/sigh

[coffeebean!]

I just realized that last year I lost an incredibly amazing friend for something so stupid.
I mean, I never even appreciated her. I treated her like crap. And now that I think about it, I feel horrible.

I mean, she was awesome. We're so much alike. We like the same music. We're both atheists, and vegetarians, and whatnot. And she was my best friend. And looking back now, I feel *censored.2.0*ty. It's horrible what some people do. And the fact that I had like such a marvelous friend and we kept getting into stupid arguments for stupid things. Every time we would fight, we'd end up forgiving each other.

I can't remember what happened last time though. Either she got extremely mad at me and stopped talking to me, or she got extremely mad and stopped talking to me and then wanted to come back, and I didn't want her anymore.

But yeah. I should have appreciated her while I had her. And I'm trying to reconnect with her and apologize. I've changed a lot...and I just never even thought about the fact that we had so much in common and were such good friends...

I still hate her mom though. I think she kind of hated her too XD

 

[Bacon Boy]

Wow, that sucks. That happened with me and my best friend, we've been doing that since we were three. But if you two were true friends, you WILL make it through this. A true friends will stay through the think and the thin.

 

[coffeebean!]

Wow, that sucks. That happened with me and my best friend, we've been doing that since we were three. But if you two were true friends, you WILL make it through this. A true friends will stay through the think and the thin.

Thing is, we both went our separate ways.

I went to one high school, she went to another...
Her mother hated me.

Well, her mother hated like her other best friend too.

So.

 

[Bacon Boy]

Wow, that sucks. That happened with me and my best friend, we've been doing that since we were three. But if you two were true friends, you WILL make it through this. A true friends will stay through the think and the thin.

Thing is, we both went our separate ways.

I went to one high school, she went to another...
Her mother hated me.

Well, her mother hated like her other best friend too.

So.

My best friend moved away from Texas when we were five, then he moved to Tennessee, the to Florida. We're a bit further away though, but we're still best friends!

 

[Ciaran]

When I wanna make up with someone, I pretend we never fought, and hope they dont mention it

 

[NikoKing]

Ah... sometimes I feel like that too, I feel like *censored.2.0* whenever something like this happens.

 

[coffeebean!]

Ah... sometimes I feel like that too, I feel like *censored.2.0* whenever something like this happens.

Uhg yes.
And now when I look back I realized I was such a *censored.4.0* to her. And she was right.

I always made fun of her...she was kind of...her appearance...

Well, you know.
But looks don't matter...and I feel terrible now.

Like absolute *censored.2.0*. I want to recover her as a friend. She was amazing, yet I never saw that part of her while I had her.

It's like, you never realize what you have until you lose it..

We haven't really "talked" for about 5 months?
And before that we weren't friends for like 4-5 months because of the arguement.
I wanted to get her out of my life, but I can't.

 

[merinda!]

My best friend moved at least 4 hours away, If I hadn't tried to keep in touch she would've forgotten all about me, we still do keep in touch. Because I made an effort._________________________________________________
Does she want to be friends with you again? Or is just ignoring you?

Ask if you can talk things out, do the things you guys used to do ; that made you such good friends.

For all I know, she might just be wanting for you and her to be friends again, but she doesn't know that unless you tell her. It might just be as hard for her as it is for you.

 

[coffeebean!]

My best friend moved at least 4 hours away, If I hadn't tried to keep in touch she would've forgotten all about me, we still do keep in touch. Because I made an effort._________________________________________________
Does she want to be friends with you again? Or is just ignoring you?

Ask if you can talk things out, do the things you guys used to do ; that made you such good friends.

For all I know, she might just be wanting for you and her to be friends again, but she doesn't know that unless you tell her. It might just be as hard for her as it is for you.

I haven't talked to her yet.
I'm trying to contact her online.

We'll see how that work outs.

Edit: *le gasp*
I just checked my stumble upon.
She left me a note a while ago ^__^

"hi, its me, meghan, remember me? we were friends LONG ago, but, well, crap happened, and, now, im just saying hi, cuz...well...crap happened again, and i found out from alisha that u have one of these. =)"

She sent me this...26 days ago...

 

[Bacon Boy]

My best friend moved at least 4 hours away, If I hadn't tried to keep in touch she would've forgotten all about me, we still do keep in touch. Because I made an effort._________________________________________________
Does she want to be friends with you again? Or is just ignoring you?

Ask if you can talk things out, do the things you guys used to do ; that made you such good friends.

