Oh gosh I hope you don't mind my responding to this but this just hit me in the feels in a lot of ways. I've lost a parent myself so I feel like I've been there. Grief is a journey and any sort of way you are feeling is completely valid. Some days are easier than others.
I also relate to the hug thing. I'm not even really a hugger but this whole year has been very very isolating that I have definitely been missing human connection..
I wish I could offer some real help or anything but I just hope you know that you aren't the only one who has felt this way.
Thank you. Just the response is enough. I thought that if I just didn’t post here and bottled up my feelings forever that I could ignore it, but it doesn’t work that way. I’m high in emotional intelligence and I feel things very strongly, so it’s just taking me awhile to come to terms with this I guess. I really appreciate it.
