*hugs* That sucks so much when you really need/want to do something and they post-pone/change it like that... Hope you can make it through.. Also writing it down like you did here about worries might help a lot.. if you want to talk you can PM me if you want. I might be a bit slow since I'm working on an essay and looking up various facts for some films.
Also, I hope they find out what's wrong.. Knowing things but not what is the worst, tbh.
thanks love... I know I'm so frustrated. and to fast when I'm literally so dizzy and weak already..... I'm such a mess. and yes it does help me to vent on here. I may end up pming you later, thank you <3
and seriously, I know. I just want some answers. they aren't too worried but it's just always easy to worry with these things. I'm also out of work for the next few days for this and the longer they postpone this the longer I need off for work and it's just so inconvenient and UGH!