Hope you're doing well!!!!yeah, I totally get that feeling :(
I lurk here sometimes, but I'm at a point in life where I've changed a lot between when I was active and the present. it would be nice to see TBT change for the better and return the events, and maybe then it would once again become the active AC forum it once was. but by that point I'd be too far removed from them and have moved on to pursue other interests. my account here is now nothing more than a relic of the past.