What's Bothering You?

hhhhhh why do I have such a bad ability to say no...I just signed myself up for a nightshift on very little sleep 🙃 why am I like this
 
I just feel like work piles up and never clears out, no matter how much I feel like I’m doing.
 
feeling very alone

I am sorry you feel alone. It is such a strange, particular, terrible pain, feeling alone. I hope you feel better. When I have felt so alone it has often been when other people were around and it never helped to be told ‘you aren’t alone’.

Wish I could say something more to help you. But though I know it won’t really help with how you are feeling, remember that we are all here with you, shouting out from our particular voids in order to feel like we are in this together.

thank you for sharing!! Sending you some positive thoughts, for what it is worth. (Also followed you on tumblr, hope that is not too weird, but your blog is cool)
 
I had an allergic reaction to the toothpaste I bought 😭 little cankersores in my mouth that hurt so much 😭 thankfully I bought new toothpaste (same kind I usually get!! Never straying from it again) so hopefully the sores go away soon 😅

Oooh ouch ouch, canker sores suck ass. Hope they go away soon! Just curious, but what kind of toothpaste did you buy? I remember buying the Arm & Hammer Baking Soda one, and I think that was the source of my canker sores, since it irritated / dried out my mouth.
 
Oooh ouch ouch, canker sores suck ass. Hope they go away soon! Just curious, but what kind of toothpaste did you buy? I remember buying the Arm & Hammer Baking Soda one, and I think that was the source of my canker sores, since it irritated / dried out my mouth.

Thank you!! I hope so too because they suck lol I bought the Sensodyne Deep Clean Toothpaste! I generally have good like with the Sensodyne brand (they make the other toothpaste i use lol) but the Deep Clean version has Sodium Lauryl Sulfate which can cause a reaction! I’m assuming that’s what caused mine, anyways.

I’m sorry you had the same thing happen with the Arm & Hammer toothpaste though! It definitely sucks 😔
 
Thank you!! I hope so too because they suck lol I bought the Sensodyne Deep Clean Toothpaste! I generally have good like with the Sensodyne brand (they make the other toothpaste i use lol) but the Deep Clean version has Sodium Lauryl Sulfate which can cause a reaction! I’m assuming that’s what caused mine, anyways.

I’m sorry you had the same thing happen with the Arm & Hammer toothpaste though! It definitely sucks 😔

I use Sensodyne... lemme just check if I'm using that specific one real quick LMAO

Nope, it's the other kinds. Anyways - YES!!! THAT INGREDIENT!!11!! That's what the Arm & Hammer toothpaste used. I forgot what it was called until you said that lmao.
 
I use Sensodyne... lemme just check if I'm using that specific one real quick LMAO

Nope, it's the other kinds. Anyways - YES!!! THAT INGREDIENT!!11!! That's what the Arm & Hammer toothpaste used. I forgot what it was called until you said that lmao.

Apparently it’s one of the few Sensodyne toothpastes that have that ingredient lmao it was just good luck on my part that I chose it I suppose 😂😂 when I was googling more about it though I’m pretty sure I saw that none of the Sensodyne Pronamel toothpastes have that ingredient tho!! So they should all be safe to use 🥰
 
I am sorry you feel alone. It is such a strange, particular, terrible pain, feeling alone. I hope you feel better. When I have felt so alone it has often been when other people were around and it never helped to be told ‘you aren’t alone’.

Wish I could say something more to help you. But though I know it won’t really help with how you are feeling, remember that we are all here with you, shouting out from our particular voids in order to feel like we are in this together.

thank you for sharing!! Sending you some positive thoughts, for what it is worth. (Also followed you on tumblr, hope that is not too weird, but your blog is cool)
You're so sweet, thank you for your kind words. 💗 I get what you mean, the pandemic has definitely made things harder but even when I was surrounded by people every day I was still feeling it. Truly though that helps more than you know and I appreciate it very much.

Also that's not weird at all! I'll follow you back :] I hope you're having a good night 💕
 
I get to work and my supervisor doesn't even talk to me...great. Just what I need in a job that it's so essential to communicate roll 🙄 its so much easier when I have a good supervisor
 
I’m starting to have an unhealthy infatuation with the person I like. Whenever they’re away I can’t get them out of my head. The urge to just spend time with them is overwhelming. It’s especially bad during days when they aren’t in the mood in the chat.

I’ve been like this with past crushes as well. It makes wonder if I’ve developed codependent tendencies. Perhaps I should talk to my therapist about potential solutions.
 
feeling very alone
I just want to say I know exactly how you feel right now and it's a horrible feeling, even more so during this pandemic which can elevate that feeling even more. I don't know what else to say other than I see your post and I just want to give you a big ol' virtual hug. ❤
 
I just want to say I know exactly how you feel right now and it's a horrible feeling, even more so during this pandemic which can elevate that feeling even more. I don't know what else to say other than I see your post and I just want to give you a big ol' virtual hug. ❤
I'm so sorry you're going through it too. It's tough and I hope you're doing okay. I really appreciate that a whole lot and I'm sending you lots of love and a big hug back 💞 Thank you so much ❤
 
Today has been exhausting. Was up half the night with a stomachache so functioning on very little sleep. I thought I submitted a report last week and turns out I forgot to for whatever reason, which looked bad when I called my supervisor to discuss it today and realised she hadn't received it. Luckily she wasn't mad - probably because I apologised and sent it the second I realised my error. 🙈 Then another report I have due has been moved up a day so now I've until the end of Wednesday to do it instead of Thursday like I thought which throws my plan for how to tackle it out of whack. What should have been my lunch hour was spent putting together an outline and getting the first couple hundred words down, so I didn't eat except for a snack at 2:30pm. Now I'm done for the day. Ordered a takeaway and going to see if my Dad will join me for a beer. How is it only Monday? I need another weekend, please! 😂
 
I do love jolting awake at 4am due to a dream then being unable to sleep or going to sleep but it's restless and broken up.

Does anyone else get this problem, somethin in a dream startling you awake so suddenly and it makes you unable to fall back asleep? Or atleast not very good sleep? This happens kinda often with me and it's annoying considering I already have some sort of sleeping issue.

In my dream there was a frog that was near my bed and I was tryin to scoot it away from me with a paper, and I was already on edge. Then it jumped on my bed and I screamed no, which caused me to abruptly wake up. Idk if I actually screamed no irl outloud cause I do talk in my sleep, and I felt my mouth move as if I said it but didn't hear any sound as I quickly sat up in bed shaking.
 
I’m having relationship issues that aren’t even my fault, and my family keeps getting mad at me for not waking up early in the morning. They stormed in to my room this morning and harped on me again as I was waking up, even though I didn’t get any sleep the previous night because of something terrible that happened. I stg I’m so done with them and sick of their ****!!!
 
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