What's Bothering You?

My teacher is so rude. She ignores my questions and ignores my emails, and everything that I have done to participate. She acts like she doesn’t know what I’m talking about and puts me down in front of class and it’s so annoying. She butters up all of her favorite students and makes side comments referring to me and it’s so obvious.

She can’t spend two minutes checking my question to an email I have sent the other day but can spend 5 minutes talking to her favorite students about off topic discussions? Okay, sure.
 
Was supposed to finally get internet today, but they just said it wasn't available. They said it was a week ago, this is so frustrating.
 
so mentioning something is not safe cause we literally discussed it was not being safe/people use it wrong is fake information? lolol what a lame excuse. (on another site btw no one here)
 
I got my ear procedure done today but my ear is sore and my head is swimming now. I was suppose to be able to hear instantly better but it almost feels worse. Fingers crossed the tube heals in my ear and is sitting correctly.
 
seeing posts online about how ppl say "If my son turns out to be gay I don't want him to come out to me. he shouldn't have to. he should just be able to come home w his boyfriend and not have any questions asked. he should be accepted for who he is and not have to explain himself."

bruh that's so hard to do when you're ace/apothi, aro, and non-binary 😔 parents don't just realize one day "oh my son is ace okay that's fine" like no it practically has to be explained. it's so hard, especially if you're apothi and you have straight parents.
 
so pissed off. i hate that my favorite game has to be a gacha. i will never willingly summon with people ever again. they just laughed at me while i spent all of the stuff i saved up for five months. i got what i wanted, but what was even the point. now i have nothing and im basically starting over.

i wouldnt have minded getting a non rate up character. if it wasn't one i already had lol.
 
parents don't just realize one day "oh my son is ace okay that's fine" like no it practically has to be explained. it's so hard, especially if you're apothi and you have straight parents.
^ my exact reasons that I'll probably never come out to my parents, or even my friends. I don't want to have to explain to them what it is, for them to most likely invalidate me.
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bro I did SO many things wrong today bc I literally couldn't focus what the **** is wrong with me lmao. I'm so far past the point of caring tho, like I was completely numb all day. I consider that better than mulling over things constantly.
 
My books and board game aren't in yet and I'm going cRaZy! @.@
 
I have a hard time believing that's it's possible to go through life without the constant resentment and depression. like are there really people out there who don't deal with it and actually live a normal and happy life? it's an alien concept to me.
i mean i don't live a 100% happy life but i do my best and try not to dwell in negative/pseudo-realism stuff too much.
 
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