What's Bothering You?

this is about a discord server, but my gf tells people that someone in it makes me uncomfortable and they start going off, saying that i stalk him when i went on his twitter once and found some concerning stuff and never looked again, got told i was trying to "cancel him" when this was about 6-7 months ago and i said nothing because i thought nobody would care anyways because no matter what this guy does he is the golden child of the discord server
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like hes the golden child when he said outright that hes jealous that poc got an art tag on twitter and that he feels lesser due to it despite being a white dude in a rich family that pay for his art school degree
 
ive already written seven very angry pages about my dad in my journal and I can't stop. I hate it here so much. living here makes me hate my life. I can't stand this anymore.
 
My anxiety today won't subside despite everything being perfectly fine. Anxiety got me reapplying deodorant during the day tryna combat that anxiety sweat, idk if it's just me lmao
 
i'm having a crisis since i kind of want to do choir or band next school year but the thing is i'm being pressured back into band (but i also really enjoyed perc) and with choir you have to audition and i'm scared to death of auditioning and my singing is kinda bad yet i want to get better and i really don't know what to do at this point
 
I know you're busy, but please pick up the phone. Call me back, please. If you're busy and take me to college, I just wanna say that it's completely fine. I can rent a car - it'll work out, ya know? Just, if that's the case, I'm gonna need your help on telling a lie. My family would freak the hell out if they knew I was going to rent a car and drive there myself - even though I've driven to a college that takes about the same time as mine. Secretly, of course.

... I don't even know if she'd be up to facing my mother and telling the biggest lie ever. It's final, though. I am going to move on campus, and I will not switch back to remote. No way.
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Also **** off everyone. All ya'll are just *****es. @family
 
Cartoons and kids books really affected how I viewed the world. As a kid I imagined jerks as one note bullies who were nasty to everyone. That couldn’t be further from the truth. Nearly every rude person I’ve ever met has people they treat normally. It’s just a matter of bias. If a jerk doesn’t like you or they see something exploitable, they can say anything with no sign of remorse. Somehow people like that can wake up in the morning and not be bothered by how disgusting they are.

I’ve heard people like this can be awful friends too, but I’ve never seen it. In my experience a jerk will just make a comment to me and talk to their friends like it never happened. Peer pressure maybe?

In High School I was more bothered by what people said to me. Now I’m just irked by this weird double-standard.
 
the discords resident killjoy is back
people are getting hyped for new pokemon snap and this dude goes off about the name, killing any conversation people were having
like we were memeing "what else would you call it then?? pokemon camera?" and he goes "pokemon snap 2, and this is why im right" then rants about the name of a kids game
 
^^people who rant about pointless bs like that prob have absolutely nothing better to do w their life :P


I get paid tomorrow (I'm hoping at least) and I'm having a really hard time waiting 😔
I'm also hungry but there's nothing that I feel like eating because it seems like everything I want has too many calories and they prob wouldn't keep me full. I also don't have any more brown/wild rice which makes me sad 😭😭
 
im surprised the other killjoy isnt there with him, he ranted about how pokemon lets go eevee was too easy when it was made for younger children and families and also how not putting one of his favorite pokemon in pokemon go they were betraying him
 
my mom is so convinced by the conservative agenda that the COVID-19 vaccine is a conspiracy to brainwash the entire nation that she, who has a god awful immune system and would prob die if she got it, basically just told me she prob wouldn't get it when it becomes available. 😐


my whole family drives me insane.
 
that reminds me that i went on facebook this morning because i got a notification and i saw that my mom reposted a long thing that basically went "god closed everything to get rid of our false idols" and i was stunned for a good five minutes. shes a nurse and knows that masks and vaccines are a good thing but that really got me
 
my mom is so convinced by the conservative agenda that the COVID-19 vaccine is a conspiracy to brainwash the entire nation that she, who has a god awful immune system and would prob die if she got it, basically just told me she prob wouldn't get it when it becomes available. 😐


my whole family drives me insane.

Ugh, tell me about it man. My radical conservative family still thinks Donald Trump should be president, and that the whole election thing was a fraud.

...Lemme know if your family wants to have a cup of tea with mine sometime. They seem to have a lot in common LMAO
 
my mom is so convinced by the conservative agenda that the COVID-19 vaccine is a conspiracy to brainwash the entire nation that she, who has a god awful immune system and would prob die if she got it, basically just told me she prob wouldn't get it when it becomes available. 😐


my whole family drives me insane.
I can somewhat relate to this, unfortunately. What's even worse is that one of my parents works at a hospital/long-term care home so they should know better... I don't know where they're getting this information, but it seems like these baseless claims are misleading of what people are really trying to do. Seriously, what are they trying to achieve here? Fear? Twisting information that fits their agenda and viewpoints? I'd want to mention these ridiculous pieces of misinformation but as I said earlier, it would only add fuel to the fire and would perhaps get me an infraction. If I could only cut off these sources of misinformation, we wouldn't be throwing heat at each other. I guess I'll be looking forward to my nightly conversation nonsense once again during dinner. Yay...

Just hang in there.
 
couple of things. mostly fwp, but this helps me get them off of my chest at least.

-i was supposed to do my laundry today (i have quite a bit becus i went thru my clothes/put them away and anything smelly got put in my hamper along with my laundry from this week), but my grandpa went and started doing his laundry instead. which is fine it's his house and i forgot to mention it to him, but still. i've been waiting like all week (it rained for three days and then the washer/dryer was being used by others for another three).
-i'm happy about the fact that i might be going back to the beach in the next couple of months, but that also means that i'll be doing a lot more chores then usual to have spending money for the trip. which i'm not complaining cus at least i don't have to do that much regularly, it's just a lot.
-i have to clean two bathrooms whhhy i hate the cleaning the bathroom...
 
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