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I reused a Darth Maul outfit I had when I was like 10 several years later for part of another quick costume picture. This costume is so cringey. The hood isn't even a hood. It's a black shirt. The sad part is they actually liked it too. Took this two years ago. Look with caution.

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i lowkey love my life because it seems so fake and unreal like i come from an unbelievably wealthy and privileged background and i've literally spat in my parents face and image by sleeping around and drinking way too much from like 14 onwards and drug use and just screwing up my life in general and i know it's not cool and i know it's awful and i'm 20 with chronic health problems and i'm probably gping to die really young lol and it's the lamest most pathetic life to live but when i watch shows like skins or movies like palo alto i feel good because the idealistic unacheivable teenage dream character is literally me and it's crap but that's what keeps me motorin on destroying my future one step at a time yahoo
 
I'm a horrible person. Nowadays, if a person compliments me on anything at all, it only makes me feel even worse about myself.
 
I never post on this board and kinda feel like I don't belong here but I'm going to post anyways. I care way too much about other people's opinions of me. Like to the point where it it affects who I am. I've changed myself little by little to be favored by people. I curse irl, changed my music tastes, changed the way I dress because of this. I'm slowly trying to stop but it'll take a long time. When anyone says something the least bit critical, it affects me though I admit I do need someone to criticize me now and then. Even posting this is making me nervous because I'm afraid of what the people reading this might think. Well, I guess admitting you have a problem is the first step towards fixing, right?
 
I never post on this board and kinda feel like I don't belong here but I'm going to post anyways. I care way too much about other people's opinions of me. Like to the point where it it affects who I am. I've changed myself little by little to be favored by people. I curse irl, changed my music tastes, changed the way I dress because of this. I'm slowly trying to stop but it'll take a long time. When anyone says something the least bit critical, it affects me though I admit I do need someone to criticize me now and then. Even posting this is making me nervous because I'm afraid of what the people reading this might think. Well, I guess admitting you have a problem is the first step towards fixing, right?

I think it's fine to try out different things based on what others like, but you should ask yourself if YOU would be content with liking it, or doing it, or whatever it is you're up to. Whether you'd enjoy it because it tickles YOUR fancy and not your desire to appeal to someone.
 
I ate peanut butter out of the jar after my mom told me not to ;-;

OMFG MOM YOU'RE SO BAD

Forums: there are people on here who annoy me so so so much and yeah I am probably annoying to you but I just want to freaking break thosee peoples faces. I am too lazy to block people tho WhOoPs
 
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Once upon a time my younger sister was dating this boy she really like and they had been dating for like almost a year at this point. My mom let him come over sometime after school so he was pretty much at my house a lot. One day I came home after school and I was going to eat my last swiss roll because I am obsessed with them. My last ******* swiss roll was gone and who comes in the kitchen eating it? My sister's boyfriend! I got so mad that I told my sister that I saw him cheating and she believed me and they broke up. My sister was pretty upset and she's past it now but I still can't forgive myself for doing it.

Moral of the story: DON'T EAT MY LAST ******* SWISS ROLL!
 
It's no secret that I'm very disliked because of 11 year old me (also stuff I did like 5 minutes ago), like I know I am really obnoxious, and I am a horrid person sometimes and I feel bad that people have to even be near me or read what I type sometimes, like I say the most annoying stuff and I regret it quickly after I say it, this apples to real life and the forum. I wish I could start over or just go back and fix it all. People think I know I'm being annoying so I keep doing it, no it's just me, and I can't stop being annoying, and I hate that I am, I try to be a better person but I can't, I always have to do something dumb to mess it all up again.
 
TBT and Chatzy:
I'm scared that the people I talk with actually find me really annoying and just won't say it to my face. Also, I feel like I miss out on so much and it's kind of saddening because friends will bring it up and I'll just be very confused.
 
TBT: I'm scared people find me super annoying. And I feel like my "friends" on TBT aren't really my friends, they're just pretending. It frightens me.
 
TBT: I'm scared people find me super annoying. And I feel like my "friends" on TBT aren't really my friends, they're just pretending. It frightens me.

same. Except I don't have friends, here or rl.
i always am terrified that I look dumb or someone finds me irritating or annoying. even irl.
 
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Waiting for the I fell in love with my cousin post...

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Also I don't believe in god so...
 
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Waiting for the I fell in love with my cousin post...

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Also I don't believe in god so...

tthere was already that thread on tbt a couple months ago about some dude falling in love with his cousin dummy

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Finally, I go on forensic level stalking. There is still somebody that I stalk all their threads and her tumblr (ΘεΘ.

