What's Bothering You?

Not going to lie this college life is a scam. It's not how they betray it as. Don't let the cute little videos fool you. It's just a even lamer version of high school with a expensive notice tag. It sucks. I don't like it. And if that's not enough just found out last night my boyfriend has Dementia. I tried to find ways to help him but he refused to accept help and instead just copes with the fact he has it. I just..I don't know I feel overwhelmed I guess.
 
Not going to lie this college life is a scam. It's not how they betray it as. Don't let the cute little videos fool you. It's just a even lamer version of high school with a expensive notice tag. It sucks. I don't like it. And if that's not enough just found out last night my boyfriend has Dementia. I tried to find ways to help him but he refused to accept help and instead just copes with the fact he has it. I just..I don't know I feel overwhelmed I guess.

Sending prayers to you and your boyfriend <3

I ate too much and I'm with somebody who ate less than I did it complaining about how many calories they ate. I always feel like I'm eating too much. I wish I could be happy with myself and my eating habits. I guess since I don't really work out that much it makes me feel super insecure. My dad says I eat way too little but in actuality I eat 3 meals a day (and sometimes snacks). Before the pandemic I would go on walks, but since then I've had no motivation. Again, I just wish I could be happy with my body and eating habits.
 
feeling sicker than usual and not in the cool way
might just cave and tell my mom at this point but it's making me nervous thus making me sicker so it's an odd cycle
 
My loneliness/boredom levels are just... yikes right now.
It would probably help if my brother and I were on the same sleeping schedule, but oh well...
 
First of all, I hope everyone here feels better and things start going better for you all <3

Second of all, being quarantined has left me feeling kinda lonely. Both with friendships and romantically, but I'm hoping it goes away in time.
I also have a job interview coming up and it's been on my mind all this week and I'm super nervous about it aaaaa
 
Sending prayers to you and your boyfriend <3

I ate too much and I'm with somebody who ate less than I did it complaining about how many calories they ate. I always feel like I'm eating too much. I wish I could be happy with myself and my eating habits. I guess since I don't really work out that much it makes me feel super insecure. My dad says I eat way too little but in actuality I eat 3 meals a day (and sometimes snacks). Before the pandemic I would go on walks, but since then I've had no motivation. Again, I just wish I could be happy with my body and eating habits.
Than you so much.. I'm sorry to hear about your problem tho..
 
I can’t think up a good username to replace the one I go by almost everywhere :(

Also would sure love to quit work eventually but i don’t want to risk it now because pandemic!!
 
Period's almost over and I thought my lower back pain and cramps were subsiding.

Woke up with lower back pain. It's Friday.

FRIWHY rather than FRIYAY.

:lemon:
 
Sometimes I think I might be too nice...
I'm getting anxiety over things unrelated to me...
Just because I feel bad somehow.
 
I was really excited for the tbt fair and only got to participate at the very beginning due to moving to a new state, starting a new career. And dealing with a lot of depression due to living alone/no longer seeing my ex :( now I finally have the energy to participate and im going to miss being able to get my favorite new collectable (the sheep plush!) Because the events are all over!!!
 
if my count inside the bottle guess is worth 3 or 4 tickets that will be soooo socks with sandals... 😔
 
I hate falling asleep and waking up not knowing wtf is going on like I suddenly have amnesia for a couple of minutes
 
I had and incident that was private and because of this, I lost respect to myself already, all I want to do is disappear from existence because all I do is cause problems
 
Missing university, even though objectively (I think), it took a lot more time and energy out of me. For context, I was in classes/studying/working on assignments for 70-80 hours a week (sometimes more, I wasn't the sharpest tool in the shed, lol) and was lucky if I got 7 hours of sleep a night. Now, I work around 40 hours a week and sleep enough, but I feel a lot more unsatisfied with the work I'm doing.
 
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