im bad at wording so like pls dont take this in any wrong way or smt xD dont wanna come off as rude or anything?
im glad that you've started thinking in a new and, what seems to be, positive way. Im no good at sympathizing but I've had the same thoughts as you when i came to just wanting to kill myself. Im glad that this time of my life only lasted a year and I guess my personality has helped with me overcoming suicidal thoughts (i still get them though from time to time of course for a different reason). I find it disappointing when i here about what some of your classmates had said to you. It may be easy for me but tbh i try to say f*** it to any kind of bullying.
Im quite the individualist . I hope you dont feel bad about your weight or anything ;-; there is no standard to how a "normal girl" should be, in my opinion. (though society thinks this way...i could go on a whole rant) And yes to anyone else reading this and you
lilacvomit, if you ever need to talk to someone just pm me bruh c: I hope you'll continue to live life to the fullest.
*cheers*