Like this comment if you hate/dislike me.

get out of vietnam before you kill my family or something ur creepy as hell

i dont really have any secrets since im pretty sure most people know what i do anyway, doesnt really bother me if they know, and i dont care about anything in my life anymore so whatever
 
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This should have gone on the unpopular opinions thread, I don't see how that's a 'dirty secret'. :rolleyes:

TBT: I spend more of my time lurking threads than posting. I see what you guys are saying. I see everything. I'm watching. :cool:
I agree 100%, but that thread's closed babe :')
 
It's no secret that I'm very disliked because of 11 year old me (also stuff I did like 5 minutes ago), like I know I am really obnoxious, and I am a horrid person sometimes and I feel bad that people have to even be near me or read what I type sometimes, like I say the most annoying stuff and I regret it quickly after I say it, this apples to real life and the forum. I wish I could start over or just go back and fix it all. People think I know I'm being annoying so I keep doing it, no it's just me, and I can't stop being annoying, and I hate that I am, I try to be a better person but I can't, I always have to do something dumb to mess it all up again.

You should stop worrying so much as to what other people think about you. Firstly, it's the internet... You're talking to people who you are most likely never going to meet, it's a very different situation as opposed to people at school. And even then, why should you care as to what other people may think about you? You are never going to win the approval of absolutely everyone, no matter what you do. You're BOUND to annoy at least someone, and that's okay, you know? As long as you're happy and you're being yourself, not feeling like you have to try and have to hide behind some fake facade to win the approval of others, then that's what is most important.

Secondly, I'm not sure how old you are now, but... Seriously, we ALL say and do 'stupid' things when we are 11 years old. That's just a fact. As we grow up and get older we realise how things we said or things we did in the past are quite immature and perhaps ignorant but, that's okay. Growing up is really just a process of learning and experiencing new things and maturing at your own pace. Of course you might seem 'more annoying' or 'more stupid' than other members because the majority of people on this site are at least a few years older than you and therefore are more mature than you. Don't feel like you have to try and force yourself to grow up in order to win the approval of people on this site. Of course, be conscious of the things that you say, you know, just think before you post and stuff, that's just basic though really... If you think that you might say something that will hurt someones feelings or might come across as rude then don't post it, but that applies to everyone on this site really, that's just what I do.

And finally, stop thinking so negatively of yourself. You're focusing a lot on the bad aspects of yourself rather than the positives, and really, if you want to give a good impression to other people, it's much better for you to focus on the positives than the negatives. I mean that is much harder to do than you would think, but, stop beating yourself up over just being young. When I was 11, I said and did really cringey and dumb things and sometimes I wish I could rewind time to change what I did so I could rid of the memory, but, that's just a part of life. Human beings are not perfect and we all take time to progress and learn and mature. You're not obnoxious or annoying because of your age, at least that's what I think. People are just obnoxious and annoying because of their personalities, it's not because of how old they are. I am sure even by this time next year you will have grown up a lot and learned a lot of new things... You're still only young. Don't feel like you need to improve yourself for other people, just improve yourself because you want to.

Also lol, I guess, it just bugs me a little when I see a lot of younger members on this site making big "Apology" threads in Brewster's, like... You don't need to apologise! If you have personally upset someone then fine you can just VM them but don't feel like you need to go and say sorry to everyone on this forum for being 11 or for being 'annoying'... Tbh, most people just don't care at all, anyway.

tl;dr - don't feel like you need to win other peoples approval, just be you, you'll never be able to please everyone. Maturing and growing up will come with age, we all say and do silly things when we are younger, do not worry so much as to what other people think. ^^

Edit: ALSO AYSUH, I know that thread's closed, I WAS JUST SAYING. ;)
 
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It's no secret that I'm very disliked because of 11 year old me (also stuff I did like 5 minutes ago), like I know I am really obnoxious, and I am a horrid person sometimes and I feel bad that people have to even be near me or read what I type sometimes, like I say the most annoying stuff and I regret it quickly after I say it, this apples to real life and the forum. I wish I could start over or just go back and fix it all. People think I know I'm being annoying so I keep doing it, no it's just me, and I can't stop being annoying, and I hate that I am, I try to be a better person but I can't, I always have to do something dumb to mess it all up again.

Don't feel based! As Celestefey said, everyone posts dumb things when they're young. Goodness, you should see my old posts on the other forum I go on. They're so cringeworthy, I bet everyone hated me back then. Like ugh. I can't even begin to describe. You're much more mature than I was at that age. Personally I don't find you annoying at all. :)
 
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