Yeah the other day something happened and I started crying at camp, and one of the adults kept trying to get me to talk.
Then there was a group of girls and one of them said "are you okay?" And I angrily told her to go away and she's like "Fine. Jeez, you're so mean." I get that maybe I shouldn't have been so angry with her but I was upset.
And then at lunch she just randomly says to me "Diana you're so mean." And I ask why she would just say that randomly and she started talking about what happened earlier. Why would she bring that up at the most random time?
I then proceeded to get in her face and say "I'm sorry, but when you're upset, do you want people in your face saying 'Are you okay??? Are you okay?! Are you freaking okay??!??!?'"
What I hate is that I've known these people for about four years. They should be able to understand that when I'm upset I like to be left alone by now. They also seem to not understand that I have a short temper and problems controlling my emotions.
I used to throw temper tantrums in front of everyone because I just couldn't control myself. I don't do that anymore but sometimes I cry about the littlest things just because I can't really control it.
Oh and before you ask, I tried going to therapy once. It didn't help at all.
- - - Post Merge - - -
When i just want to be alone,and i don't want to talk,it looks like im saying this:
Im so sad/disappointed! can someone *** here and start annoying me plz?
"Oh look there's a crying person! Let's stare at them and annoy them and bring all the attention to them!!"