marzipanmermaid
*insert Pikmin noises*
If not, can we make one? Like, a tiny support group or a safe place to just open up or vent or just whatever? I've been feeling a bit alone, but at the same time I want to reach out to other people who might understand, even though I'm a bit intimidated and awful at talking. It won't be a big pity party (but, if you're having a bad day, don't be afraid to share, ya know?) and it can be as impersonal/personal as each person needs it to be. I guess I'm caught in the stage of just wanting to spill my guts out to anyone who will listen and wanting to shove everything down into the bottom of my stomach, hoping it'll just go away again.
I have depression and anxiety; I've bounced around from a counselor or two and they think I have a tiny case of PTSD, but I'm not really sure. Things I've repressed are back and I'm not coping too well. I have a lot of obsessive and/or intrusive thoughts about things; it sounds like OCD, but I don't have rituals?[SUB] I have a knack for constantly doing things like writing or drawing the same thing over and over until it's perfect though, but I don't think it counts. [/SUB]A lot of the thoughts/doubts/fears/questions are relating to my past. I have a history of self-harm and disordered eating. I was on Zoloft for a bit. I know some of you lovely people commented on my thread about that and the doctor's visit. I've been off it for a couple weeks, though I popped a couple of 'em here and there to get me through the night.
I have depression and anxiety; I've bounced around from a counselor or two and they think I have a tiny case of PTSD, but I'm not really sure. Things I've repressed are back and I'm not coping too well. I have a lot of obsessive and/or intrusive thoughts about things; it sounds like OCD, but I don't have rituals?[SUB] I have a knack for constantly doing things like writing or drawing the same thing over and over until it's perfect though, but I don't think it counts. [/SUB]A lot of the thoughts/doubts/fears/questions are relating to my past. I have a history of self-harm and disordered eating. I was on Zoloft for a bit. I know some of you lovely people commented on my thread about that and the doctor's visit. I've been off it for a couple weeks, though I popped a couple of 'em here and there to get me through the night.