This person keeps trying to call me (I don't even know him.) The first time he called me I picked up the phone and he said "oops, wrong number" and now the phone can't stop ringing because this guy keeps calling me. I'm pretty scared/mad. Is he known as a creep or what?
That i just finished my first year at university and made no friends in a building with nearly 1000 people in it.
Everyone in my classes has nothing in common with me, they will talk to me like i'm a fool or when i talk to them its like they are not even pay attention and i might as well be talking to a wall.
And when i bring this up with people they say its my fault and i should try encourage them to hang out etc.
One time i showed up for a lecture an hour early so i decided to sit in the lecture theatre by myself, and when people walked in they started saying i was trying to be the teachers pet, which isn't even remotely true because my lecturer is a moron, who takes things way out of context.
Aaaaaaaaaaand the fact that i dont drink and go out to bars/clubs automatically grants me the antisocial label.
I am not sure if people talk to me for my face or personality. I am actually sick of all of the flirting I get... And it's not like I dress TO attract men, it's always sweatpants and a hoodie...
Right now I just really hate people and I'm reluctant to talk to anyone.
A chick in my class called me weird for listening to 60's music. She listens to all the mainstream crap. Things like that make me feel bad for this generation. Also, I embarrassed myself in class today while trying to talk in front of the class. I didn't know what to say and the whole time I was shaking.
My boyfriend is currently in military service and he's camping for 10 days on the other side of the country. He's complaining nonstop about insects, food and every other thing he can think of. I have my own problems here and I miss him a lot, so I don't really want to listen to that whining. There's nothing I can do to help him and I'd rather talk about his tasks there and what we'll do when we see each other again in a few weeks. It's pretty selfish from me, I know, but I'm just too tired after graduation and applying for university and all that stuff.
The other thing that makes me really mad is last Saturday. I sang a very difficult song in our graduation event and ofc my music teacher who played the piano forgot that he was supposed to play the song a bit lower than it was originally composed. The outcome was that I had to sing very high notes and they were simply too high for me. That sounded horrible and it would've been so great to sing a hard song well which I could have done if he remembered that he should play it differently. Well, no can do now...
Not much is making me mad right now, thankfully, but my back has been playing up the past week and it's really irritating. Doesn't matter what I'm doing, it just decides to start being painful every now and then.
Finals all week
Lab report due tomorrow
Friends are being unfriendly
New Leaf doesn't come until tomorrow
But other than that I had a pretty good weekend. I went camping with my cousins, dad, and a few friends