden or walk while it's cold/wet..

Last night I said I wanted to go for a walk tomorrow, (I refuse to walk alone in my area, I'm paranoid) Then she had the nerve to say "going for a walk once in a blue moon won't help you" and it hurt, because I was already feeling crappy about not walking and my weight.

Ugh but yeah, that's what's bothering me right now :c

Have you tried running and also, do you have a dog? As an ex runner it can be pretty nice to run in the winter, and a big enough dog is protection.
 
Have you tried running and also, do you have a dog? As an ex runner it can be pretty nice to run in the winter, and a big enough dog is protection.

I'm very, very self-conscious. Plus, it would put a lot of strain on my joints etc (I also heard someone that it's dangerous/not suggests for ladies with <.<... A rather large chest to run because it makes the skin stretch and possibly tear? Idk ><) I do have a dog, as I said in my post ^^ she's a little silky terrier so she's not that tough looking :c I'd love to be able to run though. Once I'm lighter, I wish to be able to get to a running pace on my treadmill.
 
I'm very, very self-conscious. Plus, it would put a lot of strain on my joints etc (I also heard someone that it's dangerous/not suggests for ladies with <.<... A rather large chest to run because it makes the skin stretch and possibly tear? Idk ><) I do have a dog, as I said in my post ^^ she's a little silky terrier so she's not that tough looking :c I'd love to be able to run though. Once I'm lighter, I wish to be able to get to a running pace on my treadmill.

Oh god then. At least I wear sports bras, lol. And ah didn't catch it, reading like 10 different posts at a time lol

But I see.. I have a big lab/pit mix and a rottweiler so yeah xD But I don't go deep into my neighborhood because there were syringes from people shooting heroine on the ground.. and we live in a pretty good neighborhood. Guess that's why they chose it.
 
Oh god then. At least I wear sports bras, lol. And ah didn't catch it, reading like 10 different posts at a time lol

But I see.. I have a big lab/pit mix and a rottweiler so yeah xD But I don't go deep into my neighborhood because there were syringes from people shooting heroine on the ground.. and we live in a pretty good neighborhood. Guess that's why they chose it.

I normally just like, hold my chest if I have to run. Whilst wearing a bra of course. You did just give me a good idea though so thank you ^^ I do love running, just not in sight of mass groups of people/traffic etc.
I live near a football oval. Running laps would suffice plus I wouldn't look silly :P the oval is rather secluded, not near any main roads, foot traffic etc. If there's no football training, it could work :3

Oh wow ^^ I had a bordercollie but my mother made me give her up ;--; she would have been a lovely running buddy...
 
Feeling abandoned.

also.

How I'm going to handle a long flight.. I don't want my skin to dry up or my makeup to turn to **** when my boyfriend is picking me up when I get off the flight.
 
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I just looked through my Paypal account's activity. It's really depressing.
 
Feeling sick, stupid and useless.

I'm so wooooooriiiiiedddd about my boyfriend moving and I've literally just- I'm getting into that slump where I'm convinced that most people would be better off without me.


fffffffffffffff

putting myself in a garbage can, brb.
 
The fact that I cannot purchase a Username Change in the Shop, when I just spent 6 months or so trying to earn enough for it and it comes up with "Insufficient Funds". :mad:
 
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