What's Bothering You?

Yeah, but the problem with me is that I’m slower than other people at things and not nearly fast enough. I want to be strong enough to not only help myself but others as well, and I can’t do that because I can’t even help myself. I’m almost 24 and still live with my family because I don’t have a lot of money. And when they die I run the risk of becoming homeless. I don’t think I’ll be able to achieve anything great in life. Probably just mediocre at best. Anyway, thanks for the kind words. I’ve pretty much just accepted by now that April is going to suck this year for me.
 
Yeah, but the problem with me is that I’m slower than other people at things and not nearly fast enough. I want to be strong enough to not only help myself but others as well, and I can’t do that because I can’t even help myself. I’m almost 24 and still live with my family because I don’t have a lot of money. And when they die I run the risk of becoming homeless. I don’t think I’ll be able to achieve anything great in life. Probably just mediocre at best. Anyway, thanks for the kind words. I’ve pretty much just accepted by now that April is going to suck this year for me.
Can relate to this even more for good or bad. As someone who is 29, have Asperger and not able to take full-time, long-term jobs I can just hope at least my mom lives for some more good time... Society really needs to, as in my case, do more for high-functioning ASD people.
 
So I finally moved on to s13.. and yeah if s12 finale was a sob fest those 2 first of s13 was even more.. like man how sad will things be..... also like anxiety meta.. first they kill off his character in the s12 finale and then the guy who played him directs the first 3 episodes of 13.. 😭 😭 😭 it's like...sheila tis is a series.. but yeah okay they are awesome actors and characters can't help it man :(
 
I got laid off since the business is expanding and they can’t afford a second employee to handle the new tasks. This is not my month.

On the bright side they offered to give me a letter of recommendation for potential employers.
 
I just need college to be free otherwise I’ll never be able to go 🙃 i don’t want to take our loans for a 2 year degree. It shouldn’t be this expensive 😭
 
i went downstairs to get something as my dad went to the bathroom which is past his bathroom, and he sees that and shuts the door but not all the way. And he washed his hands for not even two seconds and probably with no soap. 🤢
 
I watched too much Crime Watch on YouTube and now I don’t trust the world.
 
i've been stressing about an exam i took this morning all day :( hope my grade is okay or that i'll at least have a chance to redo it
 
I got laid off since the business is expanding and they can’t afford a second employee to handle the new tasks. This is not my month.

On the bright side they offered to give me a letter of recommendation for potential employers.
Omg :( I'm sorry man. I hope you find a new one soon! And yeah that's the good thing about it I suppose, rec's are a lot these days and ages...
 
I keep sleeping for too long, because I'm just too tired. I usually go to bed at about 23:30h (11:30PM) and I put my alarm for 8:15 AM.
Buut.. I always press on "snooze" and then I wake up, realising it's already 10:30 AM 😭
My cats must hate me for doing that two days in a row.. how dare I not give them food at exactly 9:00 AM v:
 
I hate how my family who is telling me to not take the vaccine just because they heard one person getting blood clots is just only fear mongering the situations. I hate how they focus so much on the news media to try to make people be scared of "blood colts" when its only happened to a few people. I took my first Moderna Vaccine shot and I only had a minor headache and a sore arm but I felt better afterwards. I am taking my 2nd shot and I won't be stopped by people telling me not to take it. I am doing the right thing!
 
I have zero motivation today and it's supposed to snow tomorrow... I was out laying in the sun on our back deck just yesterday. Snow should be long over!
 
Cancel culture people who think it's their duty to trash talk celebrities/actors/whatever they're famous just to ruin the actual person and their career...Like no I don't feel sorry for teens who can't read and just do stuff for attention.
 
I got another confirmation thing for an appointment that I already tried to cancel / reschedule last week 🙄 It's an appointment to meet with a councillor which I am already apprehensive about and now the fact that she apparently doesn't get my emails makes me feel even more uncomfortable about the situation.
 
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