hi oh wow thank you for the response! I totally understand what you mean, i also have good friends but making new ones is always so hard for me when at this age i guess most solid friendships form. my close friends dont play the same games i do, and on the rate occasion they did, they have other friends to play with and i feel so shy asking to join, knowing i'll just get pushed aside bc theyre all great friends and im just an outsider who tagged along because of one person. : (I feel the same way. I do have some good friends but I have always felt like I don’t always belong (or at least when one person who i had finally come to terms with about a year again about not being my friend). When I talk or try to joke, I feel like I don’t get the same reaction as normal people without asperger’s or anxiety.
I hate coop even if I had friends that played the same games as me or if my friends actually still played the game by the time i get it for coop lol.
he just wrote me...... i dont know what to do!! idk what he wrote, but guess i could just not reply. and i've been distancing myself so well these past weeks too. i wish i could just pretend that i dont exist anymore, or that i moved far away, that would make this a whole lot easier... :/ (omg this sounds so antisocial loll)we haven't written a single message in over 2 weeks even though we're in the relationship he wanted so bad... mission success? maybe he got the message? even though it sucks since it was so friggin fun writing with him when we were "only" friends. i was always laughing 80% of the time when i used to text him. this suuuucks but i guess it had to be done. i wonder if this is this the gentlest way of letting someone down?
Doesn't sound like either of you are happy or even want this anymore if you can go over two weeks without contact. Would be better for both of your sakes to end it and cut contact.he just wrote me...... i dont know what to do!! idk what he wrote, but guess i could just not reply. and i've been distancing myself so well these past weeks too. i wish i could just pretend that i dont exist anymore, or that i moved far away, that would make this a whole lot easier... :/ (omg this sounds so antisocial loll)
yeah... i don't know how to break it to him though since he really likes me, but i don't feel romantic feelings back. we only got together because he said we couldn't be friends anymore if i didn't accept, and he's one of my only friends so i felt like i had to.Doesn't sound like either of you are happy or even want this anymore if you can go over two weeks without contact. Would be better for both of your sakes to end it and cut contact.
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For what it’s worth I like the name you choseWanted to try on a new name for size, but I can't ask many people irl and mostly everyone online refers to me with, well, my online name (which I don't mind lol). It probably wouldn't have stuck, anyway.
When is that?I missed the first snowfall on my island ._.
I missed the first snowfall on my island ._.