For all I know, she might just be wanting for you and her to be friends again, but she doesn't know that unless you tell her. It might just be as hard for her as it is for you.

I haven't talked to her yet.
I'm trying to contact her online.

We'll see how that work outs.

Try calling her.

That's the only way I talk with Nick. Look on a Map, Florida tis a long ways away from Texas. But it still works.

Don't try to do it on the internet.

 

[merinda!]

My best friend moved at least 4 hours away, If I hadn't tried to keep in touch she would've forgotten all about me, we still do keep in touch. Because I made an effort._________________________________________________
Does she want to be friends with you again? Or is just ignoring you?

Ask if you can talk things out, do the things you guys used to do ; that made you such good friends.

For all I know, she might just be wanting for you and her to be friends again, but she doesn't know that unless you tell her. It might just be as hard for her as it is for you.

I haven't talked to her yet.
I'm trying to contact her online.

We'll see how that work outs.

Least she'll know that you still care for her.

Edit ; @BB I agree with you. Try talking to her in person whenever you can, or at least call her if you can't.

 

[coffeebean!]

"Jennifer,i-
oh my god.
i honestly do not know what to say to that...
i mean,
well, yeah there is one thing to say....
<big><big><big>HOLY GOD I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!</big></big></big>
and i can actually say that i have felt the same way that you do.
and,
i DO remember what we fought about.
i try not to,
cuz well,
it hurts like friggin' *censored*
but,
i DID eventualy forgive you.
because i realized i was being an idiot.
and, we're u being mean?
i wont deny that, yes u were.
(sry, just being honest)
but,
i was being WAY to...idk, protective, i guess....
we shouldnt have exchanged words the way that we did.
and we shouldnt have left things the way we did, either.

i can also honestly say that this has been torturing me for the past 10 months.
idk what we were thinking to just...stop, i guess.
i promised myself this year,
that i would NOT let what happened to the 2 of us happen ever again.
and,
as it would turn out,
of course,
it did.
i was, am, such an idiot,
i shoulda known that this would have happened to the 2 of us,
but,
i didnt.
and now,
i cant change it.

so,
im going to sit here,
and as i type this,
im gonna SWEAR to you,
that even though i may not believe in any "higher power" (go aithiests!!(sp?))
i will swear up and down to whoever the *censored* will listen,
that we will fix this.
and that i PROMISE that i will never, ever, leave you,
or let something this stupid get in the way of our friendship EVER again.

if you will forgive me for whatever i said to you last year,
and if you will take me back,
then im here,
whenever you need me.
promise.

love,
-meghan"

YAY!

 

[NikoKing]

[insert message]
YAY!

Like said you have your *censored.2.0*ty moments in life, and you have your great ones like these.

 

[Ricano]

Glad you two are buddies again
Keep the friendship going no matter what happens

 

[merinda!]

<div class='spoiler_toggle'>Message.</div><div class="spoiler" style="display:none;">"Jennifer,i-
oh my god.
i honestly do not know what to say to that...
i mean,
well, yeah there is one thing to say....
<big><big><big>HOLY GOD I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!</big></big></big>
and i can actually say that i have felt the same way that you do.
and,
i DO remember what we fought about.
i try not to,
cuz well,
it hurts like friggin' *censored*
but,
i DID eventualy forgive you.
because i realized i was being an idiot.
and, we're u being mean?
i wont deny that, yes u were.
(sry, just being honest)
but,
i was being WAY to...idk, protective, i guess....
we shouldnt have exchanged words the way that we did.
and we shouldnt have left things the way we did, either.

i can also honestly say that this has been torturing me for the past 10 months.
idk what we were thinking to just...stop, i guess.
i promised myself this year,
that i would NOT let what happened to the 2 of us happen ever again.
and,
as it would turn out,
of course,
it did.
i was, am, such an idiot,
i shoulda known that this would have happened to the 2 of us,
but,
i didnt.
and now,
i cant change it.

so,
im going to sit here,
and as i type this,
im gonna SWEAR to you,
that even though i may not believe in any "higher power" (go aithiests!!(sp?))
i will swear up and down to whoever the *censored* will listen,
that we will fix this.
and that i PROMISE that i will never, ever, leave you,
or let something this stupid get in the way of our friendship EVER again.

if you will forgive me for whatever i said to you last year,
and if you will take me back,
then im here,
whenever you need me.
promise.

love,
-meghan"

YAY!</div>

Aww.
I knew it'd work out.
:3

 

[Pear]

Yay. ^_^