Your signature is prettyThat's unfortunate
Your signature is prettyThat's unfortunate
My weight and how I look compared to other people.
After losing all that weight last summer, I guess I thought I'd finally feel better about myself.
Gaining it all back because of medication is such a fail. Hooray.
Also, I have to go to my school to talk to the VA for screwing up my records again. Getting a bill sent to the house for almost 1000 bucks didn't exactly go over great with my parents.
oh stop it, you're beautiful :c
My birth control makes me gain weight -.- like... perfect...
The past few weeks I've been trying to be more active so I can lose weight. I had a great 2 weeks, did lots of gardening with my mum and taking our dog for walks every second day. As we're coming into winter, the weathers getting colder and wetter.. I had a bad week of feeling down etc and she didn't want to garden or walk while it's cold/wet..
Last night I said I wanted to go for a walk tomorrow, (I refuse to walk alone in my area, I'm paranoid) Then she had the nerve to say "going for a walk once in a blue moon won't help you" and it hurt, because I was already feeling crappy about not walking and my weight.
Ugh but yeah, that's what's bothering me right now :c
Have you tried running and also, do you have a dog? As an ex runner it can be pretty nice to run in the winter, and a big enough dog is protection.
I'm very, very self-conscious. Plus, it would put a lot of strain on my joints etc (I also heard someone that it's dangerous/not suggests for ladies with <.<... A rather large chest to run because it makes the skin stretch and possibly tear? Idk ><) I do have a dog, as I said in my post ^^ she's a little silky terrier so she's not that tough looking :c I'd love to be able to run though. Once I'm lighter, I wish to be able to get to a running pace on my treadmill.
Oh god then. At least I wear sports bras, lol. And ah didn't catch it, reading like 10 different posts at a time lol
But I see.. I have a big lab/pit mix and a rottweiler so yeah xD But I don't go deep into my neighborhood because there were syringes from people shooting heroine on the ground.. and we live in a pretty good neighborhood. Guess that's why they chose it.
The fact that I cannot purchase a Username Change in the Shop, when I just spent 6 months or so trying to earn enough for it and it comes up with "Insufficient Funds".![]()